From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 April, 2000 03:47 PM

Subject: Re: Fine.

Honey,

I didn't intend to make you bad and I know I have to be more patient now because of your illness. But see, I too am under some sort of pressure because of my work. So I couldn't take much time to think. After I sent the letter I realized it was not the way I should have written. Sorry, I made you feel bad.

Why this is the end of conversation today? I don't agree. I will write to you again.

Love

Kamal

From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 April, 2000 08:09 PM

Subject: better

Honey,

The pressure from work is ok, I can find out the solution. I have nothing against asking help from someone. But you know Ojas and other close friends can't help me, they are in another group, not in communication. But our group is a good group, everyone is helpful, we ask doubts about each other.

Thanks a lot for your support, you can't help me now. Nothing from websites will be helpful. I think I have found out the problem. One line of code has to be repeated in another place. And after that, the problem is with another colleague's code. He is in Bangalore and he is not in my group. What frustrates me is that he has taken leave today. Maybe he has some personal problems. But...last week he was in some training, not in the office. It makes me feel that I am the only one who is serious about this project. This is such an important and complicated project. If we finish this successfully, we can have credit for it.

You see, it is the same for me and you about our feelings in the office. But I take this as a challenge.

Even if you could not help me with the work, you have given me moral support. In the morning there was no one to talk about any sort of problems. I had to bear all the grunts in my mind. It should be ok now.

And hey! How do you know about procedures and such things? It seems you have prepared a little bit for programming!

How are you feeling? Better? You should sleep more. Don't do any straining work. I don't know whether you will obey me, try not to cook today. Go out and have dinner. Or buy and bring something there.

It was nice to see your letter in the midst of all these problems. A feeling of warmth. Thanks a lot.

Love

Kamal