-TWO WEEKS LATER-

The past couple of weeks have been both amazing and horrible. Grandpa has been a pain in the backside with the mission we had to push it back a little bit so here I am standing in my kitchen thinking everything over and over again I always get like this before a mission I can't help if something happens to one of my team members I would never forgive myself.

Jaxon has been staying here most of the time which I don't mind one bit I love having him by my side I get to go to sleep with him by my side and wake up next to him its everything I ever wanted. But unfortunately he had to go to one of the meetings I was supposed to go as well but I haven't been feeling that well lately I'm tired and my stomach is very odd so Jaxon said I should stay here and then later if I'm feeling better I can go to it.

That is why I am here in the kitchen just cleaning up because I don't want the house to be dirty, I grabbed another dirty dish from the sink and started to clean it in the soapy water then putting in the drying rack finishing up the dishes. I suddenly felt really tired I don't know what's going on with me. I decided to go up to the bedroom and take a nap I got under the soft blanket and laid down and cuddled into the bed while hugging one of Jaxon's pillow seeing he is not here after sleeping with him the last couple of weeks I can't seem to sleep without him. I hope the meeting is going well I thought. Soon I felt my eyes go heavy and drift into sleep.

Opening my eyes I feel a heavy arm on top of my waist pulling me into a hard chest I knew it was Jaxon I've learnt not to hit him anymore when I wake up because I forget that he is there but I've got used to it now.

I roll over on my side to face him and take in his appearance his hair Is all messy and dishevelled he didn't have a shirt on so my chest was pushed up against still having his arms wrapped tightly around me keeping me tucked into his side I got my hands and rubbed up and down his chest feeling his muscles slowly rubbing my hands down to his abs I was lost in my own little world not noticing he was awake.

"Baby girl what are you doing?" he said in his sleepy voice which was husky he startled me a little bit.

"Nothing just admiring" I said while looking up at him with my best innocent look.

"Well princess I thought I showed you yesterday what happens when you admire" he exaggerated the word admire. I clearly remember what happened when I was admiring him yesterday in the shower I couldn't walk once he was done with me he took me against the shower wall then again on the bed. A blush made its way to my cheeks.

"Your just lucky you're not feeling very well so how about we go down stairs and I will cook you some dinner while you relax then we can watch a movie sounds good princess" he said while smiling lovingly down at me how I could stare at him all day.

"Sounds great baby" I said and went to get up from underneath the comforter and walked out of my door and as I got down the little hallway when I felt Jaxon's two strong arms wrap around me and pick me up and wrap my legs around his waist and started carrying me down the stair case and into the kitchen sitting me down on the stool at the kitchen counter and went to the stove.

"Ok baby girl what would you like to eat for dinner?" Jaxon asked while coming to my side and hugging me from behind. I thought for a while I've been feeling like spaghetti Bolognese all day.

"Could we have Spaghetti Bolognese oh and garlic bread please" I said while wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Of course, my love" he said while kissing my forehead and getting the ingredients out of the cupboard I love it when he cooks, he is really good at it. When he was halfway done cooking I suddenly felt really sick and felt like I need to throw up I quickly got off the chair and ran up to the bathroom and hunched over the toilet ball I could vaguely hear Jaxon running after me and yelling my name when I started throwing all the contents in my stomach into the toilet bowl. I felt Jaxon rubbing my back and whispering soothing words to me I didn't want him to see me this way, but he didn't seem to care.

"I'm sorry Jax" I said while wiping my mouth with the back of my hand I looked up at him to see a confused expression on his face his had was still rubbing small circles on my back comforting me.

"Baby girl why are you sorry?" he said in a gentle voice like he was talking to a little kid all of a sudden, I felt like crying and that's what I did I burst out into tears.

"I don't know" I said threw sobs "I've been off all day feeling sick my emotions all over the place today" I continued he pulled me into his side and hugged me tight but not enough to hurt me.

"It's ok princess how about we skip dinner if you're not feeling well enough we can just watch a movie and maybe have some crackers and water because you can't go to bed on an empty stomach and tomorrow I will make you soup" he whispered into my ear it sounded amazing.

"Sounds great I've just got to brush my teeth" I said to him while pulling away from the hug he helped me up off the ground.

"Ok beautiful I will go clean up when your done just lay on the bed and I will be up" he said while I nodded my head at him and headed to the sick and brushed my teeth, I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I decided to get changed into my pyjamas which was a tank top and a pair of sleeping shorts that were just plain black. I went and laid in the comfy bed waiting for Jaxon.

After a couple of minutes later Jaxon came into the room with some crackers and bottles of water for us, I feel really bad about ruining dinner, but he didn't seem to mind.

He laid down next to me under the blankets and handed me a bottle water and a packet of crackers. Which I soon started munching onto my crackers surprising they were delicious I kept munching while Jaxon was flicking threw Netflix to what to watch we settled on Grownups he started eating to. I turned to him

"You know you don't have to eat crackers as well" I said while looking at him.

"I know but I don't want to make you feel sick with the smell and I don't want to be away from you were in this together" he said while wrapping an arm around tucking me into his side once again we both turned out attention to the movie while cuddling.

About halfway into the movie Jaxon suggested I go to see Linda to see what's wrong with me but in all honesty,I don't want to its just got to be the flu or something like that.

"I don't want to go I'm sure I'm fine" I said snuggling into his side more wanting to be closer to him.

"Ok but I will be keeping an eye on you princess" he said while rubbing circles into my back once again slowly my eyes started dropping again and drifting into a comfortable sleep with Jaxon by my side, I felt safe, loved and protected. Just as I was drifting into sleep, I felt Jaxon kiss the top of my head and whisper I love you.

-NEXT MORNING-

The sun rose as I watched from the balcony, I had woken up earlier today because of the meeting I feel a little better but still sick, but I have to go to the one today seeing the mission is two days away. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth once I was done, I brushed my hair and put it up in a ponytail. I was already dressed into black high waisted jeans with black ankle boots that had a little heel on them and a black v neck shirt.

I walked into the kitchen and made Jaxon and myself breakfast I made bacon and eggs for him but I just had peanut butter toast I still wasn't very hungry so I thought something simple for me would be better than bacon and eggs for me. Just as I was about to turn off the stove, I felt two arms wrap around me from behind and hug me.

"It smells good baby, but you should be resting" he said while hugging mw tighter.

"I know but I'm feeling a bit better and besides we have the meeting today and you need food and I wanted to let you sleep" I said while pulling out of his grip and kissed his cheek we sat down at the dinner table and started eating. Once we were done, I put the dishes in the sink and let Jaxon go get dressed.

After a couple of minutes Jaxon came back down the stairs dressed in a suit which isn't surprising seeing I knowing he has to go to work after the meeting. While I'm doing all my work from home. He grabbed my hand and walked me to the car once we were in Jaxon drove off to get to the mansion. Just as we were pulling up at Bills mansion I started feeling like I had to throw up again I guess Jaxon noticed because he reached his hand out and put it on my knee and rubbed shapes to calm me down thank gosh the feeling went away I looked at Jaxon and gave him a reassuring smile. We hoped out of his car and started walking towards the mansion preparing to have to face grandfather.