Yahoo Messenger: 24 July 2000 07:43 PM

Subject: live together and have a baby

julietscity: are you there? now? can we chat?

romeobanglore: I am here

julietscity: thanks god

julietscity: do you have enough time

romeobanglore: half an hour...

romeobanglore: yes...only yours

romeobanglore: just wait for a second

romeobanglore: oooohhh honey...I had a phone call

julietscity: one second....two second...three second...four second...five second...six second...

julietscity: Have you finished talking?

romeobanglore: yes, I finished

julietscity: Your mom's call?

romeobanglore: how are you feeling today?

romeobanglore: no...it was my friend from Frankfurt

julietscity: Great! I don't have to go to work today and my sister is at home with me.

romeobanglore: I feel bored...I didn't do any work today...only playing games

julietscity: Why not go to some websites to find a new job

romeobanglore: hahaha...it requires preparing biodata careful examination etc. It requires more than a day!!!!

romeobanglore: And I can't let the people here know that I am looking for a job

romeobanglore: so I can't browse at daytime

julietscity: just check the website

romeobanglore: it will arouse suspicions

julietscity: after work, you will be with your friends and have no time to find a new job

romeobanglore: hon

romeobanglore: See, this takes a lot of time ... and it's also secret

julietscity: after work, you have a lot of time ...

julietscity: people will leave the office

romeobanglore: I have to prepare resume carefully

romeobanglore: no...usually someone will be here till at least 7:30

julietscity: Enter your resume on your computer and send it easily

julietscity: otherwise, you don't have enough time to find a new job

romeobanglore: people will see it if I do openly

romeobanglore: I will find time for it

julietscity: when?

romeobanglore: of course I will

romeobanglore: I have to

julietscity: oooookkkkk

romeobanglore: Today was just one day without any work.

julietscity: Frankfurt report?

romeobanglore: actually I am waiting for some clarification from Frankfurt

julietscity: why they didn't send you any clarification

romeobanglore: after that I have to start work again

romeobanglore: most probably today my boss will reply to my doubts

julietscity: When you start working, you get busy

romeobanglore: I hate prepared the paper for our next work and I have sent it for review

julietscity: your new project?

romeobanglore: yes...I told you about that, right?

julietscity: hmmm

romeobanglore: hmmm......

romeobanglore: boo...

julietscity: about the project to exchange the phone inside the house anywhere

julietscity: boo...boooo...bo.

julietscity: right?

romeobanglore: that project is over...this is a new one

julietscity: that project has success?

romeobanglore: that is working fine now...more tests have to be done

romeobanglore: now...my new project is...

julietscity: do you miss me?

romeobanglore: why did you ask??????

romeobanglore: I do miss u

romeobanglore: you know what my next project is?

julietscity: tell me

romeobanglore: suppose A calls B and B is busy

julietscity: call barging

romeobanglore: A can press a button in his phone and disconnect

julietscity: 3-way call

romeobanglore: When B becomes free, both the phones, A's phone and B's phone will ring

romeobanglore: no...it is not 3-way call

julietscity: I have that service in here

romeobanglore: 3-way call?

julietscity: no

julietscity: call barging

romeobanglore: this is not a new service. I am doing it for a special kind of phones

julietscity: oh...

romeobanglore: so like this service...in future, my other project will also come there

julietscity: my server disconnecting

romeobanglore: hmmm....

romeobanglore: you have the call barging service for mobile phones, right?

julietscity: no. only I switch my house phone to my mobile phone

romeobanglore: I'm doing it for normal house phones

julietscity: it's call transfer service?

romeobanglore: If you call me from S city and I am busy...when I become free, your phone and my phone will ring together

julietscity: then no one has to wait, right?

julietscity: I hate waiting

romeobanglore: so...this project might be for you

julietscity: here, everyone is busy, no one likes to wait

julietscity: yes. You have to improve some service only for me

romeobanglore: server problems...don't be angry

julietscity: while you call me, If I'm talking to someone, then I can touch a button and talk to you first

romeobanglore: are you there?

julietscity: I am explaining to you the call barge

romeobanglore: that service is already available in our phones

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: that is called put-on-hold

julietscity: but, your voice service

romeobanglore: another service is that I , you and someone can talk together

romeobanglore: in same time

julietscity: yes

julietscity: 3-way call

romeobanglore: yes... we call it 3-party-conference

julietscity: I ever left a message in your line before

romeobanglore: I don't check my voice mail

julietscity: and recently even the phone ring, there is no voice mail service

romeobanglore: I have not enabled it for the new number

romeobanglore: I have to install it

julietscity: if I want to leave a message to you before you go to your office

romeobanglore: you want me to do that?

julietscity: yes....my dear....I want you to hear my voice

romeobanglore: ok...I will do it

julietscity: boo...booo...in the voice mail

romeobanglore: hahaha...I will become excited

julietscity: everyone in your office will hear the voice message?

romeobanglore: no...I have secret password

julietscity: oh...then I can leave anything in the voice message

romeobanglore: yes....hmmm....

julietscity: ok....

romeobanglore: princess

julietscity: yes, my prince

romeobanglore: boo boo

julietscity: boooooooooooooooooo, bo

romeobanglore: thank you.....and more and more

julietscity: thank me for what?

romeobanglore: boo boos

julietscity: the night after talking, what did you do?

romeobanglore: I went home

romeobanglore: felt excited and sad

julietscity: sad?

romeobanglore: bcoz u cried

julietscity: you are mine

romeobanglore: yes...and you r ...

romeobanglore: take me....

julietscity: I couldn't stop crying after talking about all these

romeobanglore: I'm yours...take me fully

julietscity: body, heart, mind and soul

julietscity: hey

romeobanglore: hey

romeobanglore: it is all for you

romeobanglore: take it

julietscity: how

julietscity: follow me and follow my life

romeobanglore: take as you wish

julietscity: really?

romeobanglore: yes

romeobanglore: really

julietscity: Can we really leave your parents behind?

julietscity: as your friends said?

romeobanglore: that was one option we discussed

julietscity: yes...but if I want or choose that option... what do you think?

romeobanglore: I want to do that... I don't know what will happen

romeobanglore: you know I am tied

romeobanglore: my life is not only mine

julietscity: I know...

romeobanglore: my portion, I gave to you

julietscity: which part of you should belong to your parents?

romeobanglore: I don't know that....society, relatives and parents have got their shares on my life

romeobanglore: What was left with me, I gave to you

romeobanglore: the shares tied me down

julietscity: only 10% of you are mine

romeobanglore: 100% of what I have with me is yours

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: I want to break all the chains...but

julietscity: it's impossible hundred percent

romeobanglore: yes 100%

julietscity: all of you?

romeobanglore: What I have with me is all yours...I had only a part of my life with me...that is yours

romeobanglore: do you understand what I am telling?

julietscity: I will accept other parts of you, including your society, relatives, and parents

romeobanglore: I don't like it...but

julietscity: I will try to accept

julietscity: you know, I care about your parents too much

romeobanglore: My mind is with me...my soul also...that is all yours

julietscity: they may not accept me

romeobanglore: my body also, till now I have not given to anyone

romeobanglore: They may accept you, but the society won't allow them to accept you

romeobanglore: I know they will like you....if you were from my place

julietscity: you know I am not

julietscity: can you take me to your country to become your citizen?

romeobanglore: I know...but for me, that doesn't make any difference.

romeobanglore: you are better than any of them

romeobanglore: honey....I have to marry you to take you to my State

romeobanglore: otherwise people won't allow

julietscity: This is the same dilemma we encountered

romeobanglore: yes....back to the starting place again

julietscity: I don't understand

romeobanglore: what?

julietscity: marry me and take me to your State otherwise people won't allow?

romeobanglore: they won't allow me living with anyone if I don't marry her

romeobanglore: even if she is from my place

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: and in our case...they will oppose our marriage

julietscity: so...how to do

romeobanglore: I wish I were born in S city

romeobanglore: near to you

julietscity: hey,

julietscity: that's also impossible

romeobanglore: it is too late for you to become an Indian....it will take lot of time and you can't wait till then

romeobanglore: everything seems impossible and difficult for us

julietscity: yes

julietscity: Minimum expectation

romeobanglore: if I could not have you, I will try to remain unmarried

romeobanglore: then u can have me

julietscity: ok, this is our minimum expectation

julietscity: you have to leave now

romeobanglore: but that is also equally difficult

romeobanglore: everyone will force me

romeobanglore: I told you when I went home this time...I told my mom about this

romeobanglore: she didn't agree

julietscity: You can then travel anywhere and work around the world

romeobanglore: I don't want to leave you honey

julietscity: Neither do I

romeobanglore: my princess....kiss you tight

julietscity: at this point, we still do not have any further progress

julietscity: booooooooo--------bo" bo"

romeobanglore: it has always been like that

julietscity: always?

romeobanglore: hug you tight, close to me

romeobanglore: always means from the beginning of our love

julietscity: after I was 40 years old, we ... might still be like that?

julietscity: promise me, after we live together for one year. Give me a baby

romeobanglore: your age doesn't matter for me

romeobanglore: be it 60 or 70

julietscity: my age does matter with our baby

romeobanglore: honey...don't strain me

romeobanglore: I want you to live a good life even if we couldn't be together

romeobanglore: a fatherless baby will cause problems to you....

julietscity: NO, if we can't be together, there is no good life for me

julietscity: however, things will change if I have a baby

julietscity: I don't care, if I can't have you, there should be another reason for me to live, it should be our child

romeobanglore: And how can I leave you with our baby alone?

romeobanglore: there is no good life for me either...but you have to be as free as before we met

romeobanglore: you still don't fully understand the problems of a fatherless baby, because you love me and you love our baby too much

julietscity: it is impossible to have a free life after we met...memories or emotions still exist...

julietscity: ok, if you gave me a baby, I will stop loving you and love only our baby

romeobanglore: no....you will never stop loving me if you have a baby from me

julietscity: I will learn how to love a fatherless baby

romeobanglore: you still don't understand the problems...you think you can handle everything alone...but the baby...he will suffer

romeobanglore: and so you will also suffer...

romeobanglore: one day you will repent it...

julietscity: how could you be so cruel if you left me alone without a child

romeobanglore: anyway let us see that when we live together

romeobanglore: I will be more cruel if I leave you with a baby

julietscity: I will get pregnant if we live together

julietscity: I want to get pregnant while we live together

romeobanglore: no....we will think and decide that

romeobanglore: we will think of that then

julietscity: that's my body, I will know how to do it

julietscity: I will keep the baby

julietscity: I want to keep the baby

romeobanglore: no...you can't cheat me

romeobanglore: I know you won't

romeobanglore: you can't lie to me

julietscity: I want the baby

julietscity: I want a baby, baby...baby...baby...baby...

julietscity: honey, I want a baby...

julietscity: please....I need a baby...baby...

julietscity: it's time for you to leave now....I know...

romeobanglore: honey, my honey, my sweet, we will discuss it when we live together

romeobanglore: that is not the reason...I want to look into your eyes when we discuss these things

julietscity: if we couldn't live together, how can we discuss it

romeobanglore: then how can we have a baby?

julietscity: haha...I will find a chance

romeobanglore: when we live together for 1 year

julietscity: then

romeobanglore: no...you can't

romeobanglore: you have to promise me that you won't cheat me

julietscity: there will be many accidents

romeobanglore: I believe you very much

romeobanglore: If you say something I will never think it is wrong...

julietscity: I know...but having a baby is not a cheat

romeobanglore: so you can't cheat me

julietscity: it's not a cheat

romeobanglore: but without my consent, it is a cheating

julietscity: why do you insist I will suffer if I have your child?

romeobanglore: because I know so many examples

julietscity: here are many examples, different countries have different solutions

romeobanglore: because I know so many examples and I think realistically

julietscity: please...honey....

julietscity: I want you and I want your baby

julietscity: I want our baby

romeobanglore: let us discuss it later my sweet princess

julietscity: hmm...ok....after Aug.

romeobanglore: no...when we live together

julietscity: you have to leave now, and have your dinner

romeobanglore: my leaving time is past!

romeobanglore: now I want to hug you closely

julietscity: bye...now...

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: why?

julietscity: after we live together and have a solution with our baby then we can have sex

julietscity: we sex for baby

romeobanglore: no!!!!!!

julietscity: you won't agree with that...I know, it's the same for men

romeobanglore: I don't agree

romeobanglore: we make love for us

romeobanglore: If I had behaved like the "man" you say, you could have got a baby

julietscity: no...after living together it should be for our baby

romeobanglore: and I would have left you alone with it

julietscity: ok, I need a baby

romeobanglore: no

julietscity: please...

julietscity: honey

julietscity: dearest daddy.....

romeobanglore: why you are not understanding me?

julietscity: ok....

romeobanglore: this is all because I care for you

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: you think I am selfish

julietscity: no

julietscity: bye, you didn't understand my situation

julietscity: in my age...I need a baby

romeobanglore: you blame me, abuse me, hurt me...do whatever you want but I won't let you suffer

julietscity: having your baby is the happiest thing, and I will not suffer

romeobanglore: let me die with the satisfaction that I didn't make life difficult for you

julietscity: My family will also help me to take care of our baby

romeobanglore: that is what you think now

romeobanglore: your family will be unhappy

romeobanglore: because they have to answer your relatives

julietscity: I will show everyone a beautiful baby. There are many couples divorced and have children here

romeobanglore: you have to find a man...better than me

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: I gave you only unhappiness and tension

romeobanglore: but they all know you haven't been married

julietscity: married or unmarried in our society is acceptable. You can marry me in my country and divorce me immediately. Then I got married but you didn't

romeobanglore: no.....that is another reason I said I don't want you to have a baby

romeobanglore: if you have a baby you may have difficulty in finding a good person.

romeobanglore: I don't want you to miss a family life

romeobanglore: I know it is your dream

julietscity: ok....find another man and have a baby with him right? That's the end of this topic.

romeobanglore: no....that is the option if we don't live together

julietscity: that's what you think, after one year, you will kick me out of life and ask me to marry another man

romeobanglore: honey...please understand me...I don't know how to answer you

julietscity: I know...but please think of it...I do need a baby

romeobanglore: kick you out of my life??? how can you say that?

romeobanglore: I never never wanted to tell you this

julietscity: be prepared, if I have a baby, I might deceive you

romeobanglore: but now I was forced

romeobanglore: I don't like myself

julietscity: please.....

julietscity: I do not blame you

julietscity: I know you care about me and won't hurt me, but to have a child for me is the only thing you can do for me after we are separated

romeobanglore: I don't know how to say or what to say

romeobanglore: you don't understand me

julietscity: I know

julietscity: ...yes...I know....

julietscity: but try to think...in my way

romeobanglore: you very well know, to give you a baby is not a problem

romeobanglore: so many men cheat woman like this

romeobanglore: I fully understand your mind

romeobanglore: because deep in my heart I think the same

romeobanglore: but my brain doesn't allow it

julietscity: no... you love me but you couldn't marry me it's not your fault

romeobanglore: yes....

julietscity: other men's fault because they don't want to get married

romeobanglore: so many men give babies to women and go away. The woman will suffer a lot

romeobanglore: I have seen that with my own eyes

julietscity: but I want a baby and plan to have a baby

romeobanglore: leave the question of fault. but the result is the same

julietscity: I am not the kind of woman

romeobanglore: anyway...let us not discuss it now....

romeobanglore: it is too sensitive

romeobanglore: this issue

julietscity: ok.....

julietscity: sorry

romeobanglore: we will discuss it when we live together

romeobanglore: can I hug you?

julietscity: I should think for you and give it up

romeobanglore: no, we will discuss

julietscity: ok....after we meet next time, we will discuss

romeobanglore: not next time...when we live together

julietscity: ok...but why is it so late?

romeobanglore: I want to meet you before that...

julietscity: next time while we meet , there is no sex?????

romeobanglore: why discuss it so early?

julietscity: because maybe I will get pregnant

julietscity: haha....so scaring

romeobanglore: I will bring condoms

romeobanglore: hahaha...no...I believe you

julietscity: ok I will pierce all condoms with a needle

romeobanglore: hahahahahaha

romeobanglore: I will never take it outside

julietscity: ok...you have to leave

romeobanglore: I want to hug

julietscity: a very big hug for you with naked

romeobanglore: hmmmm...boo boo

romeobanglore: boo boo between your legs

julietscity: boo...boo...

julietscity: between your eggs

romeobanglore: boo boo

romeobanglore: hahaha

julietscity: boo..boo... each inch of your body

romeobanglore: my tongue slowly going there....

romeobanglore: I miss your sound

julietscity: I miss your song

romeobanglore: I miss your lips

julietscity: touch me...touch me...I want to feel your body

julietscity: I miss your tongue

romeobanglore: every night in my dreams, I see you, feel you....

romeobanglore: my tongue miss your pussy

romeobanglore: the sweet smell

julietscity: oh....too excited

romeobanglore: the salty taste

julietscity: please

romeobanglore: the wet hole

julietscity: we need each other more

julietscity: and more

romeobanglore: yes...too much

julietscity: we need a baby or babies???,,,,,,

romeobanglore: lots and lots

romeobanglore: hahahahahaha

julietscity: hahaha, it's a joke

romeobanglore: now we can fight on the number

romeobanglore: kiss you there again

julietscity: 3 and twins

romeobanglore: my face fully there

julietscity: I want twins

romeobanglore: wet with your juices

julietscity: hey....careful

romeobanglore: no...I give only in dozens

romeobanglore: why?

romeobanglore: why careful?

julietscity: I will hurt and fell a little pain

romeobanglore: not inside....my face is between the legs

julietscity: we have to train our baby become another Tiger Woods

romeobanglore: drinking your juice

romeobanglore: tiger woods?

julietscity: sensitive, then I will run away and fell down the bed again

romeobanglore: I will drag you to bed and do it again...shower with kisses and licks

julietscity: yes...I tooooooo miss them

julietscity: those kisses and licks

romeobanglore: and finally slowly inserting....

romeobanglore: (with condom, ahahaha)

julietscity: and inserting....

julietscity: with lots of needle hole condom

julietscity: hahahahaha

romeobanglore: your sound

julietscity: hey...you laught

romeobanglore: tss tssss tsssssss

julietscity: ok

romeobanglore: I have put three

romeobanglore: and a plastic cover also

romeobanglore: inserting for 13 minutes?

julietscity: ok...enjoy it ...I will try another way...

julietscity: realy?

julietscity: 13 mins

julietscity: that fast?

romeobanglore: you counted in Frankfurt

julietscity: I did????

romeobanglore: woman need only 7 minutes usually

romeobanglore: yes, you counted while I sincerely inserted

julietscity: for what? get excited?

romeobanglore: and when I finished you said looking at the clock "13 minutes"

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: no...to shoot the juices and come to orgasm

julietscity: that's not me~~~~

romeobanglore: after a lot of kissing and licking, 7 minutes is enough

romeobanglore: that was on the lock on the bedside

julietscity: I couldn't remember?

julietscity: I didn't know when you shoot and when you feel finish?

julietscity: I didn't feel your relaxation after ejaculation

romeobanglore: it was you....you kept on asking while I was doing "you ejected?"

julietscity: how can I know your time? I didn't count your time, that's very impolite

julietscity: yes...I asked...because I didn't know your feeling about that

romeobanglore: you counted!!!! I remember

julietscity: how?

julietscity: that's the first time I heard "thirteen mins"

romeobanglore: you told me that!!!!!!!!

julietscity: you must have misunderstood my words

romeobanglore: I don't remember, 13 or 17

julietscity: my poor English made you feel bad that time, right?

romeobanglore: no I asked you again...and then you laughed and said yes I counted

romeobanglore: no...it sounded funny that time

julietscity: I don't even know when we started, so how do I know when your end?

julietscity: no...

romeobanglore: when I inserted, you looked in the clock

julietscity: that's not me, hey...who was the girl you having fun with????

romeobanglore: and when I finished, you again looked

julietscity: no...

julietscity: that's not me

romeobanglore: hahahaha...that girl is YOU

romeobanglore: 100% sure

julietscity: on my bed... I have to get very close to the clock and look, so I didn't move my body over the clock, right?

romeobanglore: I have fun with only you

julietscity: no////

julietscity: I am sure and very sure I didn't move myself to watch the clock

romeobanglore: I was standing on my knees outside the bed inserting and you were lying there

romeobanglore: you didn't move to watch the clock...It is a digital display clock...remember the clock and radio together

julietscity: I am very sure that it's very impolite for a man if a woman count the time while sex

romeobanglore: you can watch it from the bed

romeobanglore: that time it sounded funny

julietscity: no, without glasses, I couldn't see any number there

romeobanglore: you didn't mean that...I know

romeobanglore: The number is written big

julietscity: no....it's not me....

romeobanglore: you can see without glasses

julietscity: no...that's impossible....

julietscity: you were with another woman

julietscity: who was the girl?

romeobanglore: the previous day we discussed about how much time men usually take

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: YOU AND ONLY YOU

romeobanglore: No other woman has even entered my room

romeobanglore: yes......hahaha

romeobanglore: anyway leave it....

julietscity: do you remember when we did it

romeobanglore: that was a day time

romeobanglore: day time...I don't remember the date

julietscity: no

romeobanglore: yes yes yes 10000000 times yes

romeobanglore: leave it....now I have to go....

julietscity: that's the day after we visited your friends room and came back

julietscity: some of them talked about New Year in Bangalore

romeobanglore: why you remember that?

julietscity: it's a special day so I could remember

julietscity: after sex

julietscity: you went to take a shower

romeobanglore: yes....may be this happened the next day

romeobanglore: we did it 3/4 times after that

julietscity: and after shower, your face looked innocent and I told you that I love your face looking

romeobanglore: this was not the first time we did it...after that

julietscity: no....

romeobanglore: I remember

romeobanglore: this is not that day...this was not in the night

romeobanglore: This was daytime

romeobanglore: and I even remember your face

romeobanglore: YES YES YES

romeobanglore: with a smile

julietscity: how can I with a smile and knew you had a sex with another girl?

romeobanglore: I remember I told you that it took that much time because we already had inserted once before

romeobanglore: No, I said, you told me that with a smile

romeobanglore: I very clearly, perfectly remember

romeobanglore: after that you asked me why I am not tired

julietscity: we did it at the first time, and we were so happy at night

romeobanglore: yes...this happened after two three times

julietscity: you have to leave

julietscity: please leave

julietscity: it's too late for your dinner

romeobanglore: after that I kissed you and then I put my hands on your pussy...that time you became heavily excited and ran away from the bed

julietscity: leave now

julietscity: it's too late

romeobanglore: remember?

julietscity: no

julietscity: I couldn't

romeobanglore: you don't remember moving your body up and down when I put my hands there?

romeobanglore: you were very much excited then

romeobanglore: too many sex? no, we did it only few times

julietscity: the important thing is I don't count time for a man, I know it's too humiliating for a man

romeobanglore: it didn't hurt me....honestly

romeobanglore: and you didn't mean that

romeobanglore: anyway....it was you...take my word for that

julietscity: I know, it maybe didn't hurt you, but that's not the point. I shouldn't do that, because I know that's my rule

romeobanglore: now it is time to leave....

romeobanglore: boo boo a lot

romeobanglore: everywhere

romeobanglore: and bye

romeobanglore: bye

julietscity: bye