Jay was lying on the floor battered and beaten with blood. Eszero shrunk down to a four feet boy and looked quietly at Jay. He could tell that Jay would need a long time to heal up again. He sighed in his heart, he didn't wish for things to become like this. He turned towards the female Eszero who had come close to him and she looked into his eyes with calm. It seems she was willing to fight him.

"Quite cruel of you for giving Jay another L."

Her words made him smile but he could tell she wasn't very happy, existence around them seemed to cave in, it seems she was ready to fight for her fate and existence. She suddenly calm down and the emotions in her eyes died.

“Who are you?” she asked.

He replied with the voice of a soft easing boy, “I am you, and you are me.”

She seemed to believe his words but still felt that he was her enemy.

“Explain everything,” she said with a delicate voice.

“Where do I start,” he said a loud thoughtfully.

“From the beginning,” she replied coldly.

“That’s quite a long way to start,” he said with a confident smile.

The surroundings changed to a botanical garden. Flowers rose from the ground and covered Jay. The two of them were in a white stone garden house with two chairs and a table.

He grabbed a chair and sat down at the table, she took a seat and sat down facing him. The umbrella in her hand spun as shadows cast over her cold diamond eyes. He smiled at her softly and told her everything.

He was born and made in a lab. He and his siblings undertook rigorous experimentation. He was like a broken doll with no will. When his sister Reese took him to the virtual world, he felt life for the first time. But his broken mind could not adapt to the virtual world and new personalities of his were formed.

Jelly gave him the will to continue, Jack gave him the will to care, JJ gave him the will to love, and Jay gave him the will to grow.

Using Jay, he made the thoughtless serum with Reese and use it on himself as the only suitable subject. With the thoughtless thought of the thoughtless serum, he was able to make something that could give humanity emotions again.

But there were consequences to using the thoughtless serum. His healing mind was forcibly fixed and broken again. It was fixed and broken over and over, it grew stronger and stronger every time it broke. His mind was strong, but his will was still not quite strong.

He shared the burden of his mind with Jelly, Jack, and JJ which crippled their will and mind. The three of them, even combined as one could not resist the crippling. With endless tiredness, he tried to end it all with a show for himself. Even in death, his mind refused to die.

In Tesra's world, he reduced the burden on Jelly, Jack, and JJ as he watched them do everything they could to survive in the unknown world. As the three of them made Jill and grew, his burden grew lesser. Jill gave him the will to be patient, and he stayed patient as he easily soared through ranks after ranks.

After Jill took Tesra in, Jill’s feelings grew like a friend and mother. Jill’s feelings affected him and he grew worried about Tesra. He used an expo spell and cut a part of himself, this new part of himself would help him carry out his every will.

“So that’s how it is,” she said as her face no longer looked cold.

“From then on, everything happened as it is?” she asked.

“Yes,” he replied as he drank a cup of warm tea.

“Bandy’s world,” she said with piercing eyes, “was the future real?”

He looked at her with calm eyes and a smile, "If it weren't for JJ, we wouldn't have been able to leave that world."

His words confirmed her suspicions, "Are you not going to seek revenge?"

"Snippity Snappity," he said with a smile.

Her eyes widen with surprise and became calm.

"You must have really hated them," she said with a calm voice.

"I did," he replied.

"Yet you spared them," she said as she took a sip of tea.

"It was for Jill," he said with a smile.

She nodded, Jill was indeed too soft at that time.

"That world must have been terribly dangerous to have pushed a rank 15 like you into danger," she said as she drank a cup of tea.

He smiled at her and took a sip of tea, "Their world uses evil and good to create Teana energy, it is quite a powerful energy."

She placed down the teacup and looked at him calmly, "Is what I seek of my own will?"

"No," he said as he shook his head, "What I desire is what you desire, and what I feel is what you feel."

She sighed on the outside, he could see that she wasn't too happy with his words. If a fight were to break out, he was confident in taking her out anytime.

"Don't be sad," he said with a smile, "I picked that kid Tai Shen for you to become like the others."

"Thank you," she said with brightened eyes.

She understood she was a piece of his soul like Rade was a piece of Jay's soul. He was giving her a choice and a chance to become more than a piece of soul, and she was satisfied with that.

"What will you do now?" she asked.

"I will do mostly nothing while you carry out my will," he said with a small smile.

"Very well," she replied with an expressionless face, "what's my name then?"

"Let's call you Jules," said Eszero.

"Another J name, how surprising," said Jules.

Jay got up from the flower field and this surprised both Eszero and Jules

"How are you still able....." Eszero lost words, he was sure Jay should still be on the ground.

Jay looked towards Jules, "Kicking a man while he's down, not very nice."

Jules gave a small smile, she was happy, "Don't take my words to heart, I'm sure you could beat him if you got serious."

Jay looked towards Eszero and a seat appeared for him to sit down on. Jay sat down and grabbed a teacup full of tea. He drank the tea and felt it was quite delicious. He looked towards Eszero.

"Fogalis used a pretty dirty trick to kill me, is it because of you I felt no regret?" asked Jay.

Eszero nodded and confirmed his suspicion.

"Back in Tesra's world, I saw a guy said fuck, was it your doing?" asked Jay.

Eszero nodded and confirmed his suspicion. Jay saw Eszero in a slightly better light, even if Eszero only did it because of Jill.

"When I gave Galvion that thoughtless serum, was it your doing?" Jay asked and drank a cup of tea. He looked calm, as if he was the most carefree person in the world.

"That was my doing," said Eszero.

"Have you taken your burdens off me?" asked Jay.

"Yes," Eszero replied.

"So this is why I feel so different," said Jay, "but why is JJ the lead personality?"

"He's my strongest self, second only to me," said Eszero.

"I don't believe it," said Jay.

Eszero gave a small smile, "He may seem like an idiot, but he's the one who always cleans up after you."

"Tell me the three requirements to become an Externity," said Jay.

The smile on Eszero's face softened, it seemed he already knew that Jay knew.

"You need the thoughtless serum for the mind of an Externity, mana for the energy of an Externity, and a deity's existence for the body of an Externity," said Eszero, “but there are still some other requirements that I haven't figured out yet.”

"Very harsh requirements," said Jay as he took a sip of tea.

"I believe there are some places with conditions that gives birth to Externity but they're rare," said Eszero.

"One last question, the person in front of me doesn't seem like the real you, why is that?" asked Jay.

Eszero touched his face with calm and loss, he looked at Jay with an unknown gaze. He smiled and started laughing wildly like a young joyful boy. Jay and Jules's eyes widened with surprise, the very aura Eszero gave off was that of a pure innocent boy, it was a stark contrast from his cold confident carefree aura a moment ago.

"No wonder you took Erald as your friend," Jay said as he stroked his chin with thoughts, "I didn't make the wrong decision it seems." Jay opened his mouth and started laughing wildly with joy.

Looking at Eszero's joyful laugh, Jules saw why he wanted her to help Tai Shen. Birds of the feathers flock together. A small smile came on Jules's face, she thought of Joy and what he had to do to live in the demon world and her face became a little sad. She tried to laugh with the two boys in front of her, but it seemed very hard for someone like her.