From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 28 April, 2000 07:12 PM

Subject: Is it easy?

Honey,

The problem for our age difference was always there even when we started to love and we knew that it is a problem. But why we didn't go back at that time? Because we had hope. I still have hope. To quit is not so easy, is it? We have gone a long way in love, and at this point, to quit is not easy.

If we move out of my state, then my parents will not be in the circle of relatives and villagers. They will have more freedom to choose. And so will I. That is why I always talk about moving to some other place.

I didn't say our age difference is the only problem. I said if the problem was anyone it would have been better. We have all the problems a love affair can face, right?

I know we can't wait too long. It will be spoiling your life. My life, forget it. I don't care much about my life if I couldn't be with you. I will be just a machine.

You have told me several times in the past 8 months to quit. And I have never told anything like that. Check the old mails which you sent me and I sent you. You will find out many emails from you saying this. Yesterday's was another mail from you suggesting to quit. Is it easy?

Love always

Kamal