From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 11 April, 2000 02:54 PM

Subject: miss you miss Sabrina

Honey,

After one week my mailbox again had your mail. But our room doesn't have you. I miss every moment we spent together. Too bad, you went back. Now I am no longer interested in staying here. I want to go back to India. Maybe I could again find a chance to come here and meet you soon. Our first meeting was three months back. It seems like a long long time.

I can understand how you feel about your job because I have also had the same kind of feeling some times. But you must not give up. You are the boss and you should be like that always. I don't like anyone commanding you or doing something against you. If I could do something...

Yesterday I cried for about 10 minutes. Never have I cried like this after I 15 years-old, I think. I don't like crying and I am reluctant to admit that I cried. But you are one person to whom I could show even my weakness. I made you cry on our last night. I feel very bad about that. I should not treat you like this. But then you seemed not to believe in me. You will never get any harm from me even if I play with a knife. When I said that, you said "who knows?" I am sorry for everything.

I didn't eat anything for lunch yesterday. For dinner also I didn't feel hungry. So I went to my colleague's room. He cooked some rice. I took a little because he insisted so much. He has given my lunch for today also. The refrigerator in our room is full for the first time. All the things you bought are still there.

I miss you very much and love you even more than ever...I need you.

Yours

Kamal