I have stayed inside the tent for almost an hours now. I tried to go outside but, it seems there is a barrier that prevent me from going outside.

When I walked just half ways to the entrance, I suddenly feel dizzy and the next thing I know is that. The entrance just got farther away.

No matter how long I tried to walk, it got farther and farther away from me!

They are without a doubt don’t want me to go outside and interrupt them. I’m honestly feeling worried. Just what is wrong with my magic?! Is it something dangerous? Why so secretive!

Without much to do and even if I want to think about it with my current refreshed and clear headed mind.

It would be pointless as I don’t know about this magic and mana things. So all I’m doing right now is just go to the bed and close my eyes.

Even in this situation, I’m not panicked at all. I know that if I keep mulling about it like this. I will not get anything, it would only confuse and made me more depressed.

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I’m so pissed… I want to kill!! I want to see blood!! Just what the hell is wrong with that bastard! He said he loved me?! Bah… What bull crap!

Aaahh!! What is wrong with me! Why am I so… Angry! So annoyed! Don’t tell me that i… really… for him?!

I covered my mouth with my right hand while feeling quite unsure and bewildered. I can feel my face becoming hot and my cheek started to redden. I feel this fuzzy and comfortable feeling inside my chest when I think of him.

Is it really… Impossible!! But… What is this raging anger that want to be let out the moment I saw them getting intimate?! I even dared to scold Ellen… Aarrgghh it was all that damn Monkey fault!!

When I tried to think about it again, I just couldn’t help but to crouch on the ground while holding my head. I was quite far away from Ellen’s tent, when I look back, I can see that it was still dark.

I know that Ellen casted a powerful barrier around her tent. She casted it so that no one could spies on her. With her power, overpowering it and force my way to see and listen what’s inside the tent is just impossible.

I want to see, I want to hear, are they still going to do it?! When I imagined him doing it with her again. A dark and murky feeling surfaced from the deep inside of my heart.

As feeling of irritation and anger attacked me. I suddenly have this urge to go back and kill him!! No one can have this Queen’s man! No one!! I unconsciously muttered this words without me knowing while glancing at the dark tent in the distance.

When I snapped out of it, I realized something really frightening. This is the first time I ever feeling this way for a guy. This desire to not let him get near any other woman other than me, made me really perplexed.

I let out a tired and helpless sigh. While feeling heavy, I get up and walked toward the forest. I remember there is a beautiful lake and it was very quiet not too far from here.

I need to calm down and short out my feeling! This kind of uncontrollable emotions is dangerous. The very first time I was out of control is when I slaughtered the people from the Yarva Kingdom.

That kind of berserk state… It was not a pleasant memory. Sigh… That man better be careful, or I might kill him by mistake.

But really, that is so not like me at all!! Humph.

I keep moving toward the lake while in a daze. I have been just in contact with Ellen, so the beast don’t dare to get close to me. Her smell’s sure is effective as a repellent!

After walking for a while, I can finally see the lake. It was filled with flowers and many tiny glowing little flies like creature moving around.

The dark night sky was illuminated by the light provided by this tiny little bug.

It looked beautiful and calming. Back then, when I stumbled upon this place. I tried to catch all this tiny bug and gathered them all in my room. It was indeed beautiful, but In the next morning, all this little bugs died leaving only their corpse.

I was so enraged that I killed half of the servants in the castle.

It could only be born in a place where there is a dense amount of mana. As it was born from the chaotic mana that was formed due to the natural law of this world.

“…. This place really doesn’t change at all. How long has it been since the last time I came here?”

I muttered to myself while remembering the last time I came to this place.

It was probably has been 2 or 3 years since then. It was around the time when I attacked Liven! Hahahaha how satisfying that was! Remembering that time when I waged war and killing the people from Liven made me feeling elated!

I can feel that my gloomy mood has disappeared. This place sure is magical! I can be relaxed when I’m here.

I walked around the lake for a while. Feeling a bit happy and free, I decide to play with the flower.

I wonder what I should make?! It’s been a long time since I can be free and unrestrained like this.

I tried to remember how to make a crown using a flower. I remember making it with my mother a long time ago.

After remembering how to make it, I moved my hands in a practiced manner. I honestly find myself to enjoy this kind of activities.

While surrounded by the glowing light from the Luc’s. I couldn’t help but to smile in a cheerful mood! I remember how happy I am when my mother is still alive.

After a while, the flower crown finally done! It looked so pretty with a red and white flowers. I wear it on my head with a silly and childish smile on my face. I really genuinely feeling really free from any burden!

When I succeeded the throne. I was filled with an endless pressure! Fighting is the only way for me to release all of the pent up emotion I keep building while ruling those bunch of retard!

“…. Really! This is all I wish for… Father.”

When I remembered how I abandoned the trust father gave me. I was feeling dejected again. I ignored the people from the church to invade! I ignored all my work as a ruler! All so that I could stop being a ruler!

Those bunch of retarded peoples really don’t need a ruler at all! I’m really tired commanding those idiot.

But… I still couldn’t abandon all of them!

I wonder if they have arrived at that place without any trouble.

I told them that I want to abandon the throne. When I saw their shocked and surprised face really make me want to hit them hard! Hahaha.

The peoples that are still loyal to me even now. I know that some of them are not completely loyal to me but. They’re all my father’s supporter, even if he has died. This loyal follower of his still supported me because of his last wish.

They know the reason for my selfishness, they know that I want to build another Kingdom for us. I have arranged everything perfectly. As long as they arrived at that place safely, then my plan will start.

But my biggest problem right now is that guy! That was rather unexpected. His arrival made my plan messed up! But it’s also true that, if he didn’t save me that time, I would be a cold corpse by now!

“Sigh… I don’t know why he would suddenly be inside my castle. But I am certain that he’s not from this world! Even if I don’t believe it, I can only believe Ellen’s and my magic. It prove that he is not lying!”

The first time I tried to use [Truth] magic is when we’re inside that passage. I asked him many stupid question… Damn! Even I feel embarrassed just remembering it!

I clutched my head with both of my hands, remembering that moment just made me want to scream!

I tried ti forget it and continue to make the flower crown, I heard Ellen’s voice calling me. Her magic is rather unique, she called this magic [Brain Link] it was such a unique magic that she developed during her childhood.

“Hmph…”

I snorted when I know that she want to meet me! Even if I don’t answer her, she’s going to come here anyway! This is her domain. Nothing can escape from her sense!

So I just continue to make the flower crown with a gloomy mood once again! I tried so hard to forget about it, and you just have to ruin it! You think I’m scared just because you’re an Overlord?! See how I give you some beating!!