《My Diary》A Possible Subordinate
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[Jyoti's Sharma's POV]
Huh?..... why is everything so dark?
I can't see anything. I can't even feel the ground under my feet. It's like I am floating in the air.
......Huh? I think I can see a very dim light far away. I should probably move towards it.
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Why? why can't I reach the light? I have been floating towards it for god knows how long, but still why can't I reach it?
Looks like I would have to fly some more.
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Finally! the light seems a little closer now. I should be there any moment now. I don't like it in this dark place, it's creepy. It somehow reminds me of those sisters. Quickly! I need to get to the light!.
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AH! now I can clearly see the light!............ Huh? there's someone standing in that light. No...... it's not someone it's just two people. Who are they? Why do they look so familiar? I need to see who are they.
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Mom? ...... Dad? .....
ahh.....Ahhhhhh...... MOM! DAD! YOU ARE FINALLY HERE!. Here Mom! here Dad! I am here! look at me. Why aren't you looking at me? I....I *SOB* *SOB* wanted to see you so much....I-I-I want to apologize to you two *SOB* *SOB* *SOB*.... Neeeeeee...... *SOB* why aren't you looking at me? Please look at me..... Please......*Sob* Please just look at me. I said I am sorry so *SOB* *SOB* please for god sake look at me.......... AH! you finally looked at me!.
"You are not our child"......... huh?...... wh-what?..... da-da-dad what are you saying?
"You are not my baby" ........ whu-wh.....what mom? why are you saying stuff like that? I know it was my fault for not listening to you, that why I want to apologize. I will do anything for your apology.
"Then just kill yourself" ....... HUH!? dad?..... Mom... what is dad saying?
"Dad's right Jyoti, you have to pay for your sins" ..... Mom?.... but what sins?
"Looks like you are really beyond help now" Dad?
"Jyoti! how disgraceful can you be!" Mom?
"Looks like we made some mistakes during your upbringing" ....Dad.... please stop..... please, wh-why are you two saying this.
"I shouldn't have given birth to you" .... HUH!? .... MOM!? ....... please say it's a lie.
"It's not a lie you sinful child!" ...Dad?.... me a sinful child? but what have I done?
"YOU MURDERER!" Mom?
"YOU MURDERER!" Dad? .... me? a murderer?
Huh?.... there's something sticky on my nose? what is it?
.......... WHA! human skin?......... HUH!? something just touched my legs
"You murderer!" .... huh?... Ro-Roh-Rohan?
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why is your left leg chopped off? why is there a knife stuck in your throat? .....
....... "You did it! what an impossible kid" Dad? ....... me? NO! I haven't done this.
"Yes, you did! you little bitch! you killed me so that you can save your own ass. I hope you go to the fucking hell!"
No.... No..... NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I didn't do anything! it is all those sister's fault! I didn't do anything wrong!.
"What a horrible child" NO! DAD! NO!.
"You are my biggest mistake" MOM! I AM JUST A VICTIM!
"YEAH? say that to my face, you bitch!" AHH..... AAAAAAA...... AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! STOP IT! STOP IT! Stop pulling me back to the darkness!.
Mom! Dad! They are moving far away! STOP IT! Let go of me, Rohan!
"You filthy child" DAD!
"Just kill yourself" MOM!
Let me explain! it's not my fault! I am just a victim! Please *SOB* *SOB* ....Please LISTEN TO ME!.
Ahhhh..... AHHHHHH..... NO!....NO! NO! NO! the light is fading again. They are going far away again. The darkness is again enveloping me. It's getting scary again. I need to go back to light.
Rohan! let go of me.
"I am just bringing you to your rightful place..... HELL"
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NOOOOOOOOOO! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!.
Someone help me! someone! anyone! please help me! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! SOMEONE!.
*SWOOSH*
"Hehehe, what a pitifull child" huh? I am not being pulled back anymore. AH! Mom, Dad so you did come to sav..................
MEHAK!?
"Oh my, sorry it's not your parents. It's me, the one responsible for everything. My Cute Victim"
*SOB* *SOB* Please.... Please leave me alone.... Please spare me!. You have already destroyed everything I have. So just leave me alone now!.
"Hmmmmm? Who destroyed everything? I just tortured you a little bit and made you kill your boyfriends. Apart from that nothing has happened"
What are you saying!? My parents just abandoned me. I will probably go to prison now! ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!.
"Certainly, but that would happen only if you tell someone"
Huh!?
"If you don't tell someone, No will find out. Nothing will be destroyed"
Bu-But will I be able to endure hiding it?
"Of course! after all............ YOU ARE A VICTIM!"
!!!!!!
"Heheheee, Who are you?"
A VICTIM
"Did you do anything wrong?"
NO
"Do you need to tell someone about this?"
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NO, MY LIFE IS DESTROYED IF SOMEONE FINDS OUT
"So, you will lie to the entire world?"
YES, AFTER ALL, I AM JUST A VICTIM
I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG.
"That's the spirit!"
Yeah, I have done nothing wrong, nothing wrong.
I am just a victim.
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
*SPLASH*
HUH!? ......... Something cold just fell on me..... is it water?....... where am I? Why am I on top of a bed........... Ahhhh, I see, it was just a dream.
Hmmmmm? what's with this smell? It smells like shit in here...... huh? there's something squishy all over my body............... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHY ARE THERE BONES, FLESH, MUSCLES, AND BLOOD ALL OVER MY BODY? Where's Rohan? wasn't he dead? where is he?...... Huh..... A suitcase?........ The smell is strong from that suitcase.... do-don't tell me. They are smiling! The sisters are smiling! They put Rohan in there!.
Bu-But it's alright, my life is saved, I am not the one responsible for this. These sisters are responsible for this.
I am just a Victim,
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
JUST NO ONE NEEDS TO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS. THAT'S ALL.
[Mehak's POV]
Hmmm, the girl's eyes are pretty hazy. Her face looks dead. Seems like I don't need to fuck with her mind more for now.
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I untied her from the bed, but she's just lying there like a dead body. Seems like we have to wash her ourselves. Normally, I would wash her but since Mayuri is here, I know she would go crazy with jealousy if I touched another girl without her presence.
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Hmmm, the girl's being pretty obedient right now. Even though she's just standing like a broken doll while we are washing her, but she does do whatever I tell her. Looks like, Murder and Victim mentality really messed with her brain.
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YOSH! she's all clean now.
"Jyoti, here's some clothes wear them" I said with a caring voice.
Ohhhh! she's really just like a doll now. She immediately put on those clothes.
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I sprayed perfume over the suitcase so that we can conceal the smell while we go out of the hotel's front door.
"Jyoti, you are coming with us. Got it?"
hmmmm, she just nodded her head. It looks like she's not ready to speak yet.
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We reached near the front door, there is just a single male guard standing by the door, seems like it would be an easy job.
I linked my arms with Mayuri's who's walking beside me with the suitcase on her other hand. I brought my mouth towards the side of her neck and started licking it, seeing which the guard got embarrassed and started looking the other way in an attempt to ignore us. Using this chance, we stepped out of the front door.
Mayuri's face is bright red, she probably didn't expect me to do this.
"So how does it feel like to be on receiving end sometimes" I asked with a huge grin on my face.
"First, stop being embarrassed yourself. Big sis face is redder than me"
Huh? .... SHIT! I failed, but it won't happen next time.
Jyoti is listening to our conversation from behind. Her dead face seems to have disappeared, there's an expression of disgust on her face but her eyes are still blurry.
How cute, it will be more fun to torture her in the future.
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We walked to a desolate beach and made sure that no was watching, then threw the suitcase into the ocean.
Right now, it's floating away from us. The suitcase is becoming more harder to see. It's barely visible right now.
.............. And just like that the suitcase is gone, just like that, with nothing interesting happening. That's why I prefer torture, at least it never ends and can go on forever.
"What am I?" oh, it seems like Jyoti just spoke and that's some interesting thing to ask.
So let's play with her mind a little bit.
"A Victim"
"What are you?"
"The one responsible for everything, The one you should hate" and I really think these words are true as I am responsible for her fall.
"Is it alright for me to live?"
"Yes, after all, you didn't do anything wrong"
"Will my parents accept me?"
"Of course they would"
"Really?"
"Yes, As long as you don't tell anyone"
Her head hung down, it seems like she started crying silently. Her eyes are becoming hazier. She's probably coming up with various excuses right now to believe my words. She's probably trying really hard to convince herself she didn't do anything wrong and her rise from here to become a tool useful for us in the future is what I am really looking forward to. I will work her to bones so that she can become a splendid tool.
The sun is rising again, it seems like today I will sleep all day. Then tomorrow will be the last day of our trip. So, let's enjoy ourselves tomorrow.
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