Haaa~ Life is… Boring, huh.

That’s the feeling that I always carry on from my first time entering elementary school 19 years ago. I’m born from a very rich family, rich enough that I don’t know how to use all of my daily pocket money. A lot of people know my family, there is not even one who don’t know them. If they don’t know my family name, maybe it is them who live around the slum or they who don’t have a socialize life. But don’t worry, they are just a minority to the society.

“Hey, Do you know ‘Alba Group’?”

That’s not weird if everyone answer the exact same thing,

“That’s the name of the company where a lot of futuristic car were made, right?”

Right, I’m the one who will inherit the biggest futuristic car company in Asia, Renardi Putra the next Alba Group Heir. So that’s not weird if I can got a lot of thing what I want to get.

Maybe if that’s the only problem I have, I won’t got bored like this. But, what if you got a title as a “Doctor” when you still not 20 years old? Finish all of your study with 2 times acceleration in your class, so you can skip your grade whenever you are enrolling. What will you feel if you can do it? It’s cool right. But, what wait you after that? What should you do after you got all of that? Honestly, I don’t know what should I do.

Work for the biggest software company as the youngest person who got doctorate degree in your hand for IT graduate, I feel like my life is very easy. In fact, it make me think… “Is it Tutorial Mode like life in reality game look like?”. Isn’t it make you want to laugh? If my life will be this easy, so… for what purpose I’m alive right now? For what purpose another person struggle for their own life? To get their dream? Don’t joke around, after all dream is the first thing that will betray them in the end. That’s why I said that my life is boring.

Not just that, when you wish to get something that will make you struggle on, I try to confess my falsehood feeling to the girl in my school who got the title of “Aphrodite” or its meaning is the goddess of love, beauty, pleasure, and procreation from greek myth with the purpose to got rejected, and you know what happen next? Its exactly as what you think, she accept my feeling with the most bashful face I seen for the first time in my life. Is it weird right? I even heard a rumor that she didn’t even go on date once in her life time. Didn’t stop on that, all of rumor I heard about her is she rejected all of boy who confessed to her. If you see it from a lot of point of view, all of it feels to easy for me. Very easy. Is it luck not distribute equally from before we born? Honestly, I don’t even know for that answer.

Moreover, I try to play a lot of online game that have a competition. All of game with the hardest level I find from a lot of forum. From FPS, MMORPG, until Tower Defense. I played all of them. Moreover, I got the first ranked for all of them. First, I think that the player skill in my country is terribly suck. Isn’t it irony? Of course… yes.

Finally, I try to put my wish high up for upcoming tournament and try to get my first challenge in international competition. Remember that time I’m still 16 years old and currently enrolling in college to get my bachelor degree for computer science, so I take my rest one year from college to participate in all of international online games competition.

Although, I forcefully think of our country member as “Teammates”. In the end… I feel like my team win with just I’m alone. Of course, I got my “MVP” title in all of the tournament I participated in. that time I think once again that my life is too boring for me.

Maybe a lot of people ask me, why I got my doctorate degree when I’m still 20 years old and not in my 22 or 23 years old? Once again my answer is very simple, it’s because I make a new technique of sort that blown up all of technique that already used up until now like quick sort, merge sort, etc. for IT industry, this new technique that I make bring a very good influential to them. I named it “Semi-quantum sort”. Of course a lot of people give a good impression for my research and that’s why I got my doctorate degree.

Genius.

That’s what they called about me. Honestly, I don’t think of myself as prodigy. For me, I’m not one of the geniuses. But, its just another people specification is too low if they trying to compare it to me. In fact, normal people that I recognize have a normal specification such as Edison, Einstein, or Phytagoras. For me, that the normal people I know. But, I don’t care anymore, all of this thing just make me want to laugh to this kind of society. Laugh to this fucking boring world of mine.

Why life is too easy for me?

When I’m 22 years old, I already have my own software company. In just 3 second, I got $5575. Isn’t it too excessive? That’s what I think, but… whatever.

When I turn 25 years old, suddenly I want to try to swim in the sea. Although this is my first time to go to the sea, I don’t feel anything special. Of course I also think that its normal if I can suddenly swim like a professional, right?

In my first attempt, I can swim until the middle of the sea, maybe around 1 Km from the beach. Also I swim when the weather is suck. It like a storm will come anytime. Currently, rain in torrents. The wave are high, it’s like to swallow me anytime soon. But for me, it’s not a big deal. That’s what I think that time. However, its like this time I really screw up with my own fate. I feel I already used all of my luck. When I try to swim to go back to the beach, I see a fish fin and of course a big one. Even I didn’t try to find what fin is it, I already have a guess about it. It’s a shark fin. Moreover, its Great White Shark. This shark is on top five most dangerous shark in the whole world and its really rare to see this kind of shark around Bunaken. This is the first time I aware that,

This is the kind of life mode that I seek for a long time!

Its very hard to swim to the beach in this kind of storm and with great white shark that chase after me. Of course its very challenging.

Before I aware of this kind of situation, I feel like I felt something for the first time. Not a fear nor panic. But one and only one emotion that I felt right now… its fun. That what I feel right now.

Until this moment, I remember that this is the broadest smile that I ever make in my whole life. My heart beat so fast. Like a child that play a tag game in the middle of the storm around the sea. For the first time I struggle so hard to run away from the beautiful teeth of shark that already smile to me like it whisper to me like “Come on to daddy”. I feel like my body are dancing in the middle of this vicious billow. However, like I said before, this is the first time that I’m in this “Expert” mode of my life.

I see one of the ship come to get me like it want to crush me. Come straight to my face. I feel dizzy, weaken, and of course tired. For the moment, I feel like I will drowning to death in the middle of storm. But don’t worry, I still conscious, and of course with my broad smile attach to my face. Without fail I will try this kind of excitement again later. Maybe I will try to provoke a bunch of tiger or maybe wolf, I think it’s not bad idea.

Or maybe… I will try to swim in amazon river with my finger bleeding, hmm… maybe that’s the right choice?

That will be my plan later. But, when I try to climb to the ship, I see the shark fin is still after me. When I see to the upside of the ship, I see someone with Bali blue clothes and a straw hat come to my way and offer a his hand to me. When I see it, he is my right hand in my company and of course I trusted him. He is just like a normal person like me. He trying to call my name again and again.

Some of people inside the ship have a lot of spear in their hand. of course they are ready to hunt back the shark. What should I say, its like… hunter be hunted, right? If you ask, why they know about the shark, maybe they see the shark fin from the ship. Without delay, after I got to stand in the ship, my right hand man, Anang and his men throw the spear with the exact harmony. And yet, not even one of the spear hit the shark. its like they skill is very suck. But you know, I suddenly feel hot in my belly and its… hurt. Very hurt.

“Ugh!”

I feel like my sight is turned blur. A red liquid like blood… or maybe its my blood came out from my belly. I can see my intestines got pierced in the end of the spear. As I expected it is very hurt. It’s like my body is burned by the intense pain.

“!”

Blood came out from my mouth too. I coughed a lot of times. When I want to switch my vision to my back, one spear pierced my lung… its very hurt. Before I realize it, my body fall to the ocean. This kind of pain is very fucking hurt. Before I lost my all of my consciousness I heard a voice. A voice of my trusted man in this world.

“Goodbye, Mr. Renardi Putra… I hope you go to hell”

“!!!”

Its really expert mode in my entire life, huh…

When I think that, my consciousness is really turned blurry. Before I lost my feeling, I feel like something bit my belly. When I see that, I already lost half of my body in this stormy blood sea.

I’ll correct what I think before, this is really a very expert mode that I want from a long time.

However, its to late for me because I already lost of my feel, and the only thing I saw last time is a small fish eat my left eyeball and trying to eat my right eyeball too.