From: Kamal E Y [email protected]>

To: Sabrina [email protected] >

Sent: 23 August, 1999 04:13 PM

Subject: I am happy

Dear Sabrina,

It is easy to say be happy. But I am happy because you told me what is in your mind. But sometimes, I am forced to think about what would have happened if you came here to India and we met? I am almost sure that I wouldn't have let us go away. Ok, that is all past, but I still wonder...

I read about the earthquake in Turkey. And it is indeed terrible to have so many people's death. Hut until something happens your next door we never think of those sufferings of the people.

I am no writing these letters from Computer center, I am writing these from my office. My day starts with your letter. Or, at least once it used to. Still what I open first in the morning is your mail.

Why don't you tell about Him? I don't think it will be a hindrance between us. Maybe I can help you in some way too. I have adjusted to the face that I can't be jealous of him.

My Mother is very important to me. But I am sure that she will support me in all my deeds. Once I stopped talking to my mother for 2 years just for my first love. I know it was terrible for her. But when I love I stop thinking...You taught me to be rational in love.

Yes, I like to be with you when you invite your friends and their lovers to your house. I don't know maybe I will feel sad. But being with you will make me feel nice.

I still wonder why you said "I love you" to me even if you knew things are going to happen this way...but I am glad, I savoured the sweetness of intimacy for 2 months...

Love

Kamal