Yahoo Messenger: 10 April 2001 11:28 PM

Subject: we always end up in sad feelings

romeobanglore: honey

julietscity: yes

julietscity: My nephew was here ... so I can't get online

julietscity: but...it's ok now... his mother took him to bed

romeobanglore: Hmmmm...

julietscity: I think my English is not good ... so I can't find a job abroad...

romeobanglore: if we were together, it's time for us also to go to bed

julietscity: hahah...but...NO! we did not go to bed before 11:00 PM my time

romeobanglore: why do you think so?

julietscity: it's only 10:20 PM here

romeobanglore: hmm...we were hugging together in the sofa

julietscity: Only you can understand my English, even if my grammar and spelling are the wrong

julietscity: yes...in the sofa, we started talking about our belly... why does it get so big?

romeobanglore: anyone can understand your English...yes, there are some grammar and spelling errors, but they can be corrected

romeobanglore: but don't worry, if I get a job abroad, you don't have to work

romeobanglore: hahaha...my belly is slowly becoming less

julietscity: No...please, I have to work or be pregnant ... and you will want me to work instead of getting pregnant.

romeobanglore: you in your red long dress...without bra and only a panties!

julietscity: I also lost weight ... because I take diet pills every day

romeobanglore: well...we can find some work once we settle somewhere

romeobanglore: how are my lovely thighs?

romeobanglore: is she feeling good?

julietscity: Ahh...you forgot "that" thing this month...

romeobanglore: your thighs...they are mine...they are soft for my head when I put my head between there

romeobanglore: today is 10!!!!!!!!!!!!

romeobanglore: che!!!!! this is too bad!

romeobanglore: every time it changes date!

julietscity: Yes... but it has come on 6th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

romeobanglore: hahaha...

romeobanglore: without asking me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

julietscity: I told you between 28 days

romeobanglore: too bad!

romeobanglore: but it's hard, I always remember the date, but I don't count days!

romeobanglore: and that day was my presentation too!

romeobanglore: hmm...she escaped me this time

julietscity: hey...this month is the 6th...so... next month maybe the 4th... minus 2-3 days... very easy

romeobanglore: how was she this time? belly pain?

julietscity: of course... on the first day... didn't get your attention... not only belly pain... but the heart also pain

romeobanglore: hmmm...first time in 2 years!

romeobanglore: sorry honey

romeobanglore: maybe second time...

romeobanglore: really sooooorrry

julietscity: I know... day after day... you will forget it... you will become like... when you need sex... you will care about the date of menses...

romeobanglore: no...sex is not only for me...it is for us....so we have sex when we feel excited to each other.

julietscity: you will ask the date of menses ... just because you don't allow me to have children

julietscity: then... every time you have the sex you will ask me for safety day

romeobanglore: baby also...it is not just your wish...it's my wish too...you know

romeobanglore: ok...forgive me this time...please honey

julietscity: my nephew is coming now...he will play my keyboard

romeobanglore: hahahaha

julietscity: so...you allow me to have a baby soon?

romeobanglore: honey, don't ask me that question now...

julietscity: Otherwise, our baby won't be smart ... because my eggs are older ... and the fertilized eggs will go bad

romeobanglore: no...our baby will be smart

julietscity: yes...will be smart...

julietscity: So...I tell you one thing...

romeobanglore: honey...let's not talk about that now

romeobanglore: we always end up in sad feelings if we talk about it

julietscity: once I am pregnant ... I will never have an abortion ... because maybe I won't or never have a chance to have a child again...

romeobanglore: hmmm

julietscity: OK

julietscity: love you...

romeobanglore: it should depend on our situation also...

romeobanglore: love you too

romeobanglore: I know your mind and feelings...understand me too

julietscity: Yeah... and no matter what happens or under any circumstances ... I will never get rid of any baby beside me ... even if we have to separate

julietscity: I am very insistent!!!!!!!

romeobanglore: hmmmm...

julietscity: End of this topic!!

romeobanglore: good!!

julietscity: How's the news on looking for a new job? Have the consultants responded??

romeobanglore: trying haaaard...

romeobanglore: I am learning C language now

romeobanglore: Java is down everywhere

romeobanglore: so my effort was wasted

julietscity: How many days do you need to take a C language course??

romeobanglore: I am learning myself

romeobanglore: now, I also have work for our company... some old error corrections

julietscity: No... Java is still good in some programs, now you know Java ... which means you know some special skills

julietscity: so... learn C language in 1-2 months?

romeobanglore: you know...in the US there is absolutely no market for Java...most of the people who lost job was working in Java

romeobanglore: for C language... one-month maximum

romeobanglore: meanwhile you also find a job...I am concerned about it

julietscity: ...then a month later ... around after May 10 ... you can call a consultant for work?

romeobanglore: no...I will keep trying...this is to make sure that I have more chances

romeobanglore: I am still trying with other consultants

julietscity: but the last time these two consultants had their first interview... why didn't they conduct a second interview with you?

julietscity: when do you connect with others... which means we still have to wait 3-5 months

romeobanglore: one consultant told me to write to them after learning C language

romeobanglore: the other has not contacted yet...maybe they don't want to have me

julietscity: Now you can tell him that you can use the C language... hopefully he will start to find a job for you... in the period of searching... you have completely learned.

romeobanglore: no...only 2 days after the interview...the first one has not contacted yet

julietscity: or... Email him and write the C language is easy for you to learn ... you will have it ready before going to work in the US

julietscity: also, write an email to the first one consultant...

romeobanglore: I told him that...he wants another interview with me to test my knowledge in C language...so I have to learn before I tell him

julietscity: after one month? You will ask him to test your C language?

julietscity: One month?

romeobanglore: after 2-3 weeks, I will tell him

romeobanglore: but see...we will try with other consultants

julietscity: other consultants will take more months...3-5 months, right?

romeobanglore: 3 months maybe...they need to process Visa...Europe, if I get maybe faster

julietscity: No...NO...NO...

romeobanglore: all our misfortune

romeobanglore: ????