asked me one more time but this time I shifted my gaze from the view from the window back to the desk where Seokjin had his hand on a piece of paper, ready to sign the donation for me as the doctor in front of him looked quite worried

I looked back outside the window as I contemplated on my decision but had also brought myself to think of why I had suddenly felt so worried myself, ever since I entered this hospital, I can't help but feel a atmosphere here... an atmosphere I find myself very fond of... the same atmosphere I once felt.. ... except this time it felt like it

"Yes, I agree with the donation," I let out unconsciously as I was taken aback from my own answer and turned back around to stop Jin Hyung from signing but he'd already signed it as I swore under my breath.

I scoffed at myself as I began walking out toward the door as I heard Jin Hyung call out to me.

"Sir? Where are you going?" I turned my head back at him as I saw him shaking the joyful doctor's hand, "I'm leaving, I'll meet you at the car," I simply said as I went and left the room.

I had to leave the hospital now, this feeling... it's making me miss more... making me loathe for again but every step I took down the hall felt like I was getting close... as if I was getting closer to her...

I shook it off as I've now entered the elevator and pressed the button to the ground floor where my car was but the next thing I knew it I felt the elevator going up, causing me to look down at the button I'd just pressed and saw that I pressed the wrong one.

"Shit," I cursed under breath as I waited to arrive at the floor.

As soon as the metal doors opened I looked out to see if there was anyone else but saw no one, just when I was about to close the elevator's door, I found myself taking a halt as I felt that atmosphere here... but stronger...

I couldn't help but look out again but this time I looked right in front of me only to see a glass wall visible as it showcased a bunch of cribs.

By now I exited the elevator and found myself unconsciously walking toward the glass wall. 

The closer I got the more I realized that this was the room that showcased the newborns. There were many babies, most just squirming in their position but...

He was completely calm, quiet, and so delicate looking.

He was all the way in the corner as I couldn't help but find myself moving slowly walking toward the little one and .

I laid my hand against the glass window as I gazed upon him. I have no idea what's wrong with me but... ?

As I looked around, I saw a door on the other side, I found myself running toward it and entered the glass room.

I ignored each and every other baby and found myself only fond of this one little figure, I looked at the piece of paper attached to his crib, "Male, born 6:36 am: ,"It said as I was shocked, he was born just this morning?

I looked right back up at the baby, sleeping ever so soundly.

I took the time to admire his features up close, each and every feature of him. From his closed eyes to his chin, why did they all look so familiar to me, some of the features almost reminding me of... ...

I was taken aback when I suddenly saw his eyes open. I saw his brown eyes... his beautiful brown eyes... gazing upon me.

Before I knew it, he picked his petite hand that was still closed like a fist to me, as if trying to reach for me. Without a second later, I unconsciously picked my hand up and gladly gave him my hold only to have him wrap his palm around my fingers...

"Hi, there little guy," I cooed to which the small one...

He smiled...

"..." I mumbled to him with a smile that somehow found itself on my features. 

I was suddenly interrupted from the silent buzz from my pocket, alerting me now that I got a phone call, I hesitantly took my finger off the little one's grip and took my phone out and answered it.

"Who's this?" I inquired a bit pissed, "Mr. Jeon? Where are you! I thought you said you'll meet me in the car!" I heard Jin Hyung's voice through the phone.

"Okay Hyung, I'll be there in a second I just have to deal with something-"

"Mr. Jeon, we have to leave now, your father is going to sign the company to you tonight back in Seoul, you wouldn't want to miss your flight," He mentioned as I suddenly felt myself growing pissed at that.

"Of course... I'll see you in a minute..." I lastly said before putting the phone down. I took one last glance at the little one as I saw him still looking at me...

"Bye, little one... " I smiled at him.

I saw a group of people approaching the room which was my queue to leave and so I ran out the room and entered the elevator. Just when the elevators were about to close, I looked at the group of people who entered the room and saw... ..

I found myself suddenly trying to open the elevator one more time but it had already closed and made it's way down. I sighed as I punched the metal door, actually making a dent...

I shook it off as I must've been seeing things as I now arrived at the ground floor... I made my way out but as I left the building, I can't help but look back and have this sudden urge to run back inside.

"Jungkook?" Jin called out to me from behind. "What's wrong?"

I kept my gaze on the hospital before answering...

"" I painfully let out. ""

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As I got closer to the room I couldn't help but have seen a certain man run-up to the elevator... for a second I thought it was but I shook it off as there was no way... because...

"Ms. Kim, ready to see your little boy?" The doctor in front of me inquired as I brought my thoughts back and saw the glass room and I immediately shook my head a yes...

"" I let out as he suddenly opened the door signaling for me to come in...

From there I didn't need the doctor's guidance as I already knew which one was my baby boy... I came up to the one all the way in the corner as I immediately and yet carefully brought him up to my arms... suddenly feeling a wave of relief hit me.

I saw his smile suddenly crawl up his small face as I couldn't help but smile myself...

I took my finger into his small fist as I felt how delicate and small his palm was as I couldn't help but chuckle at it.

"" I let out to the small one as he only cuddled further in my chest.

"" The doctor beside me inquired once again as I smiled caused by this warm, home-like feeling I have that reminded me of... presence. It was as if he was near me. I looked back down at my baby as I couldn't help but have named him the name that reminded me of the man...

""