"Love is like a grenade, it falls out of nowhere, mentally killing two people" – me (Forever_madiha1)

*2 years later*

Alexis's POV

"LUCAS JAMES ANDERSON, GET YOUR SORRY ASS DOWN HERE!" I yelled from the kitchen. Lucas came running down the stairs, shirtless, with an arrogant smirk on his face. Oh you filthy bastard, I'm going to rip that smirk off your face.

"Ha-ha, you're busted." I heard Ryder whisper from behind the door frame. I rolled my eyes and the immaturity of these two.

"Yes, Lex" Lucas said he entered the kitchen, with his sexy morning look and it's not even morning; his hair was sticking up in all directions, and those lips which seem to be calling me. But I compose myself and remind myself of the reason why I'm mad at him.

"Who ate all is my ice-cream?" I said, tipping the ice cream tub upside down showing him that there is nothing in it.

"Umm.....I don't know." he said hiding the spoon with ice cream on it from view which was on the table.

"How many times have I told you 'never touch my food'? I hate you so much right now" I said, I turned around and acted like I'm mad at him, I mean I am mad at him. No one and I mean no one touches or eats my food without permission, even then they're not allowed.

"Aww c'mon Lexi, you know you love me." he said as he wrapped his arms around my waist, planting a small kiss on the crook of my neck, damn he knows my weakness. "Sorry"

I pushed his body away from me, leaving my body exposed to the cold where his body once was. I walked a few feet away from him, just to prove my point that I'm mad at him. I looked back from the corner of my eye to see him frowning. Ha he thinks that's gonna work. He came up to me and got down on both knees with his hand linked with each other. Whoa this is new, he has never begged for forgiveness. Ha he must have believed that I was really mad at him

"Sorry, please don't be mad at me." He said hugging my legs. I rolled my eyes and lifted him, so he was standing in front of me, eye to eye. Gosh his dark eyes are to die for.

"Aggh fine, but let this be a warning to you." I said pointing my finger at him; I gave him a peck on the lips. He smiled his boyish smile and hugged me; saying thanks over and over again.

Lucas is the best boyfriend ever. He is 2 years older than me which makes everything work out. He is perfect in every way, he's sweet, he's really hot and he's all mine; since he lost his mate a few years back. Oh let's not forget about Ryder, he is the bestest friend ever, is bestest even a word...eh who cares. But everything with these two started two years ago.

After I left the packs territory, all the connection between me and the pack disappeared. I was rogue, that was until I find a new pack but even then I'm considered a rogue since I have left my original pack, the pack I was raised in.

I ran for 5 hours straight without stopping until reached plain land. I looked around the area trying to make sure that I was alone. Once I was satisfied that no one was around I changed back in to my naked human form and leaned against a tree, trying to rest my legs. Wow my legs hurt, I have never ever ran for 5 hours straight. Grabbing my water bottle from my bag, I drank it all in one go. Once the tiredness had gone, and I was fully rested I changed back in to my wolf form. How long do I have to run?

I ran for another 20 minutes before stopping and looking around, I feel like I'm being watched for some reason. I saw a lake a couple of metres away from me, I was walking towards it before I was tackled to the ground, my face flat on the floor by someone.

"Who are you and what are you doing here?" he asked. As I'm still in my Wolf form I can't speak, so I howl, to signal him to let me change. He gets the signal and gets off me, with his hand still suffocating my neck.

"Fine, but don't run away. " he said removing his hand, I nodded and walked behind the tree. I imagined my human features and I was human again. I unzipped my bag and took out my purple long sleeve shirt, with denim jeans; I also tied my hair up into a loose ponytail and walked out in front of the guy that tackled me. I look at the guy; he had dark brown eyes and jet black hair. To be honest he was really good looking, I sniffed the air. He was rogue as well.

"Who are you?" the guy said with his arms crossed.

"I'm Alexis Greyback, former member of the blue moon pack." I said, while making eye contact with the guy, trying to look as strong as I possibly can.

"Why were you kicked out of your pack? You don't seem to be the one to cause trouble" he asked, tilting his head to the side and putting his foot on top of a rock while leaning on it, acting as if he's interested to know.

"Oh, I didn't do anything. I left by my own will" I replied, crossing my arms over each other, leaning on the tree behind me. From a distance I saw a boy younger than the guy standing before me appear from behind the trees, carrying stuff that looked like bags and nets.

" Lucas, it was your turn to take the stuff. Yet you make me-" he started scolding this so called Lucas before he lifted his head and looked at me, he dropped all the bags and stuff and came running up to me. "Hello beautiful" the random guy said before he kissed my hand. Beautiful? No one has ever called me that before. I searched his eyes to see if there was any hint of sarcasm behind his words. He looked at me and frowned. "I didn't say anything wrong, did I?" he said, which earned a laugh from me; I shook my head and said "no one's ever called me that..."

"Well now I have" he said before going to stand next to Lucas. Lucas was still staring at me as if I'm some sort of threat. I force a smile at him, that's when he came back to earth.

"Umm I'm Lucas. Leader of the west side rogues. And this is Ryder. I'm sorry for tackling you." he said as he scratched his neck, a hint of pink crawling up his face.

"It's fine. I'm just gonna go now" I said, turning around and starting to run, before Lucas said something that left me shocked.

"You can stay until you recover." he said, signalling my neck and my shoulder. Shoulder at first I was confused but when I touched my neck, I felt something wet. Blood. I was bleeding. He literally just asked me to stay at their place. I shook my head in an instant 'no'.

"I hate to intrude" I said, they shook their head and assured me that I'm not intruding also that it'll be a pleasure having me. Despite my will, I nodded and follow them to an abandoned house right near the forest. It was beaten and broken as if there was an attack year and years ago. Poor people how can they live in a house like this.

"Umm.....is this where you live?" I asked, walking behind the two into the house.

"Yeah, there is only like 20 of us. So the place is sort of small." Ryder spoke.

"Oh OK." Was all I said. Ryder went to his room, while Lucas and I went to Lucas's room. It was old and rusted the only thing in the room was his bed and a broken wardrobe.

"So, as you are new we don't have any room for you. I decided you can sleep in my room, and I'll sleep on the floor." he said.

"OK, I'm gonna go clean myself up." I said as I entered the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I stood in front of the mirror, the girl that I saw yesterday in my bathroom mirror had vanished, for the first time in 16 year that hopeless, broken girl wasn't looking back at me... Instead I saw a girl who had a glimpse of hope in her eyes. One that was finally starting to let to go of her past.

Once I was done looking at myself, I stripped my clothes off and hopped into the shower. The cuts and bruises were healing, but not that fast as the others because apparently I'm not strong. Don't ask me, I don't know how this whole healing thing works.

After 5 minutes I got out of the shower, dried my hair and left it open. Looking through my bag I didn't have anything suitable for the night. I walked out with the towel wrapped around me to Lucas was getting his bed ready on the floor.

"umm.... As awkward as it may sound I need clothes" I said, trying not to look directly at his face. When I did I saw that he was struggling to keep his eyes on my face. Shit, I ran back into the bathroom hiding behind the door. He handed me a t-shirt and some shorts. I put them on and exited the bathroom.

"Lucas, I don't mind sleeping on the floor." I said walking over to the bed that Lucas had laid on the floor.

"Are you sure?" he said, I nodded and he walked over to the bed. He lay down on the bed and I lay down the ground. I'm used to it. I'll be out of here by morning; I don't want to be a burden to them.

"Earth to Lexi" Lucas said as he waved his hand in my face. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just can't believe that I've been with you guys for 2 whole years." I said continuing to pour myself some orange juice.

"Yeah, I guess time passes when you're having fun. Honestly it has been the best two years of my life..... C'mon let's go train" he said as he pulled my hand and ran into the field behind the house.

Currently Lucas is training me to compete in the 'strongest wolf' competition. Just in case if you're wondering. It's a way to see which Wolves are the strongest. All the wolves of the world will be gathered together and prove themselves by fighting against each other. Lucas was the winner 3 years in a row that is, until he had an accident and quit the competition. While me on the other hand, have never ever seen the competition cause my pack wouldn't let me. But I have a feeling that they're gonna be at the competition and I'll show them what they've been missing. Ever since I left I have been training nonstop. Day and night; night and day.

"OK try and fight me in your human form" Lucas said waking me from my thoughts.

"Ha me attack you, piece of cake" I laughed. The match started and we were going round in circles not breaking eye contact. I ran towards him but did a front flip over his head and landed behind him. I got down on one foot and kick his legs with my other leg, making him collapse on the floor. I got up and stood in front of him.

"How was that? Told ya, you are so easy to beat" I said as I winked at him, taking a sip of water.

"Ha-ha very funny. I didn't even see you. All I saw was a blur. You've gotten stronger and fastest since you arrived. Now will you help me up or not?" he said, he held out his hand, I grabbed it a placed him back on his feet. We fought for 2 hours, and obviously I kept winning although I let him win a couple of times.

"C'mon, I'm all worn out. I wanna go inside." I whined.

"OK, but the competition is 2 weeks away. So if you want to win then you have to keep training. We will be back tomorrow"

"Aggh fine, mother" I said mockingly. We walked back inside hand in hand, with my head on his shoulder. We walked upstairs into my room. Well Lucas's room but it has officially been named my room. It's been two years and I still don't have my own room, I'm not complaining I'm actually really happy. Tomorrow we've all got school. For your information the school is an all werewolf school, and I decided to come out of my shell. Ever since I've started school, I've been the toughest girl to walk the school.

I laid in bed and thought about the competition. I'll definitely win and bring that trophy home. I'd like to see the reaction on my mates face. Mate? Such a foreign word to me. The stories I've been told about mate had raised my expectation of a mate. Only for it to plummet down into nothing.

He wanted someone strong, I'm the strongest Wolf out there; I've destroyed 4 territories on my own. He wanted someone pretty, I've been working out and I've got all the curves in the right places, I've dyed the roots of my hair jet black and as you go down my hair, it slowly turns to red. I wear a bit more make up than before. He wanted someone popular, I'm well known here and there I've become everything he ever wanted.

But has he changed? Will he change for me? Will he love me now? Will he regret rejecting me? Ha, knowing him no he will never regret anything. He's probably happy that I've left; he has his mate out of the way meaning he can get together with Serena and both of them can ride out into the sunset.

But I guess only time will answer all my questions. I closed my eyes and drifted off. But not before I felt arms wrap around my waist and a chin placed on my head.

"Goodnight, baby" Lucas said.

"Goodnight" I said, feeling myself melt in his grip.

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This chapter has been somewhat edited, if there is any mistakes then please ignore them since I'm trying to edit on my tablet....... Keep in mind that I have never written anything before this...... So if it's crap no hate...... Just stop reading.

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