《0 damage assassin》Side story 2. Struggled one

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(Pope´s POV)

Why have I worked so hard for? I haven´t accomplized anything. Why must church persecute demihuman race. Sure not all of them are kind or good. No one is. I thought by rising to very top of church I could change how everyone acts around them. I have kept my thought hidden all this time. I have sacrificed even my loved ones to get to this point. Why can´t I be open about it? Am I ashamed of my doings? Is my status more important than them? Do I deserve this status when I have sacrificed so much? Am I doing the right thing, god?

I have done everything to get here and now when I got the power I hesitated to use it. I´m not sure why I´m hesitating. Why can´t I do anything? I have power to change everything and now I´m hesitating. This can´t be right. This doesn´t make any sense. Is god placing me to new challenge to test my fate?

I should be leading the resistance but I´m not doing anything. I´m scared. This is too much. Worst thing is I don´t know reason behind it. I need a sign but I can´t place everything to it. God have given us freedom of choice. I can´t worce all responcibility to god. That isn´t right.

I must do something. Anything. Anything at all. I can´t stop now. If I do then I will stop forever. Please. Someone. Help me.

"Do I have to come here?" (Main lead)

"Of course. How else could you find anyone to take care of you?" (Mom)

"I think you are the largest reason for it. No one wants you to become their mother in law." (Main lead)

"Can´t you at least pretent that it isn´t true?" (Mom)

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"Accepting is first part of healing process." (Main lead)

"You have no reason to fight me. This isn´t my fault. You could avoid this if you would take initiative actions on your own." (Mom)

"Why? There is no reason to take a lead if you don´t want to. No matter how much power you possess you will surely fail at some point. Of course we grow everytime we fail but that isn´t reason to go ahead to failure when someone else can take a lead. I just have to make sure no one falls behind everyone else. I want to be a safety net to those how work the hardest." (Main lead)

"You are hopeless." (Mom)

That is right. Why couldn´t I see it? I should become someone how protects those how work the hardest to demihumans. There will be failures but I will protect them. They will surely become final victors when I protect them behind the scenes.

"Not necessary. I have one reason why I want to be here." (Main lead)

"Oh. What is that?" (Mom)

"I heard church captured gorgon girl couple of days ago. Of course I will save her." (Main lead)

And I will protect you while you are doing so.

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