this stupid computer stopped working a g a i n. this time the shift and caps lock keys stopped working and so did the apostrophy. I guess i was so used to having an actual working fucking computer that this is pissing me off way more than i thought it shouldve.

i can't work under these conditions. hopefully, by the time i finally finsihed code working these stupid files. ill be able to get the next locations fo the building blocks.

maybe theyll let me in. or at the very least give me something b etter to work on other than this clunky piece of shit.

earlier today it completely erased all the work i was doing on the files. which, yknow, whatever. sometimes it happens. these outposts were never meant for usch heavy tech work anyway.

but then it happened a 3rd time, then a 6th, and now im not even sure if this logdate will hold up now. i keep debating on restarting the computer in its entirety but im afraid that it wont turn on again

im not sure which is worse

working with a dying machine

or being stuck with my own thoughts

theres nothing else in this room to keep me sane after all. my whole routine has jsut been sleeping, eating, and coding. which makes my irritation towards all this worse! cause isnt that what my life was back in the building block? I didnt have a daily job like a2 or a6, i didn't have anything to do,.

hell that was whats expected of me as the disposer. why would they need me if everything ran smoothly right? I had the easy job of just sitting there doing nothing.

and here i am doing nothing and it;s pissing me off.

i need to do somethign t o keep sane

for the sake of my building block i have to

how else will a4 or 6 or everyone else be remembered if i go off the walls? come on 3 pull it together just take a deep breath. maybe i should just sleep this off until i feel better?

yeah... i'll just wait for that instead

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