《My Diary》Confession
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Today is Saturday, Ok.....Ok, calm down, calm down, today I will blow the final piece of wall in big sis's heart so that she can be honest with herself, right now she just went to school and my self-defense classes are about to begin, so let's focus on this now and then yeah, yup! then let's start the mission!.
After self-defense classes, I went to do jogging like always so that I could build up my stamina and speed in case a fight comes where I can't win and have to run away with big sis, though I would not like this to happen but unexpected things always happen so you have to prepare for the worst.
Now it's 02:00 PM so big sis should be leaving school soon so let's wait at the entrance gate of the house to welcome her.
Big sis came back home at 03:00 PM and the moment I saw her turn around the corner and become visible I ran to her and hugged her with full strength saying, " BIG SIS!, I missed you so much today" and she hugged me back while having a slightly red face and said, " I-I m-missed y-y-you TOO!". AHHHHHHH! there she is, I mean just look at her being so honest.
After that, we went back inside and she changed her clothes into casual ones and we ate lunch, after that we played a video game but it was mostly big sis playing and I was just watching her serious face while she was playing, hmmmmm, ahhhh I want her to also look at me with those intense and serious eyes b-but calm down soon, yes soon, soon.
Then my tutor came and I went back to my room to study even though I have already finished everything and even got the admission in school but after seeing my test results Mr. Jansha told me to study for higher classes but I honestly don't want to. I have been studying under tutor because it was necessary for me to get into big sis's school but it's already completed and I don't want to waste my doing stuff I am not supposed to as it obstructs the time I spend with big sis.
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So I told Mr. Jansha about not wanting a tutor anymore but he said, " Little Mayuri you are a genius in studies so if you start doing higher studies now then you would be able to contribute to the society so much and everyone would praise you as a prodigy, it's for your own good". But I don't agree to that, I mean yes apparently I am genius in studies and whatever but why the fuck do I have to contribute to the society? I mean I care about big sis so I will do anything for her but why society? I don't care about it so why do? and I don't want everyone to praise me as a prodigy that means nothing, I just want big sis to praise me because that means much more to me.
But it seems like Mr. Jansha is not going to back down on this one and I don't want to do anything to Mr. Jansha as that would hurt big sis and I would like to avoid it and also because he is the reason why I met big sis so I guess I do care for him a little bit?, but that tutor is not an option as now he obstructs my 2 hours with big sis and since Mr. Jansha is not going to make him leave then I guess I would have to something about him.
But that's for later now that he went home and we have had dinner, it's now 08:30 PM so now everything is finished, Mr. and Mrs. Jansha went back to their room and now no one will be disturbing me and big sis so we have all the time till tommorow morning alone.
At 09:00 PM big sis went to take a bath like always and now it's time to start.
I opened the bathroom door and took off my clothes and put them in the basket, this is my first time bathing together with big sis as we both have our own bathrooms so a need to bath together never arose but now it has.
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I walked closer and closer to the bathtub and big sis having heard my footsteps said, " who's there? "
"It's me big sis" I said with a happy tone.
"HUH! wh-why are you in my bathroom? " big sis said in a hurry but I know she already knows that I am here bath together with her but is just denying her honest feeling like always.
So I opened the curtain and sat right in front of big sis with my back touching her front and leaned backwards on her stomach and now I could feel big sis breasts on my shoulder blades, AHHHHH such bliss.... wa-wait calm down don't lose yourself!.
The moment I leaned back completely bis sis tried to get out of the bath but I griped both of her thighs with my hands and didn't let her get back up, hmmm I guess all that self-defense and various excercises paid off.
"Ma-mayuri? p-please let big sis go or big sis would get angry! " or so she said but there was no force in her voice and it sounded like she was just saying this for the sake of just saying it.
So then I starting carasing her thights and started hearing big sis's rough breathing, hmmm good she's already in this state, then I touched her arms and guided them to wrap it around me and again started carasing her thighs.
Now that I was siting with big sis in bath with my back leaned on her chest and her arms wraped around me I said, "Big sis I LOVE YOU".
".......... huh? what did you just said?" she said with a confused face and her rough breathing geting normal.
"big sis I said I LOVE YOU" so I said it again.
"AH! ok, ok, yeah, yeah I also love you" she said with a relieved expression but I know she's thinking about different kind of love so to clear this misunderstanding of her's I stood up again and brought my face close to her face.
"big sis please don't misunderstand it, I LOVE YOU" then I brought my face more close to her and touched my lips with her moist lips and it tasted like salt. HAAAH, hah, hah, aaaahaa, AAAAAAAH I can just barely control myself, I want to do all sorts of things to her right now b-b-ut calm down again, do this properly!.
Then I parted my lips with her's and big sis had her eyes open wide full of surprise and shock and face beet-red all the way to the ears.
"See big sis this is want I mean't when I said I LOVE YOU" I said it close to her ears then I again faced her from front and just in case she still have some misunderstanings or shitty excuses I said again with serious face while holder her cheeks in the palm of my hands my turned her face towards mine and her eyes towards mine.
"Big sis, I LOVE YOU, I LIKE YOU, I DESIRE YOU, this is not some sibling love that I feel as I think about you all the times, I even studied hard so that I could quickly go to school together with you and even started learning self-defense so that I could protect you from any danger and in the future would continue to grow even stronger so that no one could harm you, so please big sis face reality and stop runing away with excuses and just make your heart naked in front of me just like I have done and tell me honestly what you feel".
"I-I-I also........." she just said that with intoxicated and blury eyes and pushed her face forward and touched her lips with mine and wrapped her arms around my back.
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