Yahoo Messenger: 28 June 2001 11:50 PM

Subject: I don't want to be hurt in our relationship because of money

julietscity: you and me... the relationship between us... do I have to warn you?

romeobanglore: no...but you told me this, right?...it was because you take care of me...

julietscity: You have your own judgment on many things ... I never thought I would warn you ... this is a new word for me!!

julietscity: NO...

julietscity: I said that...because it doesn't mean anything

romeobanglore: it doesn't mean anything????

julietscity: I didn't come to warn you or take care of you ... it's like information exchange

romeobanglore: yes...now... you see what that information was...

julietscity: It's my fault ... because I don't stand in your situation and feel your national consciousness

romeobanglore: it's not national consciousness! it's something against me!

julietscity: when people talk about India, I should be careful not to pass you on bad Indian conclusions

romeobanglore: Do you know how the feeling will be in my mind and Helena's mind if we meet?

julietscity: It may hurt or feel bad for you

julietscity: That's why I'm here and try to explain to you ... but

romeobanglore: you don't have to be careful in that... I am ready to accept criticism...

julietscity: No, no... when you said you're ready, but not like that ... you just temporarily unwilling to compromise

romeobanglore: but how can someone like me if they dislike India?

julietscity: I promise you...You and Helena will never meet

julietscity: you don't have to worry about it

romeobanglore: then if I come to Malaysia, we must live in a hotel room

julietscity: and you know something ... maybe in my family ... many people don't like Indians ... what do you think?

romeobanglore: I don't care about them... I care about you the only

julietscity: People here may not have a chance to get to know India or Indians ... only some uncles have business relationships with Turkey and India...

julietscity: You see ... you would say that you don't care ... but in the case of Helena ... why don't you say that too ... say you don't care about Helena's view of India

romeobanglore: so... why they dislike??? if you don't know something, you don't dislike it, right?

julietscity: but you didn't...

romeobanglore: you will just not have any opinion...that's all

julietscity: You just chose to care too much about her prejudice against you...

romeobanglore: I don't care about Helena's idea about Indians! But I don't want to be the guest to her

julietscity: No... They might get the wrong message from someone while shopping in the supermarket ... and get prejudice and bad impressions on Indians from them

julietscity: You will not be her guest I promised you...

julietscity: It's time for you to have dinner

romeobanglore: in that case, it's ok...but Helena clearly said that 5% of Indians are bad, right?

julietscity: Wrong? did I say that?

romeobanglore: Helena and I never meet if I come to Malaysia?

romeobanglore: you said most of the 5%

julietscity: Overseas Chinese and Indians are too smart ... what if they both want to control the major economies and live in Malaysia for the same purpose? Become a vicious competitor? That's just my guess

romeobanglore: hahahahaha

julietscity: You have the opportunity to go to Malaysia only when connecting at a Malaysian airport

julietscity: ok...everything is clear now...

romeobanglore: see... I have no dislike for Malaysia...

romeobanglore: I like the Kuala Lumpur airport also

julietscity: but you have some thoughts about my friend Helena

julietscity: Just because she doesn't like 5% of Indians in Malaysia

romeobanglore: hahaha...yes...just like you have something against Ojas

romeobanglore: and only because he betrayed a girl!

julietscity: Yes, but in some ways I like Ojas ... he lent you the phone, which helped us get our first chat over the phone

romeobanglore: hmm... I know you don't like him much!

romeobanglore: it's the same for Helena also...

julietscity: nono... I like him 95% ... he looks very big brother

romeobanglore: actually, I have nothing against her...I am not angry at her...I just feel sympathy...

julietscity: nonono... it's different from you and Helena...

julietscity: it never is that same

romeobanglore: hahaha...he looks great!

julietscity: You always say ... not angry about something ... but in your heart ... sympathy means being angry

romeobanglore: maybe if Helena looks great, I will like her also!

julietscity: ok...we have to stop here...you have to leave now

julietscity: I am leaving now also

romeobanglore: nononono

julietscity: yes...bye now

julietscity: final bye

romeobanglore: I will tell my true feelings...

romeobanglore: no

romeobanglore: I like to visit Malaysia

julietscity: go home now

romeobanglore: but it won't be good to meet Helena...maybe after some time...

romeobanglore: noooooooo

romeobanglore: what do you want me to do?

romeobanglore: I am still here

julietscity: you don't have to do anything

julietscity: That is how you feel, no one will change it, because you are also the kind of person with your own temper

julietscity: It is no good to continue discussing Helena, I must leave now

julietscity: I also have to call Helena now

romeobanglore: why????????

julietscity: If possible, I would also like to find a new job there

julietscity: and now...go home and have your dinner...please

romeobanglore: okay

romeobanglore: I will be here for some more time

julietscity: what for?

romeobanglore: you do what you want to do...don't sell any fund shares for ticket...

romeobanglore: I can give you some money

julietscity: I don't want your money

julietscity: we don't need to discuss it

romeobanglore: why? It's your money also

julietscity: I made friends with you and never thought about asking for your money

julietscity: I don't want to be hurt in our relationship because of money

romeobanglore: I am not offering you money out of charity! and you are not my friend...

julietscity: Who am I?

julietscity: We also can't discuss it now, right?

romeobanglore: of course it won't! you have given me money

julietscity: So...until that day can be discussed ... and then we discuss money together

romeobanglore: you are my lover!

romeobanglore: and I didn't feel bad to accept the money!

julietscity: I didn't give you money ... I paid for the tickets and we agreed to split half the cost each

romeobanglore: why you care so much about this?

romeobanglore: now I am doing the same

romeobanglore: I pay for the tickets

julietscity: No... only the wife can easily take the husband's money ... lovers or friends cannot

julietscity: I'm not going to see you in India ... I just made an appointment with you to see my friend, you, in the third country

julietscity: we don't have to split

julietscity: because we are meeting each other halfway between the two countries

romeobanglore: you can give me the money later when we again meet

julietscity: hmmm

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