From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 15 May, 2000 12:00 PM

Subject: once more...you open the door...

Honey,

Yesterday and the day before yesterday, our network was down and so I couldn't access any emails. I came here for reading your mail. But there was no chance. But today when I came, I saw only one mail from you, sent on Sunday.

Why are you keeping a distance from me? I may not be able to help you with your job. But if you share sorrows, it becomes half. We came together to share ourselves. To open our hearts. If you are in a bad mood, I have to know it. This is what I have always said. I want you to be fully mine, in all ways. Even if I couldn't help you to overcome the problems, at least I can know what is in your mind. Please, my love...

Yesterday, Ojas told me about his girlfriend. They also are like us. Their parents and society are against their marriage. I was astounded when I heard what Ojas's girlfriend said. She told him that if they could not marry, she will continue to be his lover, like an affair. I was shocked because these were the exact words you told me. I told him about this. We both could not speak for some time. You girls don't know the feelings of a man. We want you to be only ours. We live and die for it.

Yesterday was a day fully dedicated to you. I saw two films, two love stories. When each incident happens on the screen, I could not help reminding myself of our own days, when we were together. And yesterday, in the night I badly wanted to hug you and have sex with you. Thinking of you, I became very much excited.

You asked me to leave you alone. Even if I say "OK" my mind will always be with you. Day and night. The song from Titanic, you remember "once more...you open the door..."

Your rose lips and beautiful eyes are beckoning me. I need you so much.

Yours

Kamal