From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 15 May, 2000 06:43 PM

Subject: what?

Hon,

I am not sure what to write as a reply to this letter. The tone of threat, I can make out. To speak out my mind will not do any good. This is not the kind of you. Telling me that you may go to some other person. You know that I care for you but I still don't understand what has gone wrong. Just now I read all the emails you sent me after coming here. In your first letter, you said that you feel bad. It might be because your sister had told your mother about us. You didn't tell me the exact reason. I know you are not satisfied with your job. You want to change the job. This, we have discussed a lot of times and we have agreed that you will quit the job soon. The next thing is researching the film in Bombay. If you really want to do it, I can arrange everything. That is not a problem. I gave my opinion that is all. I will be the happiest person if you could come here. But I have told the reasons. I was speaking with my brain, not with my heart. Do you understand?

Then the part-time job. We both don't like it too much. But since you need the money badly now, we decided to go ahead with it. (I am still against it.) I tried to help, but that was not enough, because you need the money urgently.

I never keep a distance from you. If I could do that, I would have done that 6 or 7 months back. Do you know today also I didn't do any work, I was thinking of you all day. (Don't worry, I don't have much work pressure now.) I felt that you need me, I tried, but you didn't see it.

Tell me what is making you unhappy. I need to know that. Please.

Love

Kamal