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Mahi's

"Adii" I called him, he was shouting at staff. I don't know why but his next action shocked me. He came running to me and hugged me tightly, I can sense his heavy breathings. I hugged him back, without caring that his hold is crushing the life out of me.....

What feels like hours he pulled back. He sighted and took a deep breath, I know he was trying to regine his anger. He turned back from me.

"Everyone, you can leave" He ordered the staff. And within two minutes they all sprinted out leaving me alone to face this beast warth...

"Where were you?" He asked taking a step closer to me like a predator...

"I.. woh mai..." I shuttered and took a step back seeing the intensity of lava in his eyes ready to burn me.

"Stop, stop right there. Stop running away from me.."he shouted , I flinched at his tone. He came closer to me and held me gently and wiped my tears, about which I am unaware....

"Now tell me where were you?" He questioned looking directly into my eyes....

"I went to buy some books as I needed them" I know it is a lie but thank God I picked a book on my way. I replied very slowly. As I am very scared from his behaviour...He closed his eyes and opened it..

"I told you na, you will not go out without my permission then why?" He know he is trying to control his beast...

"I thought to call you but you only said that I can't call you..."I replied..

"You would have taken driver along with you. He will inform me, I appointed him for you not for just sitting in my car. But don't worry from now on I will make his work easy, he has to sit na he can sit at his home" He casually replied. I am already aware what he is going to do ..no that poor uncle

"No it was not his fault, he asked me many times but I want to go alone so I refused him"I answered meekely knowing very well that my words must have add fuel to the fire. ...

"Is that so, so baby tell me now what should I do with you?" He said taking a step closer to me....

"I am sorry, I will not do this next time"..I apologized because I know it was my mistake...he took a step closer to me and I step back involuntary.......

Till my back hit the wall...wow now I can't even escape from him...

"Done" ..I looked up confused...

"Are you done running away, listen to me very carefully scarlet. You can't ran away from me not now, or ever..."

He harshly grabbed my shoulder...tears were continuously flowing from my eyes... Seeing my tears he left me...

"Which Books do you needed?" He asked me.. eyeing the books in my hand... He took the books or more like snatched them from me...

"Ohh 'ode to nightingale' by jhon Keats' hmm old habits die hard" ....he said eyeing the book...then he eyed me from top to bottom...I looked up at him questioningly...

"What are you wearing?" he asked me, is he blind...

"Clothes"...I answered not knowing what to say...

"Mahii" ..he shouted...I am very scared of him and his mood swings...

"Saree" I answered knowing very well....

"It doesn't look good on you from next time wear something else"....he again broke my heart...he knows how to do it...let him satisfy himself...

"Okk" ..I answered and started moving towards my room....but his next words shook my world..

"I want to meet your parents" ...he said I turned back in a reflex but his back was facing me..

"I said I want to meet your parents, I mean my in laws"...he said now turning back, looking into my eyes.. emphasizing the word inlaws...

"You have talked to them na?" He asked from nowhere..mahi answer him otherwise he will definitely come to know..

"Yes, they are quite busy..and their health is not good..so they are not able to come in my marriage"...I answered and patted myself for not shuttering...

"Whom you are fooling,huh which parents not come to their own daughter's marriage and leave it what about you , you married when they are not well...answer me dammit"... He tugged my arms behind me harshly..

"You know may god not give any parents a daughter like you, you left your parents for surviving alone at their bad days...you are pathetic"...he again shouted....not realising what he just said, but as soon as he realised his eyes soften....but that it's...

Yes you are right mr. Arora I am a pathetic person, a pathetic daughter, a sinfull wife. Is it okk with you or you want to say more... I think it's enough damage... I wanted to say it but I stayed silent...

I learned one thing in life, people just wait for you to react.... And right now this cunning buisnessman is using the same trick, trick to provoke me, because he knows, If I will speak then I will definately can't stop myself from blurting out something.....but dear husband that fool mahi is long lost.....

"Answer me dammit" ... He again shouted, putting pressure on my arms.. I winced...but suddenly he left me shooking his head... negatively..

"You are not my mahi, my mahi is not like this...she can't see anyone in pain. So how can she left her own parents for suffering..no you can't be her because she is chirpy, outspoken..but you, you are quiet, always lost and most important emotionless but my mahi is never like this because the most important thing she cares about everyone's emotions"...he said and sighted...and again looked at me for an answer..

"You lost that mahi, the day you left her alone"....I said and ran off from there and went inside my room. I locked the door and started crying...why I am becoming so weak...not you can't cry girl. You are strong enough to face everything...to face him...

Parents...how you know what happened after you left...how was my life...how I survived every second alone...how can I know their condition when I never met them for once in these five years...but plz good make them happy and cure their all pain. .

There are many people in our life who say's we are there for you in every step of your life but just wait for the time and looked back you will not find anyone...

I know only how it feel when you call everyone but no one was there...

...."papa-mumma listen to me for just once..."

"You don't understand just a simple meaning...never ever show your face again..you are a shame for us..."

One says time is the healer of every wound but what happens when your clock is stuck at the same point ...

"Plz just trust me for once doll...your baby can never do anything that hurt you"...but the only answer I got was a tight slap...

"Go away" ...

I stood up from the bed as it was past lunch timing and he didn't had anything......I quickly washed my face and changed my clothes...

Sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of this marriage, when my husband is not mine. When I have to share him with someone else....is this the meaning of this vermillion and mangalsutra....that I wears everyday with the hope that one day everything will be fine I have faith in my marriage...but I just hope it was not to late for everything to be fine......

I moved inside the kitchen and prepared white sauce pasta with blueberry mocktail...but there are no maids so whom should I tell to give him his food...I was left with no other options..

I knocked the door

Twice

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But there is no answer from other side so I just entered...I looked around but there was no one...I put the Trey on the table and turned to leave...

When suddenly the door of bathroom opened revealing the hot Greek god...with sweat pants hanging low...no very low...water dripping from his hairs to very naked chest and...

"Are you done oogling me..he asked raising an eyebrow...I just looked down feeling embarrassed...

Then he looked at the food kept on the table...

"Hmm..alisha wants to talk to you...why are you not picking up her calls? And ya be prepare from next week her wedding functions are going to start"...he said and I just nodded...

"You know it's a destination wedding" ...he said trying to figure out someone...

"Yes I know" ...

"Then hope so you are also aware about the destination.... it's jaipur"....he again said emphasizing the word jaipur...is I seem to be a stupid who can't understand at one time.....

"Yes I am...in the palace of jaipur" ...I replied shrugging because aleey has already told me about it....and also that we are going there a week before her marriage...

He again opened her mouth to say something but the ringing of his phone cuted his words...he picked the call and started saying something in italian, I just shrugged and stepped out from there.....

Suddenly I remembered something very important, I dialled the number. He picked up in third ring...

"Hello" ,...I addressed him...

"Good evening mam" ...he greeted me..

"Good evening, make sure to prepare everything for the meeting and ask them all to be punctual as I don't want a slightest delay as it's already very late..."

"Don't worry mam. Everything is prepared" ....he assured me...

"The meeting will be after one week as soon as I return so hold every events according to that"....

"I will mam"..with that I hunged up...

Now the most important work is to get my husband's permission...but I will not leave my work for anyone or anything...

I can fight each and everything coming between me and my work..... because it is the only stable thing in my life......it was with me when no one was there.....it made me what I am today...

Aditya's p.o.v.

When I saw her standing there looking divine beautiful in her red saree... looking at me confused...I felt my heart shuffle a beat....she was looking like a angel....my angel..

I just ran towards her and hugged her tightly.....like my life depends on it...later I felt her hugging me back...I felt complete...she hided her face in my chest...as she only reached till my shoulder.....but fixed so perfectly in me....

When I asked her where was she first she seemed to be shocked, then said she went for buying some book...I snatched the book from her hands...it was a romantic novel...she loves to read such books...but when I shouted on her for not taking driver with her...tears started flowing from her eyes...

but why can't she understands that now she is not an ordinary girl..she is my wife...people just wait for a opportunity to hurt her...

I couldn't control myself, I asked her about her parents... She looked at me like a ghost... But when she said she knows about there condition... But still left them alone... My anger had no bounds... I insulted her because I can't say her directly to not wear sarees because I don't want others to look at her..she is only mine to see, but you don't see her you always gawnk at her......shut up!

I lashed out at her... I just want her to react.. if it was my old mahi na then she had punched me right on my face ... But she was just looking at me numbly, waiting for me to finish.... But the line she said in last, is still ringing in my head..is something happened after I left her.... Why she is saying like that.... But now I just know only one person who can help me to find my every answers.....and I am going to meet her soon.....

To be continued.....

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