Today is the day of the mission my heart Is racing I feel as is something is going to go wrong yesterday I spent all my time with Jaxon we just stayed home and watched movies we went for a walk in the park I don't know what today is going to bring but I am thinking positive.

I walked down the stairs after putting on long black puffy legged pants white closed in shoes and a green singlet shirt with some button running up the middle. I saw Jax standing at the bottom of the stairs he turned to face me.

"I love you Bella and I will see both you and our little bubba in a few hours" he said while pulling me into a hug and kissing me sweetly.

"We love you to Jaxon" I said kissing him one last time before he walked out the door and I shut the door my heart broke I have never cared about a mission before I'm eighteen now and I guess it's me growing up I now have a child on the way and Jaxon back I don't want to lose him again. I shook off those feelings and walked into the kitchen and turned on some music while starting to cook some cupcakes.

I decided on red velvet I put the mixture in a bowl added two eggs and the instructed amount of milk and melted butter. I got the electric mixer and mixed it all together I put the cupcake wrappers in the tray and started pouring the mixture into the tray once I was done, I heated the oven up and put the cupcakes in.

I walked into my little office with my cup of tea and sat down at my white desk behind me had big windows overlooking the back yard which I love in order to take my mind off the whole mission I start to go over my paperwork. After 2 hours of going through paperwork and icing the cupcakes I decided to go lay down and go on my phone for a bit. I laid down in Jaxon's and I bed and took out my phone and started going through Instagram and playing games after a while It didn't help any, I was still anxious and worried. I took my hand and put It on my belly and started rubbing it.

"Hey bub I knew you're not old enough to hear me yet but I just want you to know how much I love you both me and your daddy does, I worried about him but he promised he would come back to us so he will I love you little one" I said to my stomach I put on a movie and laid underneath my blanket snuggling into the bed further while fulling to sleep.

I woke up to an annoying loud ringing I moved my arms around my bed trying to find where the sound was coming from. I rolled over on to my side and flung my hand to reach for my bedside table when I got my phone, I saw it was dad ringing my heart started racing remembering the mission.

"Hello dad, Is everything ok" I said while biting my nail out of worry.

"Honey I'm sending someone to get you its Jaxon he is hurt" Dad said in a soft voice I guess I he thought it might comfort me "Everything is going to be ok so don't panic" he tried to reassure me but I could tell by the tone in his voice that he couldn't be hundred percent sure I hung up the phone after saying I will be right there.

I walked outside to see Mr Hades standing there with a look of sympathy on his face I approached him, and he opened the door for me I thanked him quietly. The drive to the hospital was quiet when we arrived, I hoped out and thanked him once again.

"Miss" he called out from behind me I turned and looked at him. "He will get through this, the few times I saw you to together you two reminded me of me and my wife the way he looked at you was the way I look at her, with love and determination he will fight for not only you but for your little one he I strong" he said if I knew any better he was just saying it to make me feel better but the look in his eyes told me otherwise I smiled at him. "Thank you Mr hades for everything" I said before turning back around and rushing into the hospital straight to the service desk where the lady was sitting.

"Can I help you sweetie?" she asked me kindly with a warm smile. "Umm yes actually my boyfriend was admitted" I said fearing the worse she smiled at me.

"Ok sweetie what his name?" she asked.

"Jaxon Hunters" I said to her I saw her face turn into distraught.

"Miss Leroy I presume I am so sorry miss I will lead you to where your family is waiting" she said while standing up from behind her desk and leading me down the hospital halls and into a waiting room where I saw Mr and Mrs Hunters they turned their heads I couldn't control the tears anymore they started to slowly fall Mrs Hunters came over and wrapped me in a hug and leading me to a chair if this was hard on me I can't imagine what it is like for her.

"How is he?" I asked my hands were shaking my heart was racing.

"He is in surgery he was shot" she said all I could do was sob I wrapped my arms around her seeing the tears start to fall from her eyes.

"I'm so sorry" I sobbed out to her she pulled away from the hug but still held my hand and looked at me confused.

"Why are your sorry honey it's not your fault?" she said.

"I was supposed to go.." she cut me off "Don't be silly you and the baby is the most important thing to him he would rather take a million bullets then have anything happen to you or the baby" she exclaimed.

"You know he used to talk about you all the time to me and as you two got older it just got worst you could barely shut him up I would have to give him food, because he would just talk gibberish about you it was quiet cute I never heard him talk so much, seeing he was such a quiet child" she said she smiled down at me.

"He will come back to you he always does" she said in a soft voice.

"After a couple of minutes of silence, I saw mom and dad walk into waiting room I got up and mom came and hugged me, and dad went over to Mr Hunters. Mom sat down next to me and Mrs Hunters they started talking while I just sat in silence hoping and praying for the best.

After a couple of hours, the doctor finally came out I jumped up out of my chair and rushed towards him.

"I am very happy to announce that he should be ok the surgery removing the bullet went well but unfortunately he lost a lot of blood so he is in a coma but he could wake up at any time" he said I was still worried but relief washed over me hearing that he is ok.

"Can we see him?" Mr Hunters asked.

"Of course, let me show you to his room" the doctor said while showing us the way I stopped in front of the door Mrs Hunters noticed and turned to me.

"Are you coming darling?" she asked.

"I will be in soon I just need sometime" I said while giving her a small smile she nodded her head and walked into Jaxon's room.

I had to gather my head it was like my worst nightmare was coming true losing Jaxon for good. I could take him pushing e away because I knew he was still ok and alive but knowing he was in that room in a coma it was everything I had dreaded for so long. Think positive Bella you heard the doctor he is going to be ok we just have to wait to see when he will wake up I reminded myself. I took deep breaths in and out to calm myself I knew I couldn't stress myself out because it's not good for the baby.

I walked into Jaxon's room and the sight broke my heart. He was laying on the hospital bed I could see the bandage on his shoulder I can't believe it. He is going to be ok, he promised he would come back for the baby and I. Mr and Mrs Hunters smiled my way and said "We will give sometime alone with him" Mr Hunters said they walked out the door and I took a seat next to Jaxon's bed and grabbed his hand in mine. I rested my head forward, so it laid on the edge of the mattress and started moving my thumb caressing the top of his hand. I guess the days events finally took its toll the worrying and stress because once again for the second time that day I feel into a deep sleep.

I felt hands running threw my hair I slowly opened my eyes to see the white wall my neck was all kinked up from the way my head was laying. Wait a minute who's fingers are running threw my hair I looked up and my heart nearly leapt out of my chest at the sight Jaxon was lying awake looking at me. I could feel the tears start to well up in my eyes.

"Jaxon your awake and you're ok the doctors didn't know when you would wake up I didn't think it would be so soon don't get me wrong I'm glad your awake" I rambled on which make Jaxon chuckle.

"Baby I promise I'm fine and please breath, I've been awake for an hour or so the doctor said I was fine you know you shouldn't be asleep like that while you're pregnant or in fact ever" he said in a stern voice.

"Gosh you just got shot and all your worried about is where I am sleeping" I said with a slight chuckle at the end.

"I'm always worried about you and our baby I will always protect you with everything I have I promise" he said to me looking down at me with love in his eyes.

He pulled the covers back and patted the bed next to him while moving over. "Come on baby girl come lay beside me" he said I got up out of the uncomfortable chair and crawled in next to him and cuddled into his side and put his hand on my stomach while rubbing circles on my stomach.

"I love you both so much" he whispered to me.

"We love you to" I said back to him.

Even with all the space in between us, the people who tried separate us we still made it threw we may have grown up and learnt new things and lessons, our feelings never changed and I'm sure there are going to be many adventures for us in the future because this isn't the end of the Leroy's or the Hunters but in the end it will always be

Him & I