From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 5th November, 1999 08:57 PM

Subject: bye with loneliness

My woman,

I know how you feel when you are alone. Being lonely all these years has made you hard and career-oriented. But fortunately, I have been able to find the sweet spring of love hidden in your heart. But I wonder why it took so long for us to find out each other. Perhaps if I had known you earlier, the whole life of mine would have changed. Now itself everything has changed for me. You know I had an affair before, but this is different, this has shown me that love has no limits. From outside we may look like the strangest couple. But from inside we know how comfortable we are with one another. Maybe your Buddha had kept you lonely for me. Now I won't leave you alone. When you are alone, it means I too am alone, right? With someone else, maybe we will find a company, but the loneliness will get over only when we are together.

I really want to take you away from all your hassles. To take care of all your needs, to listen to you, everything. It is not only making love, but I do also want to comb your hair, to select your dresses, to stay awake all night when you are down with a fever, to watch you sleep, so many things. There are a whole lot of things for us to do together. To clean our house, to make our bed, to cook (maybe, since I don't know cooking very well), to read together, to go out for films, to dine out, soooo many things.

I know you are tired of making decisions, even for small things, all on your own. When I think of that I can't help imagine me being there with you and discussing with you what to do and all. You work a lot nowadays. I won't say not to work, but I have to say, stay healthy and beautiful. I have a right to say that, don't I? Don't stay awake so late in the night, ok, I know about your work, but still, try to sleep early. I (the pillow) will be waiting in the bed.

I will try to remember to call my mom up every week. Since you insist on it so much...

Your man

Kamal