From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 11 April, 2000 05:02 PM

Subject: emptiness

Honey,

Please don't send a cooker. I promise to cook. I will be here only for one more month. I may not be able to take the cooker back to India because of the weight limit on the baggage. Your clothes have already filled the bag! (I forgot to tell you, you have to wear the pink shirt and the watch and your dark blue jeans. I will also do the same. Someday...)

I didn't see you crying while cooking or having dinner that day. You seemed to wait and watch. But when you went to pack your bags, I couldn't hold myself back. Your dinner was unfinished. It gave me the feeling that you want to go back because I didn't treat you good. I am sorry, I happened to be like that. I like to change such egoistic behaviors. I try...

There is a feeling of emptiness everywhere. I think it was better waiting for you to come because now I know there is nothing to wait for. It all seems over so fast. I don't even feel like going to Italy and such places now. The head of our department has come here from India. He said that our German colleagues told them that we all had done a good job. It was a reason to go out with you for dinner. Yesterday, I saw the Pizza-Hut. They have the offer for Buffet!!! Too bad...

I am planning to write a mail to the German government like this.

"This is to request you to change your airport. There was a lot of inconvenience to my sweetheart Miss Sabrina (from S city) at the airport. So you have to demolish your big airport and make a small one. Two counters are enough. One for SXX Airlines and the other for all the other airlines. Only one gate is required. There should be a place for people to meet very quickly."

How is that?

I will cook today. What? Rice and chicken? But how to cook chicken??? I will try to do as you did. There is only one person, I, to eat. So it is ok, whatever comes out, I can eat...

Love

Kamal