An Anomaly's Life Inside A Galge is Seriously too harsh for me!

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Gray/Matsuri POV:

She who always tried her best even though she had no talent for it

She who had a strong sense of duty because of her family lineage even though many kept mocking her for being a 'much serious girl'.

She who worked hard to the point that not a day there wasn't a new bruise located on her small body just to reach who she was till this day.

She who endured a hellish childhood and poured all her efforts just to get stronger.

She who changed her original self just to suit my preferences for a girl.

And She who loved me Unconditionally for Nine years Even when I didn't even realize it.

When her Brother, The Crown Prince Told me all this, I was really surprised.

To be honest you were the first heroine who I really wouldn't want to get entangled with, because I was scared.

Because only when the Protagonist chooses you, is the only route you would get a happy ending. I really was a fool for believing that.

I knew it, I ignored upon the fact that it was an absolute possibility, even though i've told my self countless times that this world was already a reality.

Honestly, when I first met you at the forest, I already felt a speculation, the similarities of you when you were a child and you at the original game were too many.

At the game you hated touching slimy and slippery things yet you held and even wanted to cook the fish when we were still kids.

Your focused face and the way you pinch your clothes clearly shows how your always overthinking things.

And when you washed yourself at the river facing back, I accidentally saw a similarly placed beautymark on your small behind(butt) that the players also have seen in the game, when the protagonist accidentally entered the shower and saw Beatrice. there initiated the shower scene

I believed that those many similarities were just a coincidence because I honestly thought you were truly a boy.

But Why.......

I knew that this was now a real world and anything could change when you least expect it, I knew that all well but still....

Why does your role to always sacrifice yourself for others still repeat even though this isn't the original game anymore.....

just because how the system and developers made her is the reason why she wasn't able to make her own destiny.....a hopeless girl who has no true freedom...

I already knew that she had the most deaths in the game even though it was a Galge, it was supposed to be a happy ending for her but why......

Such bullshit curse to someone who didn't even ask for it......

Beatrice doesn't deserve it.....

A girl who would even be willing to put her own life down for her people...

Suck kind woman doesn't deserve to die just like this......so Why!!!

Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why, Why,

With a force that was slightly driven by anger, I swung my bakunawa which resulted to the Black Lion with Blue flames to back off and retreat beside it's cloaked master

I slowly put down Beatrice's cold body on the ground, while down on my knees, I looked at her corpse that was lying in front of me...Beautiful was the first thing that my mind thought of

*drip*

and before I noticed it Droplets of Tears were already falling down slowly from my eyes but why do I still feel cool headed and rational...

I grit my teeth to the point that I could feel blood flowing down from my mouth to the chin

I was grasping the ground multiple times like a child searching for something precious that he lost

"AhhHh...AHhh...AAAAAHHHHHHhhh!!!"

I wanted to scream more loudly, I wanted to throw a tantrum like a kid, I wanted my Emotions to overthrow my state of mind.

but due to my [Otherworldly Warmonger] which allowed me to think rationally and calm headed on every fight. it didn't grant my wishes

but still, even if it was all pointless...

"DAMMIT ALLLLL!!!! WHYYYYYYYY!!! AAAARRRGHHHHHHHHH!!!!"

just as I thought, there's no other choice.......but to use 'that'

there's no going back now...so that's why

"I'LL KILL YOU!!!!!"

[Skill]!

[The Crimsonian Asura's Battle Cry]?????

[Activate]!

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Narrator POV:

If you suddenly recieved a skill that you don't know that existed or were it originated from, even though you already read the whole wiki of a certain game, what would you feel?

Like when you just roll the gachapon machine inside a dungeon and you suddenly get something quite unexpectedly unexpected? what is the feeling that you would immediately let out?

Some say it might be joy, some say it might be Excitement, but this one skill......

what caused the receiver, What caused Gray's Emotion to feel when he recieved this skill.......

Was Hellishly Immense Fear

"GAHHHHHHH!!!!"

As He held his head and screamed with a loud volume that could be heard throughout the sky. he then heard a Voice...it was no old man...nor a woman's voice...but a very deep heavy and sinister voice, of an unknown being, a mysterious Entity.

It was a very sinister voice that only Gray could hear thoughout his head but even with just it's voice, it power was already enough to Cover the whole dome of the Colosseum with it's cold and sinister mana.

The Cloaked Majin and The Noire De Leone was about to attack Gray who was on the Ground but Immediately halted at once.

For they felt something sinister, they felt another being that could be defined and instill a different fear that could perhaps equal or even a being higher than the demon king they serve, that was the kind of feeling that they could feel from his body that exuded such Monstrosity

And at the same time, Inside the Inner thoughts of Gray...

[Do you want Power...]

"I...do..."

[Do you seek Revenge...]

"I...do..."

[Do you fear Death...]

"I...don't...

with every response, The Intensity of both the Bloodred and Jetblack mana surrounding Gray has turned denser and heavier that the Majin and Academy Staff fighting all over the place could feel death just stalking right behind them

[Rejoice and Advance Otherworldly Boy! For I the Asura of Rage! Shall Grant you my Power!]

*Dunnnnnnn*

Suddenly, A tempest of bloodred and jetblack streams of air then started to form a giant towering tornado that could reach and tear through the clouds and dyed the whole sky in a dark and crimson color

*shwish-shwish-shwish*

and in the middle of the tempest, Lay Vacuum like sounds that formed like a blade tearing through air that could be heard from the mana flowing into Gray, provided from the Sinister Voice and his surroundings

[Then Rage and Let Your Heart Frenzy!!!]

"GRAHHHHH!!!!!"

[Player's Passive Skill has been Rendered Useless]

[Otherworldly Warmonger:Deactivating]

[Warning! Danger!]

Even with the second voice, with the familiar system like voice warning Gray about his passive skill being turned off, He could now scream as his feelings told him to

"GRAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!"

Three Black Horns then fromed on his head like a crown, with the middle horn being shaped like a rhino's and the two beside it being smaller in shape, Sinister mana of Jetblack and Bloodred was fissuring throughout his Pupils, His skintone turning into a black color with red marks and lines, then blood that slowly dripped down from both his mouth and eyes.

Unlike the Extremely Handsome Gray, His Transformation now made him a monster that looked even more scary than the human like majins.

The cloaked majin also noticed that his feet were trembling, that no matter what he do, he should 'never face that thing' is what came to his mind looking at Gray.

and with just a blink of an eye. Gray was now suddenly infront of him

He noticed that Gray was at Waist level, it was because Gray wasn't standing, as if he had returned to his primal instincts, his pose was of that like a wild gorilla, with both his bulky hands supporting him.

The Majin tried to reach for a weapon from behind but Gray stared at him, he Quickly put his face nearer the hooded head of the Majin.

The Majin retaliated immediately with a weapon that looked similarly to a small handed blade weapon,

but due to the now transformed Gray, what was on his vision was just something like a black smoke on the cloaked majins hands.

And just like an Ambush, the Noire De Leone proceeded to horizontally slash him from behind.

but what met the katana on it's mouth was neither the Bakunawa or Gray trying to Evade, it was a blackened hand, to be precise it was Gray's hand that met with the Katana

Both the Cloaked Majin and Noire De Leone then immediately backed off in opposite directions

it was because they both knew the power of the Beast known as Noire De Leone, that no human being could still be alive after facing it's sharp claws and fangs.

and what's more, its that this Noire De Leone was even specially trained, it was a type of Monster that was leagues stronger amongst others, but despite that.

With simple ease, Gray caught it's attack.

The cloaked majin was right, that no matter what he does, he shouldn't try to attack him, he thought of escape but the kind of speed the transformed Gray showed earlier made the thought of escaping pointless.

Gray then showed the Majin a smile.

*Gulp*

and It wasn't a happy one, It was a very sinister smile.

Gray then dashed towards the majin straight ahead, as if sensing that it's master was in danger, The Noire De Leone who was behind Gray and at the opposite side of it's master immediatey followed behind

But Gray, with his transformed state was too fast that before the Majin knew it, Gray was Immediately behind him

"Rah!"

With a sound that escaped from Gray's mouth which sounded like a beast's, he proceeded to attack the Majin from behind with a scratch.

"Ack!"

The Majin Immediately backed off. but the wild Gray threw a barrage of scratches at the Majin. left, right, up, down and all other directions.

Luckily the majin could Evade him despite the injury on his back, the barrage then continued for minutes.

but the longer the fight went on, the more the wound hurted for the Majin, and when he Accidentally tripped on his feet. he used both his hands to block his front and closed his eyes as if accepting the death that was coming, The beastly Gray then swiftly striked with a nimble scratch.

*Drip*

But when the cloaked Majin opened his eyes, he could see a black fur infront of him, it was the Noire De Leone who protected it's master, he could see a lion in front of him whose blood was dripping down from a very deep scratch wound.

Still. Gray didn't stop, he continued to scratch the Noire De Leone who was shielding it's master that it would even take countless scratches for his master's safety, the count of the scratches on The Noire De Leone's body then escalated to a number no less than fifty in no less than a minute.

"Mrrrgggghhh...."

and as it made it's last final growl, with Gray piercing through it's body with his sharp claws, it finally died.

"Ahhhhh!!!"

The Majin then made a shout that sounded to be Angry that slightly mixed with sadness and fury, He backed off from Gray in a flash, reached his hand to his back then threw sharp coutless black smokes in Gray's point of View.

but of course with Gray's speed, he could have evaded it, but nevertheless he took the full brunt of the Majin's attacks, countless pierced black smokes could now be seen from his body. and with the last set of the blacksmokes that the Majin threw at him, he catched with his fast reflexes and threw them back at the Majin.

The Majin immediately turned away but the things that he threw immediately went back to him, one piercing his right knee, one piercing his left foot and one piercing his wounded back adding more damage to the already inflicted scratch from earlier.

The Cloaked Majin was now face down on the Ground. with the three blacksmokes he himself used, piercing his own body.

He finally realized that there was nothing else he could do but accept his fate

And with the transformed Gray knowing that his prey could no longer escape, he then jumped at the Majin and Massacred him.

Tearing the cloak and every piece of the Majin's clothing, Violating the Majin's body and after the torture. Drinking the Dead Majin's blood.

The Gray that Everyone knew of, was finally no more...

A Violent Gray...

Bloodthirsty...

With a Corrupted Soul...

Devoid of Emotions...

Lifeless...

Filled with Emptiness...

Filled with Despair...

And broken Emotions...

or that was what we thought...

[Come and take a peek at the Abyss, and see for yourself the sacrifice you have made]

Inside Gray's thoughts, was a pitch black void of darkness,

[Once for a second chance and twice shall be no more]

But there was something that he could hear, another different voice...

A voice that kept annoyingly talking despite everything being pitch black.

[Tick-tock says the Pendelum Clock]

[Clink-Clank says the Hour Glass]

[Wish-Wash says the Watch]

Gray thought that he was going insane but despite his struggles on not listening, the voice still wouldn't stop talking.

[Tis Free but Tis Priceless, None shall own it but All shall use it, This can't be Kept but can be Spent, and Once lost can never again be Taken back]

(Damn It, who are you?!)

Gray shouted at himself on his mind and surprisingly--

[I am the Beginning of Everything, and the End of Every Beginning]

the voice unexpectedly answered him without even talking

(Wait what?)

[Oh, I guess it's already running out, Till next time again young Eon]

(What are you talking about? and wait who are you?!)

[I am you, yet you aren't me, I can see you, but you will never see me, I am your conscience but you aren't mine, I am the Crimsonian Asura of Rage...And the Overlord Keeper of Time, Cronus]

(wait wha-!?)

[You will not remember the events in here so I'll keep it short]

[Chromus-Liberius-Chrisostomus-Amorus-Natch]

He then begins to chant something that Gray couldn't properly decipher, and after a short while he finally finished.

[I shall remove all negativities and leave out all the other memories]

(Hey!)

He's not gonna tell me what It means so I wont bother asking about it

[Remember young Eon, if once again you get lost, you may look, but you will 'never' find me, Remember that]

(yeah sur--)

[And lastly, don't hurt that child, she's suffered far too much already]

(Huh? wait!?)

as the pitch black world was slowly turning back into light, Gray then Started to open his eyes

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Gray/Matsuri POV:

"Ga-hak!"

as I immediately Opened my eyes, I was Gasping Heavily and sweating buckets, my hands were already reaching out on the ceiling, while still lying down on my bed...

(wait, I feel like I've said this before)

I check the date and confirmed that 'nothing' changed because it was the day of the Inter-Class tournament and where I challenged Beatrice to a duel

(Wait...Beatrice...!)

When I thought of Beatrice, I felt something that fell down my chin.

*Drip*

(Huh...tears?...but why?...)

I don't know why but I was uncontrollably crying just by remembering the Face of Beatrice.

remembering Beatrice suddenly brought pain in my chest that I myself couldn't understand why.

foggy memories then entered my mind, they were mine but it felt like they weren't at the same time.

there was one thing I could clearly remember...but for now I came to a conclusion that--

"It was all......a dream?"

~Chapter End~