⚠️ Sort of Sexual Content ⚠️

Okay, in no means is this worth having a warning sign on it because it's pure garbage. I write fluff (and I'm even struggling at that so imagine). I apologise for anyone who came for the dirty, this definitely ain't the book for that but whatever.

If you're interested in rewriting the scene for me instead though my DM's are open...

So, please read at your own risk and stuff

I'm sorry 😐

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Okay. Simon defiantly wanted to go further with their relationship. Aaron might not have been the most experienced but he wasn't dumb enough to miss all the back hugs, ass grabbing, and hickeys.

Aaron was still a full fledged never touched himself kind of virgin. He never cared to watch any videos or masturbate because he didn't have the time or privacy to do that. Not that he cared to begin with.

The weeks that had passed, he found himself making stupid excuses to get himself out of the intense make-out sessions. He wanted to try, but he was too afraid of what was coming—not that he knew what was coming—and wanted time to learn more about it.

Simon never said anything about it, he just smiled and let Aaron do whatever he wanted. That's something that ate Aaron up too, the man was taking care of him and proving him with every little thing but he couldn't do even the smallest things to make him happy too.

That's why he was sitting in the playroom, legs crisscrossed and cellphone clasped in his trembling fingers as he looked at the browser.

He took a deep breath in and was about to type something but was interrupted when he heard Casper's purring. He placed his cellphone down and walked out of the playroom, entering his own bedroom.

Casper looked as if he was struggling to get out of where he was under Aaron's bed. His head was in and his butt was facing up. Aaron chuckled and went over, slightly lifting the bed up.

"What in the world where you doing in there Cas?" He asked and sat down on the floor, his back leaning against the bed with Casper in his lap.

The cat just shook his head and looked up at Aaron.

Their heads both turned when they heard a knock at the door. "Ari, have you seen Cas?" Simons voice spoke behind the door.

"He's in here!" Aaron replied and the door opened.

"Good god. He's always disappearing at the worst times." Simon shook his head with a sigh as he made his way to them. "Come on Cassie, you need to bathe before bed." He crouched down and reached his hand out to him.

Casper hissed and raised his pawl, bringing it down and scratching Simons left palm. "Cas!" Aaron yelled alarmed. He placed him down and went over to Simon. "Oh no! Are you okay?" He grabbed Simon's hand.

"It's okay. I'll just wash it up." Simon said, pretty unfazed. "I don't understand why he's been acting like this, Casper's usually such a sweetheart." He raised an eyebrow and glanced over at the cat.

"J-Just take care of yourself, it'll get infected." Aaron said to him.

Simon stood up and walked in Aaron's bathroom, every bathroom in the house had a first aid kit just in case you got hurt and needed it ASAP.

Aaron stood at the door completely worried as Simon casually ran some water over the scratch and bound it up with a bandage after disinfecting it.

"Does it hurt?" Aaron asked and walked over to him, holding onto his palm and tracing his fingers over the bandage.

"Kiss it better?" Simon stuck his bottom lip out like a child.

Aaron smiled and brought Simons hand up to his lips, placing a small peck on the top.

"I think my forehead hurts too." Simon said and pointed at the said area, leaning down to Aaron's height.

Aaron kissed his forehead as well. "My cheeks." They came next. "Nose itchy." Next was the chin and lastly the lips.

"Better?" Aaron cupped his face.

"Daddy's whole body is in great pain right now. What is daddy supposed to do?" Aaron's blood rose up to his face in mere seconds.

Aaron brought his face closer to Simons and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around his neck as Simon gripped onto his waist.

They pulled away, Aaron was already out of breath and panting and before he could take the time to catch his breath, Simon attacked his neck, causing him to let out a moan.

He brought his hand up to his mouth and tried to muffle his moans as Simons lips trailed down to his collarbone and up again, tracing his jawline.

Their lips connected again, this time more heated than before. They walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, Simon letting Aaron fall on the bed. He placed his hands on both sides of Aaron and continued kissing down on him. He lifted the boy's shirt up and ran his tongue on Aaron's buds, causing the boy to tense and whimper.

As he did so, his other hand played with the other nipple. Aaron's body was twitching after every little skin contact. Simons hand trailed down and ran up and down Aaron's torso and abdomen. He gave Aaron's ass a squeeze before bringing it up to his waist.

Aaron tensed even more and held on to Simons hand to stop him. "It's okay, just relax." Simon whispered in his ear.

Aaron nodded. Simons hand rubbed over Aaron's member that was covered by the soft fabric of his pajama pants.

"You naughty little brat. You're supposed to be daddy's innocent baby but just look at how hard you are." Simon smirked and Aaron's face went even more red than it already was, if it was even possible.

He covered his face out of embarrassment and broke eye contact with Simon. "Come on, don't hide you're beautiful face from daddy." Simon said to him and removed Aaron's hand from his face, revealing a very flushed boy.

Simon slipped his hand under Aaron's pjs, the boy never slept with boxers at all, he found them uncomfortable at times.

When Simons hand came flesh to flesh with Aaron's erected cock, he squirmed and shifted his body, Simon couldn't help squeal at the cuteness before him.

He pulled Aaron's pants down and tossed them aside before wrapping his hand around the boy's cock. He moved his lips down and began kissing and leaving marks all over Aaron's waist and thighs as he slowly stroked him.

He brought his lips to Aaron's member and placed a light kiss on the tip, causing it to twitch and begin to drip precum. Aaron bit down on his lips so hard it was actually painful. Simon proceeded on to wrapping his lips around him and bobbing his head up and down.

Aaron gripped on to the sheets so tightly his nails nearly ripped through them, his back was so arched it was almost unimaginable. This was new kind of sensational feeling he never thought he'd get. He was afraid but now, he didn't want it to stop.

"How does it fell, baby?" Simon looked up at Aaron.

"Nn...it...g-goo..." he found it difficult to speak.

Simon smiled to himself and continued of sucking the boy's cock, hallowing his cheeks every now and then. He popped his lips off and went back to connect his lips with Aaron's again. "Can you wait here for just a quick second?" He said to Aaron.

"Where are you going?" Aaron asked, afraid of how quickly the cold breeze was enveloping his skin.

"Don't worry, I just need to get something." Simon kissed his nose and ran out of the room.

Thirty seconds passed and he was back with a bottle of lube in hand. "What iS..." Aaron questioned, pointing at the item. He had sat up on the bed with his legs crisscrossed.

"Something to help us out." Simon replied.

He hovered over Aaron and placed some lube on his fingers before running them in circles around Aaron's hole. He inserted one finger inside the boy and waited for him to adjust before putting in a second one. He left it at that and ran them in and out until Aaron was well prepped.

He pulled his own pants down and took his cock out. Aaron's eyes dilated. "I-it big." He stuttered with surprise.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you." Simon reassured and lubed himself up before slowly pushing it into Aaron.

Aaron moaned loudly, it hadn't even gone half away through and he was already in tears. "Still...it hurts." He cried.

"I know, it'll get better. Just give it some time." Simon spoke softly, caressing Aaron's hair to distract him from the pain.

"I can't." Aaron breathed heavily, his tears streaming down all at once. "Please...take it out...now!"

Simon was alarmed and immediately pulled out. Aaron began sobbing and Simon didn't know what to do. He didn't mean to hurt him, that's the last thing The would ever be on his mind.

"Aaron..." he pulled him into his chest and rubbed his back. "I'm sorry. Daddy's sorry." He whispered soothingly.

"It still hurts." Aaron mumbled under his sobs. "I'm sorry." He added, burying his head deeper in Simons neck.

"Why are you apologising baby? It's my fault."

"I just...I just want to be good for daddy and..." he hiccuped. "I didn't make you happy."

Simon wanted to smile but he knew this was a serious thing to Aaron. "Oh sweetie. You're always good and daddy is happy just having you around. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have rushed into something like this." He said to him.

"I'll...I'll do good next time okay? I promise I will." He looked up at Simon with tear stained eyes.

"Of course you will peach." Simon kissed the top of his head, ruffling his hair afterwards. "But you don't have to push yourself okay?"

Aaron leaned his head on Simons chest again and stuck his thumb into his mouth, slowly sucking on it to calm him down.

That's when Simon realised that Aaron had never once used the pacifiers that they had bought from the store a few weeks back. He lay Aaron down and opened the box that was placed on the counter right of Aaron's bed. That's where they had stashed some of the little things.

He pulled out a cute butterfly pacifier and brought it over, pulling Aaron's thumb out of his mouth and replacing it with the paci.

"Nigh night baby." He said to him and lay next to him on the bed, pulling the duvets over their bare bodies.

"Night night daddy." Aaron said around the pacifier so his words were a bit muffled.

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GAAHHH!! Even this trash of a scene turns me red to my ears, like, I'm eighteen but I still can't handle shit like this. You have no idea how times I mumbled "I wanna go to heaven"

I'm not even religious.

I'm being dramatic. You shouldn't have to read this but I'm leaving it in anyway because I feel like it.