From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 2 May, 2000 09:17 PM

Subject: feeling

Honey,

The feeling is the same as me also. It is a bad feeling to marry someone I don't love. You asked me to accept it. I thought about it all the three days I was on tour. It seems very difficult. To share my love with you and another girl is impossible. My love is always with you. I don't want to marry anyone else. If I have to marry someone else, you have to marry someone first. So we both could have the same feeling.

After living one year together, I don't know how we could separate. It will be heartbreaking. I will try my best to convince my parents. Your sister is very much understanding for you. Did you tell her that I am from India? Why did she ask about Germany?

You are the first complete woman in my life. And you will be the last. This much I am sure. Whenever I talk to you over the phone, I feel the urge to come there and hug you close to my body neglecting all the problems we have. I always think of running away from home. It takes a lot of time to bring back my senses. Then the reality, it is awful. I hate the time. It goes very fast.

I will always love you, no matter what happens to my life. It was never stable. And you are the gift I got after 24 years of life.

Yours

Kamal