No, I don’t think the king would believe me. Even if he did, I don’t think he will pardon me. There were many noble girls at the selection with much fancier clothing than the 3 lower nobility girls that wanted to stay here. There was even 1 girl who has the most outstanding clothes and carriage that I saw outside. She is very most like a daughter of the highest nobility. Most likely the entire kingdom knows about this.

If the king does pardon me, I’m sure the entire kingdom will be in outrage knowing that a royal would have murdered their daughters in his bed. A sick pedophile royal who rapes and kills little nobility girls in his bed if given the chance. The king’s reputation and support would be tarnished if he saved me. The girls did say something about not being young enough. I am guessing this past scumbag ‘me’ wanted to have girls even younger than 10 at the selection process but the king wouldn’t allow it.

Most likely I will have to make a run for it.

I will have to abandon everything here and live life as a framed fugitive. This sucks. I used to read transported into another world for fun. I never expected it to happen to me. And the difficulty was set to the highest hardest difficulty. I’m assuming the first 12 hours were my chance to make some preparations but I blew it.

Something was bothering me about Azure’s hair color. I was the only person with black hair and I wonder if black hair made you stronger? Even though all the girls had an interesting hair color, her blonde hair color reminded me of my crush in the real world. My real-life crush said that she didn’t like having brown hair so she dyed it blonde.

Azure was different from the other maids. She was displaying the same amount of strength as me from when we were carrying off the food supplies for the village. Also from our battle, the other maids weren’t as strong as Azure. I quickly rummage the drawers in her room. I broke open a locked drawer and found a solution smelling like bleach from my world. I took the bottle with me, it is something worth testing on my hair when I get the hell out of here.

I took a bag and carry off essentials like food, a knife, a warm coat, boots, an empty book, and a fountain pen. I didn’t know how much longer I had before soldiers started showing up to arrest me. I’m glad I took the 10 minutes to think it through and get some stuff before blindly running off into the wilderness. I scanned the surroundings of the manor. I realized my eyesight was really good if I focused. I can see things far away. There were still no soldiers after me yet.

I didn’t run off yet.

Sena, Kaida and Tuuli deserved a proper burial. I found a shovel and dug 3 graves for the 3 of them. It took me about 3 minutes total since I did it at breakneck speed. I wrote on a paper their names and left it back into the manor about who they are. I also wrote a sentence that I didn’t kill them but the maids did. For verification purposes, I slit my thumb and left a blood thumb mark on the paper.

I didn’t know where to go so I picked a random direction and stuck with it. I ran for hours with great speed. It was incredible how physically capable my royal body is. I started to draw the conclusions that other royals probably have black hair and extreme physical abilities. The plains soon turned into the forest and I was running deeper into the forest.

Many small rabbits were running around, and some foxes. They make a nice meal since I can easily hunt them. I made a fire by rubbing 2 pieces of wood with great friction. Being strong is nice! I haven’t seen anything larger than a fox though. Night soon began to fall. I should probably sleep under the tree with the fire snuffed out. I wasn’t cold.

I only slept for about 2 hours and realized I didn’t need that much sleep anyways. It wasn’t comfortable at all. I was an idiot once more and didn’t realize my good eyesights translated into good night vision too. I thought running in the dark would be dangerous but that is the old world’s way of thinking. I am in a new world with a new body. I quickly transverse across the terrains. Barely sleeping 1 hour for the past 3 days. This nearly infinite amount of stamina is sure is useful.

I stopped running after getting deep into the unknown forest. Which should be safe enough. I thought about my life as a framed fugitive. I wonder if there is a future for me in this kingdom.

Should I try going to another kingdom? Sena did tell me there was a war going on so I supposed that might be a bad idea. Sigh, I wished I learned more about this world. The best thing to do might be to just live in hiding for now.

Hiding in the forest and hunting for food. What a boring life. I wonder if I’m starting to feel alone in this world. Even though I was an introvert in my old world. I see I must have started to change after talking with my internet groupies for the first time in the real world. It was the first time I truly connected with people. I never understood the appeal of it at first. I suppose with the right people, you can truly be happy with them.

I wrote in my empty book about the truth of the bedside murders, and my memories with the 3 girls. Short but very important to me. It keeps me going in this nightmare world.