From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 4 June, 2000 01:52 PM

Subject: to start...

Hon,

What you said about my feeling towards you is not entirely correct. You asked me why I am not fighting for you. I am fighting for you. And I will do it. But now I want to ask you some questions. You said that you won't care about our two meetings and that I don't have to feel responsible for that. I don't quite understand that. Are you trying to say that you can forget all those things? Or are you saying that it was just the need of that time? Whatever it is, the essence seems to be that you don't have much problem if we couldn't be together. If you have such kind of thought, there is no need for anything.

If I had wanted to quit without a fight, I could have behaved like Anna's Sri Lankan, saying that it is impossible to marry or live together. I am hesitant to bring up the subject of my marriage in my family because of two reasons. One, is the family set up. We never discuss such things there. I am not so close to anyone in my family to discuss such things in open. The second thing is that they don't think that I am old enough to marry or talk about marriage. They will be shocked and they won't take me seriously. Of course, when I say these things, there is going to be an explosion.

Yes, I plan to do exactly what you said. To tell about a girl who is not from my state and who doesn't know any of my languages. That will be the introduction I am going to give. From the reaction, I will be able to know how to proceed.

You asked for my schedule yesterday. I was planning to be here to do my work. That was my schedule. But some of my old friends came here and I had to go with them. See, how can I tell these things in advance? And then I was with them till late at night. There is no schedule or timetable for me now.

Life is just flowing.

Love

Kamal