W-Where… is it?

Confused because of my current situation, I can only tilt my head to the left side.

Pure White.

That’s the only thing I can see right now. I think… currently I am inside a pure white space like room. As far as I can see, I can’t find any dirty spot in here. Like an isolation room that I always seen in a Hollywood movie. Its so wide, even I can’t see the end of this room.

Actually… where is it?

Step by step… I move my feet straight forward. I don’t have any fixed destination, just walk straight without even a single turn I make.

More and more I walk, I feel like my mind will turn crazy.

There is no sign of another living thing aside me. Dead silence. As if… I’m the only one people in the universe.

“Is anybody here?! Answer me!”

For the first time, I try to call someone in this white space. I shout the exact same phrase like that a lot of times. Shout and shout with all of my might. But, of course there is no answer.

I feel like my cold sweat is started to came out of from my body and forehead.

Every step I make, I hear my own step echo from around of this room. I try to use this echo to find the end of this white space but I find it useless. My step just ringing until it lost its echo. From this try I finally found that this room is very wide.

Once again… I feel like my mind is gonna be crazy.

I don’t know how many hours I walk in this white space. Straight or not, I don’t know anymore.

For the third time… I feel like I will lost my mind.

I'm laughing.

I laugh without any clear reason. I don’t even know what I laugh for. Only one think that I know… I just want to laugh. I don’t know what people may think about me if they see me like this but I feel like they will think about me as a man that already lost of my mind. Honestly, I can’t disagree with their opinion about me.

Every time I try to think why I end up in a place like this, I feel like my head will blow up. It’s very hurt, like a killer bee’s sting stung on my head. It’s hurt so much.

Before I realize it, my body already in spread-eagle pose.

Once again… I feel I really lost my mind.

Without I realize it I cried.

I cry very lout. I scream with all of my power while I cry. Crying… after that laugh out loud. I don’t know how many times I repeat this behavior without realizing it. Crying after that laughing. Laughing after that crying again.

When I feel tired, I lay down in my standing spot. Finally I stop laughing while crying.

Silent.

That’s the only thing I can do right now. I shut my mouth without any sound come out from my lung. I gaze to the white space with no end in front of my eyes.

I open my right hand and move it toward the ceiling as high as I can. I catch my breath after that inhaling it. I try it again and again to make my mind calm.

I close both of my eyes with my right palm. After that I catch a long breath. Without I realize it… I sing very loud. I sing a lot of song that I know. From a child song until heavy metal. I sing all of that.

And this time I realize it… I realize that I already lost all of my mind right now. It took me a very long time to realize it.

After my voice dry, I close my eyes once again. Now, I try to find why I end up in this fucking crazy white space. Even I got a headache, I continues to remember. Blood suddenly came out from my nose. My head without fail is gonna blown up. I try to suppress this pain. Its hurt. Very hurt. My tears too is start to flow. I can see some of my nerve from my hand. I feel like I’m going to—

“Welcome to all of our candidate… Now, I’ll explain the rule of this Great War for all of you!”

—Die.