From: Kamal E Y [email protected] >

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 18 October, 1999 03:09 PM

Subject: Taking about everything

Dear Pisces,

You asked me why I didn't ask about our sun sign. That is because I don't believe so much in those things. Once just after my college, we had conducted an all India exhibition. I was in charge of the stall of my branch, Electronics & Communication. There we had kept a computer program to give you the character based on your star sign. So many girls came there and checked it. Some of the girls took printouts of my character profile too! I still have a copy of it.

I am still thinking about how you could come here. We have to plan early if that is going to happen. OK, I will try to take my leave and come there in January or February. My project will finish in Feb, but there may be some testing going on in Germany. I will try my best to resign by then. I will tell you everything that I am thinking about. I too want to share my thoughts with you.

I remember what you said first when I asked your phone number. You said it will eat up a lot of money. And it is happening now. You must have spent quite a lot of money on calling me, right? I don't want to say not to call me. But what will we do if you lose so much money like this? My case is OK, I haven't called you that much. You know I am giving a major portion of my salary to home. Are you losing a lot of money because of me? I know we will be together and we will earn together, but now, you may have lots of needs, right? But I want to hear your voice, your giggling, and your questions...everything you feel...

Yesterday you asked me a question and I understand why you asked it. Believe me, I haven't done anything like that and I don't plan to do it also. You know what I can do when I feel like having sex. I have told you about my sexual relationships. I have told you about the girls with which had affairs. You know all about that. And there is one thing which I didn't tell you. When I went home this time, my parents told me that lots of marriage proposals were coming for me. You know there is a dowry system still existing here, even though it is illegal. The parents of the girl will give money to their daughter and her husband before marriage. This time I got an offer of 1crore Rupees (Indian currency). That is about 250,000$ US!!! But fortunately, my parents turned it down. I feel sick of this system.

Yesterday when I went to sleep, I could really feel you beside me. You on top of me, then I on top of you and our light on top of us!!! And I can't wait to meet my cold bodied little girl. I felt depressed when you cried that day. You are so softhearted and I don't know how you keep a stern face to the world. You are tooo soft in your heart. I should not have asked for a kiss then...

Today is a holiday for us. I came here to write to you. No, no it is not for you, it is for me!

All my love

Kamal

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