another year has rolled by and I'm officially 4 years old. it seems like my parents and pregnant and there's an overjoyed atmosphere in the mansion.

I've started tutoring due to my being labeled as a boy genius. however, it seems like its focuses on 3 things.

the pokemon study,

etiquette.

pokemon theory.

my grades are average in the past life, due to not going to school and getting tutored by government-funded tutoring which wasn't the best but I'm not complaining. however, since I know a lot about pokemon this information got soaked up like a sponge by me.

the pokemon studies were based around the strengths and weaknesses of a pokemon

pokemon theory was based around stats, abilities, and type advantages and disadvantages, and etiquette was solely based upon how to look the most appealing to fellow nobles.

it seems like the aspect of evs and ivs in this world is non-apparent. it seems it goes off the classic the more pokemon you defeat the stronger your pokemon get.

there's also solid evidence this is not the pokemon anime nor is it the games. in the games when you get blacked out you go back to the poke center. but in this world, you die. there aren't any save points. there aren't any pokecenters. when you die, you die. and that's a cold fact the tutor couldn't stress to be enough

it seems like levels in this world are a thing but it can only be shown by a Pokedex

speaking about Pokedex, I asked the head maid veronica when I will get mine since its a vital part of any journey

11 years old. yikes, 7 years to do in the meantime.

I also asked when my first starting pokemon will be.

"Hmmm you normally get a starter pokemon when your 11, however young master Avan, since of the high hopes of your journey in Unova you get to pick a specially bred pokemon at the age of 5 and bond with it until you can officially train it when you turn 11"

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8 months have passed and yep you guessed it Mr nobody that my beautiful baby sister was born

I shall protect her with every ounce of my being.

never again will I leave her in the face of danger. never will I look to hurt her. I will protect her

I won't have a repeat of last time.....

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Every time I remember the day my family died and left me on my own. my sister and my parents were happy to go on a camping trip but sad because they left me alone in the ward because me being freshly diagnosed with cancer. I found it incredibly selfish for them to leave me alone while they go on some camping trip. I got angry and shouted things that shouldn't have been saying. after all who would respond to that after you got told you might die soon? little did I know it was the last time I was going to see them. the smiles while packing. my sister waving at me with happiness while my parents looking sad through the window. I regret every second of it.

when the police came in to tell me the family has passed on I was heartbroken. the very last sentence we said towards each over was screamed at each over. and then they died. it was a "wildlife" incident . because they camped in a danger zone, I received no reimbursement however they were kind enough to give private healthcare and tutoring.

I was a moron. maybe giving me a second chance at life will help me fix my mistakes.