Ugh shit my head hurts. I was laying in my bed, meds were everywhere. Stupid cold!

It was the second day of my cold. My temperature was still high and I couldn't really move. I hate it when Erica is right!

I stared at the ceiling, and I remembered my talk with Hinata.

"I thought you went home already?"

"I got called by a teacher"

We sat down

"So... About that thing a while ago?"

"What thing?"

"You just stormed off"

"Oh, I was just really...*sighs* Pissed I guess"

"You want to talk about it?"

"Wow Kate is that you? I thought you don't like sentimental stuff"

"*scoffs*"

"It's just so stupid, I didn't expect her to leave, it's just so sudden."

I was still listening

"And to-*sniffs* and to think that we won't see each other for a long time"

Hinata started crying

We talked about it, Erica even saw us. Turns out Hinata remembered something about 'back then'. I said that she should talk to Yui about it, because the thought didn't even came to her mind. And lastly it just wasn't about Yui leaving, it was also about her parents. Not only would she not see Yui for a long time, but she wouldn't see her mother for a long time too.

Divorce, it's pretty common. But when you think your family is doing great, it all turns to shit.

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4 days Godddd it's Tuesday today I didnt go to school because I was still recovering or so I say. I was feeling a lot better to be honest. It was 5pm and I just drank some medicine that will make you drowsy, so I slept.

-----------------------------------------------------------I opened my eyes and I saw someone sitting from across the room. I jolted and sat on my bed, shocked. I grabbed a bb gun and pointed at the person. Don't judge me I didn't have any other weapon.

"Shit, who the fuck are you?"

It was a guy

"Relax, relax put the gun down"

It was Dazai...Osamu Dazai...WHAT THE FUCK

"W-what the?"

He smiled "do you recognize me?"

Ok so here's the thing, I have a lot of anime crushes. Crushes like Todoroki(my hero academia), Tomoe(kamisama kiss), Makoto(free) and I can enumerate thousands but...is it just me or is it getting hot in here. Anyways, Dazai(bungou stray dogs) is the character I was talking about a while ago.

"Of course I know you"

"So how are you doing?" He opened up a conversation with me

"Terrible"

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We were exchanging jokes and banter until;He stood up and got closer to me. He sat on the bed and he brushed my face.

Wait is this really him?

He whispered and smiled goofily yet cutely "do you wanna be part of a double suicide with me?"

Yep it's him, I giggled like a stupud teen and said "yes"

He smiled again but this time it was really endearing. His face got closer to me. I closed my eyes and felt lips on mine.

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There was tongue now, I wasnt really disturbed by it and it felt really good. I opened my eyes and saw...ERICA. SHE WAS....SHE...ISSSS....WE WERE... MAKING OUT!. She suddenly pinned me down to the bed. We were still kissing, I wasn't able to stop. SHIT SHIT SHIT WHAT THE FUCK. I finally got control over my body again and pushed her away from me.

Then I woke up

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I was out of breath and I was sweating profusely. I catched my breath inhaling and exhaling. I couldn't believe my dream, it was some inception shit. And to top it off I kissed...her. What does that even mean?

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Wednesday (authors pov)

Kate arrived late at school. Mr. Geller was already discussing important matters and she opened the door.

"Good morning Mr. Geller i'm sorry I was late"

"Welcome back Kate, tardy hmph. Well whatever just go back to your seat"

Yui hugged her, like she always did, and the rest of her friends greeted her.

"You finally came. Are you okay now?"

"I didn't really want to. So what did I miss?" Kate asked

After the brief summary, Hinata took Kate's advice and she finally talked to Yui.

The day went on like normal, but everytime Erica approached Kate, she slowly moved away from her.

They were all seated at the table. They were eating when kate brought up the topic 'dreams'.

"What about them?" Alex asked

"Okay for example you were dreaming about kissing someone but you don't really have feelings for them. And not only that but it also involves gay shit."

Suddenly Hinata was interested "what gay shit?"

"Yuri"

"Oh never mind then"

Yui spoke "well they say that dreams are subconscious desires"

"What?? I don't even like her"

They suddenly stared at Kate

"I-is what a person who had a dream like that would say, *nervous laugh*"

Yui said "well you know it's just a saying"

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(Dismissal)

Kate was walking, she was listening to some music when someone suddenly took the left earbud of her earphones

"HEY, RUDE!" Kate shouted "oh it's you"

The song was still playing and its lyrics were "And when we're making love, Your cries they can be heard from far and wide.

It's only the two of us"

"What's up with your songs? you didn't wait for me I thought we were going to walk together." Erica pouted "Are you avoiding me?"

"W-what makes you think that? I'm just not feeling well."

"Oh...yeah sure, you do look like a tomato" She put her forehead on Kate's.

"WHAT THE HELL? that isn't even the correct way to measure someone's temperature"

Erica laughed "It was an anime trope, come on it was right there hahaha."

"Uh-huh sure" Kate said in a sarcastic tone

They arrived at the bus station. The song ended, Erica gave the earphones back.

"Oh yeah before I forget, you should prepare for Friday"

"What about Friday?"

"You're supposed to sing a song remember? Anyways see you tomorrow" Erica said goodbye and Kate rode the bus

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Friday

"And here is Kate Mills performing a song for her friends" Sean announced

"Wait, OH MY GOD when how why WHAT?!"

Alex shouted

"What the hell is that really Kate?"

"You can all thank me" Erica sneered

"How did you convince her?" Alex asked

"Good old blackmail"

"This isn't good" Yui spoke

"Why no-"

The song started to play and Kate was singing. It was going ok and a lot cheered and genuinely liked her singing voice, until she sang the chorus.

"Now shut your dirty mouth

If I could burn this town

I wouldn't hesitate

To smile while you suffocate and die

And that would be just fine

And what a lovely time

That it would surely be

So bite your tongue

And choke yourself to sleep-"

They cut off the music and Sean spoke

"Ok that's enough for today!"

The guys and some girls were still cheering, apparently they liked the song.

"Told you!" Yui remarked

Kate went to their table, she was laughing her ass off.

"Oh my god I can't believe you guys thought I would sing something decent. Except for Yui. I'm actually surprised they didn't cut it off sooner." Kate was still laughing

"What the hell?"

"I mean the song is even titled 'Choke'

And that was the last time Kate was ever allowed to sing in school.