Yahoo Messenger: 15 July 2001 03:40 PM

Subject: I know everyone like the lines in my palm

romeobanglore: are you not at your desk? haha! then whose desk are you at???

julietscity: yes

julietscity: no one of course... I'm sitting at the desk next door ... reading my advanced English grammar book

romeobanglore: okay...no disturbance...you read a grammar book

julietscity: you know... " at your desk" is a new word for me... I always say... "sitting in front of the table" ... on this grammar book... I learn it

julietscity: I reviewed it last night ... I just previewed a new chapter

julietscity: the first lesson is to teach the present tense ... the grammar is relatively simple

julietscity: did you get my mail?

romeobanglore: yesssss

julietscity: hmmm...ok... nothing special now

romeobanglore: nothing special here also...

romeobanglore: yes, the watch strap

julietscity: can you tell me one thing?

romeobanglore: I think we have to buy a new pair when we meet

julietscity: but...I don't think you know the answer

romeobanglore: because they want to see this pair of watches

romeobanglore: what thing?

julietscity: the strap is easy to buy here, this is a very common pair for men and women

julietscity: sold everywhere

romeobanglore: they should see the watch because the size of the watch is different

romeobanglore: so we can buy only when both the watches are together

julietscity: for the strap...it's always the same style or measure

julietscity: I only know some gold or stainless steel bands ... people need size to measure

romeobanglore: nooo... the size of the dial determines the size of the strap

romeobanglore: I asked at a big showroom today

romeobanglore: leather strap

julietscity: but...it's ok... the last time I saw a pair of new watches ... I decided to buy them one day as a wedding gift for Ojas

romeobanglore: okay...what was the thing you wanted to ask?

julietscity: hmmm... It's a bit hard to tell, you might think what's wrong with me

julietscity: not the important now

romeobanglore: I will always be your best listener, any questions are welcome

julietscity: hmmm...I know you are a good person and will never refuse my request

romeobanglore: still...ask

julietscity: ok...can you tell me where is God?

julietscity: you told me he would come to me... but... why hasn't he come yet?

romeobanglore: God is everywhere... that's the belief

julietscity: I don't want to believe him anymore ... he's been lying to me

julietscity: sorry... I have to go back to preview the grammar book and don't want to ask any more

romeobanglore: he knows everyone... Bible says, "I know everyone like the lines in my palm"

julietscity: we should not talk about this faith again

romeobanglore: Never lose faith in yourself!!!!

romeobanglore: it's very important

julietscity: hmmm... when God can't prove he's here, people are prone to collapse with their faith, right?

romeobanglore: he has proved. okay...go back and read.

julietscity: hmmm

julietscity: bye

romeobanglore: bye

romeobanglore: mmmmmma, love you

romeobanglore: ((((((((S))))))))))

julietscity: can you also do me a favor?

julietscity: can you tell your God ... don't torture me ... I can't take it anymore ... please pray to him today and tell him...

romeobanglore: I pray for us every day

julietscity: hmm...so...now I know, there is no God... even if you pray sincerely every day

romeobanglore: honey...whatever you feel like torture, is the same for me too

julietscity: no...you don't know it

romeobanglore: HE must be having something in his mind

romeobanglore: you know...it's only a job...that's bothering you this much...

julietscity: hmmm...

romeobanglore: you will get it! I have always been sure and I am still sure

julietscity: last month...you also said that

romeobanglore: yes...because I am so sure about it...it is just a matter of time!

romeobanglore: I have so much confidence in it...

romeobanglore: you are disappointed because this is the first time in your life...but I have known this...

romeobanglore: for my first job, for the job in the US...I also had experienced such tension and pressure

julietscity: this is not the first time for me ... in 1998, the same thing happened...

romeobanglore: but that didn't last for long

julietscity: same in 1996 ... God never stood by me...

julietscity: the same every time...

romeobanglore: God stood by you...that's why you got a job in 96, then again in 98...and you will get in 2001 also

julietscity: I declined to work in the committee again in 2001 ... he has never been here twice

romeobanglore: He always comes...it was he who made you decline!!!!

romeobanglore: if a baby tells no to food, his mother tries again and again...that the way God is

julietscity: obstacles or upsets in life ... not just work...

julietscity: ok... Let's not talk about it now

julietscity: we will see...

romeobanglore: now the thing which bothers you is a job...that problem makes you think about more things

julietscity: we wait to see until God defeats me, until the last... does God come yet?

romeobanglore: he will come

julietscity: I live in this world... I only know I need work... only work makes me feel useful...

romeobanglore: I can understand your feeling...because I have also suffered it

julietscity: I know it is inappropriate to mention this at this time, and I am sorry to mention it again.

julietscity: bye now

romeobanglore: it's okay honey...I want to know your feelings always

romeobanglore: mmmmmmma

julietscity: yes?

romeobanglore: okay...go back to reading

julietscity: hmm...yes

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: bye

julietscity: bye