Yahoo Messenger: 1st December 2000 10:35 PM

Subject: not entirely under my control

julietscity: It seems every week we have new changes to your new job

romeobanglore: in any case, I will apply for Visa

julietscity: Every Friday comes, we have to wait for the next week ... I don't know how many weeks we have to wait? Just expecting the best

romeobanglore: there are offers....but since we are going very far away, we need to careful...

romeobanglore: If I was alone then can take any risk... but now I have you

julietscity: yes...

romeobanglore: it is waiting... I also don't like it... but see... if we make a mistake both of our lives will be in problem

julietscity: nonono...you still can take any risk...just make decisions fast... If you know the consultant is not doing well, why sign a contract with him? If you have a good understanding of the company ... don't take the risk

romeobanglore: I am not waiting for the best... just trying to take minimum risks... I can't take you to risk, you are my child

julietscity: If you only sign the contract for me... without any detailed consideration... it's my fault

romeobanglore: I signed the contract just because I needed to be very fast... but now since Motorola is coming it will be a better for us

romeobanglore: nononononononononono

romeobanglore: it's not only for you!!!! pleeeeaaasee don't think like that

romeobanglore: why you said like that???? you should take it back!

julietscity: What I want to say is... from the beginning... If you know the company is not a good company, why did you take risks? Now I'm asking for details, you tell me this is a bad company

julietscity: Sorry...I take my words back.

romeobanglore: anyway we need to take a risk... if it is not this company, then another one... but with Motorola, the risk is minimum

julietscity: Sorry

romeobanglore: ok............you should not think like that

julietscity: So after Motorola... You will start looking for new consultants and will do a good job for you, right?

julietscity: The company you signed is an inefficient company, so leave it, and find a good company for yourself

romeobanglore: no...after Motorola it is fixed

romeobanglore: I will give papers to the old one

romeobanglore: nononon... we can't wait for much

julietscity: NO!! We know this is not a good company, why do you still insist on doing this?

julietscity: NONONO......We wait for a better one

romeobanglore: NO

romeobanglore: don't argue

romeobanglore: I need to come to S city also

romeobanglore: I can't wait for more

julietscity: We have been late for a few months... so late for one week, two, three or more weeks is okay.

romeobanglore: No

romeobanglore: for S city, we can't wait for

julietscity: we have been wait for 7-8 months...it's ok for the ninth months...we will meet on the year 2001...it's ok.

romeobanglore: no

romeobanglore: it is not ok... I need to meet you faster

julietscity: But we can't take any risk!

romeobanglore: we have to...

romeobanglore: calculated risk

julietscity: Now you said we have to?

romeobanglore: because it is the last chance

julietscity: So why not send your papers to the same consultant 2 weeks ago?

julietscity: why do we wait for now...and since we have waited, why don't we wait for the better one?

julietscity: are you there?

julietscity: connection problems?

julietscity: or you need some smoke?

julietscity: or you have left?

julietscity: or God interrupts again ... prevents non-fight or dispute

Yahoo! Messenger: romeobanglore has logged back in. (2000/12/1 at PM 10:07)

romeobanglore: ok...at last logged back

julietscity: how come?

romeobanglore: somehow...I logged back

romeobanglore: hellooooooo

julietscity: But why did you leave?

romeobanglore: I didn't...I was trying to log back

julietscity: I didn't hear any closing noises from Messenger.

romeobanglore: but still this is toooooo slow

julietscity: yes...

romeobanglore: the connection just went off!

julietscity: God always logged out and back to stop the argument

julietscity: Many times happened at the right time

romeobanglore: hahaha

julietscity: HE gave us time to think or to forget

romeobanglore: no fighting... would you please forgive me for this time for delaying the consultant for 1 week...

julietscity: Ok...go and have your dinner now with your friends

romeobanglore: please...it's for both of us. I don't want you to have a bad experience in the US...you are my little girl

julietscity: I can't do anything...remember? If we live together... everything is decided, then you will find that I followed the decision very quickly ... then you have no time to regret

romeobanglore: no... honey...please... this time... understand me

julietscity: even it's a wrong decision... we will find out other ways for it...and any effort, of course, will make things different but we never know which is better, right? Only if we learn it from experience

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: yes...... you are right...

romeobanglore: please don't have any hard feelings... you know I want you as much as you want me

romeobanglore: I don't want you to have a bad day even one day in the US

romeobanglore: ok?

romeobanglore: helllllooooo

julietscity: If I say I have guessed this and you may be frustrated ... but I learned from the boss I meet now ... he always asks me to call someone for some results. Every time I call, the timing is always later than we expect. One day I told the boss, those people are not under my control so that you can't ask me to do it quickly.

julietscity: I told the boss that I would do it on my own and I could make sure that the date to complete the work gave him my paperwork.

romeobanglore: tell me...you want to do it fast... tell me just one word... I will tomorrow file all the papers.... and I will take any risk for that...

julietscity: So... if I make up my mind to be with you for at least a year... so whenever I start, it's out of my control.

romeobanglore: see... the problem with consultants also is not entirely under my control... I can't ask Motorola to interview me now...and I can't predict how good each consultant will be... you see... the situation is the same

julietscity: I have to wait for you... no matter how urgent I think now, this is not the right time for us. I will try my best to understand. I think it was two weeks ago, I convinced myself about it. So, this time I was not angry or feeling uncomfortable. I meant it because I am ready for this.

romeobanglore: hmmm... you didn't believe me that time...

julietscity: So...under some conditions we have made...I know that...but...

romeobanglore: tell me one word... or fight with me... please... I want you to believe me... scold me

julietscity: Timing is very difficult... or something uncertain or easy to change... who knows...

julietscity: hey...

julietscity: it's Friday...

julietscity: I don't want to fight... Tomorrow is a worse day for me... I don't even know where to hide?

romeobanglore: please don't say like this... it makes me feel bad

julietscity: Dec.2...Kelvin told me that he will go to H.K.

romeobanglore: don't you have to work tomorrow?

julietscity: Should be going ... but I don't want to ... I still have a lot of leaves ... due to too much work time in the past

romeobanglore: I need to do some shopping tomorrow... if I come here, I will mail you...but don't wait for me before you get the mail

julietscity: don't say you might come to the office

julietscity: then I won't wait for your mail

romeobanglore: I will definitely come...but can't be sure about the time

romeobanglore: or we can fix it now

julietscity: so...

romeobanglore: 11 o'clock my time

julietscity: ok...

romeobanglore: agreed?

julietscity: Helena will have a baby this month...and Hema also...

julietscity: Yes...

julietscity: bye...have your dinner

julietscity: now

romeobanglore: ???????????

julietscity: why?

romeobanglore: hmmmmm

romeobanglore: ok

romeobanglore: bye