From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 25 January, 2000 09:49 PM

Subject: no need to regret it!

Dear,

I don't remember saying that I didn't like something which you said in your house. The only thing I remember was when you asked me that question about sex. So there are no hard feelings about anything which you told.

I was talkative during the last few days, right? Only then did I get a comfortable feeling. Before that even in bed, I felt that you are doing me a favour, maybe suffering. But soon I got out of that feeling. It was nobody's fault. It had to happen, it happened, that is all.

I didn't tell many words at the airport because you told me that you don't like that. When we walked all over the place during that last night, many times I wanted to tell you about all those. But when I looked into your face, I saw you were happy and I too felt that it is better to leave you like that. I didn't want to disturb your happiness, it is my happiness too. At the airport, you said that you don't cry at the airport even if you feel pain. That is why I didn't bring up the subject of parting and meeting again.

That night while you were sleeping in my lap, I was strengthening my mind to leave you. I was thinking of our next meeting and the memories of the time we had together. Now I think I should have shown you my mind. I also feel regret now.

You didn't watch me too much mostly because we went out most of the time visiting places and sightseeing. It was nobody's fault. You need not be regretful about that!

Oh, it is already late for you. I am sending this mail now...

Love always

Kamal