I can't control myself, and I jump on him. That's the craziest and wildest sexual urge ever. Well, in fact, that's the first sexual impulse I have ever had. I'm not entirely a stranger to sex. I have already explored my own body and relieved myself before. Nevertheless, I had never felt the need to share anything with a man until today. I wanted to be sure I felt something, and I had never found someone who meant more to me than just a friend.

This silent need obviously decides to take control over me today. Tinglings pop up in every cell of my body, asking for release. But I know deep down that my previous solo games won't fix my issues.

I am not sure if this eagerness is all mine or if Alec's craving is mixed with mine, but we are both already more than horny if such a state exists. We are both burning, our blood boiling with obsession and desire.

He grabs my waist and kisses me passionately. His soft cautious lips become bold, and want to win control over mine. He places a hand behind my neck to pull me closer to him. Because of his passionate thrust, my breasts are crushed against his torso, provoking excitation to grow in my belly.

His hands dance on my face and in my hair, sending hundreds of sparks through my whole body. His touch makes me want for more. I never want to leave him. I want to be so close that we could almost become just one entity. Despite the recklessness of his moves in his dominance game, his lips are still the sweetest treat I could get after our training. They are pure wonders of pleasure.

I feel his whole body is aroused by my touch. I can feel that something big is growing between his legs. I'm not a specialist in male anatomy, but I literally feel through his pants that rumors about Alphas' virility are true. Surprisingly, I am not afraid. On the contrary, it makes me even more excited. My internal primal appetites are craving him to take me. My romantic expectations seem just swept away. No more candles and petals are needed. My Prince is all I need to lose my virginity. I don't want anyone else to get this precious thing.

My fingers slip under his wet shirt. Under my palms, his torso is so hot despite the chilly rain we just faced, and I can feel every muscle moving as my hand slides on him. Our bodies crave each other. I moan as his hands slide from my neck to my lower back. Unexpectedly, I feel more protected than ever. I know that no matter how rough he can be or how wild his wolf could be if he lost control, none of them will hurt me. This little voice inside my head comforts me with this idea. Everything will be fine.

I feel my panties have already gotten wet as I am more than ready to meet my mate. My butt instinctively moves, calling for his member, and I feel a hard rock bump against my pussy. My nails claw into his back, and I hear him growling.

He grabs my butt and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his waist so he can take me wherever he wants. He sits on a chair that is left alone near the office. I'm above him, straddling his lap. My hands get down to his pelvis. I confirm he is massive. I want to touch this sensitive part of him, but my instincts tell me it's too soon, and he needs to yearn for me a little longer. I decide to change my plans and control the need to be filled. I clasp his shirt and put it off him, lurking on his absolutely perfect body as I do.

I kiss his chest, and his body shivers under mine. The little wolf-less mate can turn on the future King that easily. Women indeed rule the world. My whole body is full of sparks of excitement. I can sense him getting stiffer every time my body arches with pleasure. He takes off my top and starts kissing my collarbone. During break times in training, some girls briefed that there was one magic spot on our neck where our mark should be, more acute than any other. Well, this noticeable point seems not to be missing to me. Better than that: the longer we touch, the more my whole body turns keen.

Then his lips move to my breast. Goosebumps cover my skin, and electricity makes me whimper with delight. I could come so quickly just with his mouth exploring my body. He pleases me more than anyone could ever do. I am sure about this. Still, I need more.

He unties my bra while kissing my breast, and his tongue meets my nipple. My body turns on fire. I feel my cheeks are getting super-heated and red. All my senses seem to go hysterical and be more accurate. I can't hold a loud and deep moan of pleasure. This is bestial. The discreet Alpha's daughter is totally changed by this carnal moment. My back is throbbing under the passion. I grab his hair and bite his lips. I'm the one turning rough.

His breath is warm and quick, and a satisfied smile appears on his lips as I allow myself to act freely. I can feel every inch of his body reacting as our bodies learn to know each other. My panties are getting more doused. A single touch between my legs, and I'm sure he could feel it. I almost believe I can smell his arousal, the fragrance more present as his manhood grows, restrained by his clothes. My soul tells me he tries to control himself, not to make me feel forced. But not only his human form is asking for more. I am pretty sure I can discern his wolf howling for me.

"Alec?" He stops and looks at me.

"Just stop holding yourself. I want all of you. Both of you."

The words get out of my mouth before I can control my thoughts. A piece of me thinks I'm crazy. The other one, a part I didn't know, takes control. Alec makes me wilder. I feel like I can't get enough of him. Not today. Not ever.

His mouth runs for mine, and his tongue intertwines with mine. Then, he extraordinarily loosens the chains he imposed on his wolf, even if I feel he still controls his strength. His eyes are turning into a darker green, and his whole body seems to get stronger. Definitely, his wolf is part of the game. But just like my instincts told me earlier, I know he will not hurt. I just feel like I already know him. He has the same eyes as the wolf in my dreams.

His arms tighten, and his hands push on my butt as he stands up. I put my hands around his neck, and my nails grasp his back as I bite his neck. I have no wolf, but my body wants to answer Alec's wolf and let him know I accept him as my mate, too. We need this to be complete. I may have no wolf, but I won't deny Alec's.

It's so good to know both of you.

I cannot speak it out loud. At first, I feel shy to address a wolf because the only wolf I have spoken to heretofore is Jonas. I have "met" other wolves but never talked to them.

Then Alec is the first man I let touch me, and I completely lose my mind. I barely recognize myself and never thought I could be so audacious.

Finally, I like this silent state, where every sound is just proof that our bodies enjoy each other. Just vibrations of sexual and emotional connections between us. That may be no particular time, not the most romantic spot, but still, I think it couldn't be more perfect.

And once again, I feel like he can hear my thoughts.

I want to know you like that every day of my life. And more.

That's what I feel like Alec's body wants to tell me. Maybe that is pure fantasy, but that's what I hear. That's what my body discerns.

His sex is so thick and so ready. He rushes to the wall and wedges my body against it. I get down, and he takes out my shorts and panties. His fingers touch my core, which just rains on his fingers with excitement. His fingers go back and forth inside me, touching my inner walls. I can't prevent myself from crying with every one of his moves. Whine for more of him. His fingers are not enough.

I lower his pants and underwear. His member erects, ready to meet my insides, and calls for my body.

I need you, Alec. Please.

My mind is begging for more. I wish Alec could hear my silent call for him.

Alec lifts my body once again. I kiss him again, grasp his hair, and wrap my legs around his muscular body. I'm thankful I'm thoroughly wet with the rain because I'm almost sure my core is drooling now. I almost reach my climax with his fingers.

"Are you sure you want it?" he asks me with a smooth voice and excited breath. His state would have finished convincing me if I had needed that. But I've been ready for him from the start.

"I need it. I can't be surer than I am. I want to be yours in every single way."

I answer with a moan. My back arches, and my legs contract to the extreme. My whole body clenches around him. He growls with pleasure and pushes me harder against the wall. I hear my body howling as he penetrates me. I put my head on his shoulder, and he lets me catch my breath and get used to him. We don't have to talk. Everything goes so naturally between us. After a few seconds, I raise my head and look him in the eyes. I see dark flashes of green. He knows I'm ready for him to keep on.

I melt as he starts to move softly, every movement leading to his breath getting louder and louder, his body getting thicker and thicker. The more intense it is, the more I can see his wolf in his eyes. To my surprise, he does not turn feral: he is still passionate but careful. I could not have dreamed better. I wail louder and louder, almost growling as my guts are about to explode.

Alec, that feels so good. I'm about to get to my climax. Enjoy yourself, please.

It's like he is reading my mind as he gets stiffer, and he moves faster and faster as my core tightens at its maximum around him. As a result, our tempo is higher, and I've never felt such a perfect symbiosis.

I can't help what seems like the loudest scream I've ever done or heard. Some kind of madness is getting over me. My fingers seem to get through his skin, my head hides in his neck, my teeth almost drilling his soft and sweaty skin. He joins my scream as he comes inside me. He kisses me softly, and my body seems to be one with his, in a tornado of pleasure and relief.

His head falls on my shoulder. His breath seems to get back to normal, but his heart is crashing against his chest. I know that moment was something new for him, too. I suppose mate-bond changes everything.

"I love you, little pup," he whispers.

I close my eyes, enjoying every second of this moment. Nothing exists around us anymore. I almost leave our secure place for some minute, imagining us in the clearing of my dreams. Except that there are no wolves in it. It's just the two of us, cuddling each other under the weeping willow.

After a few seconds, he carries me and sits on the lonely chair. I'm still on his lap. I put my head on his torso, slowly getting back to earth, away from my dreams but still over the Moon.

Our hearts seem to beat together, getting back to their usual rhythm.

"Thank you, Alec."

That's all I can say. I've never been so happy in my life.

"That's just the beginning, little wolf. I'll be your drug, as you're already mine." He kisses my neck and puts his head against me. His warm breath arouses me again. But suddenly, he looks up and focuses. I understand someone mind-links him.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart. We need to go back to the house. Backups will be here in two hours. I still need to see your brother." His voice is calm but sounds disappointed.

I get up, take my clothes, and put them on. Alec does the same.

Then he takes my hand before we walk back to the house.

I think I love you, Alec.