From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 17 September, 1999 01:58 PM

Subject: No contracts, only bonds!

My dearest girl,

That was an idea. But I don't like the word contract. It sounds like we are having a mechanical relationship. No, no contracts. It is a bond. A bond from our heart. I am sure that you will be always nice to me and I can't be bad for you. There is no question of parting after one month. But still, I want you to be my own forever, not for a 4 year period. But for the time being, this idea seems practical even though not very good for our love. I will be yours always even after four years. You will be the first girl in my life with whom I make love. Of course, the other things were just lust, not love. How can I ever forget or dislike the girl to whom I gave my mind and body wholeheartedly? No, we can never hate or forget each other. I believe that our four years are just a beginning for the decades to come.

I will send my solo photo soon. I have many photos of mine, but most of them are group photos. I can send them, but you know, I don't want many people at your computer staring at you! I will soon send my photo. OK? If you want I can send an old photo in the next mail which was taken when I joined the company. It is a solo. I am smiling horribly in that!!

Never ever think an aim in my life. Before meeting that aim, I can't die. Maybe when we meet I may get a heart attack of joy! So we are here to live together, not to die together, OK?

Hmmm...I don't actually believe very much in rebirths. But ow as you said, I too can't think of any other reason why we met. When there were no chances of meeting at all~ a website, your note, my interest, everything happened to fall in place! It is really something beyond our imagination. Maybe we will meet in the next life also. I hope that time we are more closely located, without this much of obstacles in the way. Maybe...

So we are getting closer and closer, and the time for our meeting is approaching nearer...I am waiting for that, I am waiting for that time when you will be mine only and I will be yours only...

Lots of love

Kamal