From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 14 September, 1999 02:54 PM

Subject: I am confused

Dear Sabrina,

I am in utter confusion. I didn't understand the last two letters you wrote. I got the feeling that you are trying to say me something, are you? You asked me to go to my old lover. I don't know why! Then you said you can't believe my word. I don't know why. What is scaring you? You told yourself not to expect too much from my love. Pleeease tell me what you mean...

I don't mind your dark sides, because I don't want you to be perfect. If you are perfect, I will start to worship you, instead of loving. So I want you to be in the same way as you are now. But what bothers me is that you are always wavering, not saying directly what you think. Are you really scared about your future? Do you want to find someone from your country to live with you? I can't say no to these. But I don't think I will be too happy. You are playing with love!!!

Can you just say "bye" and walk away from me? I don't think you can. I have you in my heart. I know your heart, I know you, and I like you with all your bad habits. You told me to go to my ex-girlfriend. Do you really mean it? I can never say this thing to you!

I want to write to you a lot. But now I am confused...

Love always

Kamal