Padgett Eve

It was 9 p.m. I was in the bedroom after spending another day in this mansion. I, myself, am suprised that I haven't gone completely crazy yet. Being trapped in this mansion is something driving me insane.

My daily routine is kind of fixed now, I wake up have breakfast with Sebestian and when he's gone I wander in this mansion, sometimes I get the opportunity to help Olga or have a chat with Albert, but they have been so caught up in thier work that I don't want to disturb them. I stay in the same library reading books. The library has more than thousand books, I suppose. There has been a day where boredom got the best of me and I began to count the books in the library but the count of endless and I was lazy enough to leave it. If not at the library I kill my time watching T.V., but lately the newly-found garden is what's keeping me stable. Yes, I discovered a garden in this mansion which is way more colourful and alive than this mansion. I like the garden it has a wide area and beautiful plants.

The garden is the not like the forest which can be seen from our bedroom. The forest is dark and a bit scary like this mansion. It has a bad memory attached to it. I still remember my escape through the forest. It was not the best escape plan but it was the only thing I could come up with.

My attention was diverted from the book to the door of tthe bedroom when ut was flung open and in-view came a stressed looking Sebestian Knight. When he noticed me on the bed he was staring at me, at first I could see some sense of relief on his face but I found myself uncomfortable and squirming under his gaze as he was just staring at me.

"H-hey" I said trying to ease the awkwardness in the room but that stubborn man didn't reply to me he was still staring me as if he was deciding something. I was thinking of what to do when suddenly Sebestian was infront of me he cupped my face in his hands and pulled it up to kiss me. The kiss was like the one I always shared with Sebestian, rough, passionate and possessive. It was a kiss I enjoyed. I was kissing him back but he didn't seem satisfied. After a few minutes of assaulting my lips he finally left them. He was still staring at me, his left hand caressing my left cheek while we were staring at each other. He sat on the bed, I could see his amazing right profile. He pulled me in his lap resting his forehead against mine, his eyes were closed, his hand was still caressing my cheek while the other was wrapped around my waist, his breathing was steady, he was different. He was different, his face was masked with calmness while his eyes held a storm, a storm he hid from me.

"You'll be fine." He suddenly said confusing me. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around his neck, my thumb slightly caressing the skin behind his neck. "W-what's wrong?" I hesitantly asked, careful of his bipolar nature. He pulled our foreheads away and stared at me for a while before dipping his head in the crook of my neck, his breath was caressing my skin, and he was inhaling my scent, while my fingers found there way to his hand and were lost in his locks and caressing his scalp.

I waited patiently but he didn't answer my question and knowing Sebestian's anger issues I didn't push it any further. We sat there for a while before he decided to speak, "You had dinner?" I was shocked at first, he never asked this. Was he going to kill me? Was he trying to be kind by not killing me empty stomach?

"Y-yeah, I did" I said preparing for my death but nothing came, instead I felt a bit ticklish since he closed his eyes which caused his eyelashes to tickle my skin. After sitting in silence and confirming that he wasn't going to harm me I decided to break the silence.

"Did you have dinner?" I asked him, remembering he wasn't there for dinner today. He pulled his head out of my neck on listening to my question. He stared at me as if I was joking. After a while he slightly shook his head, which was a no.

"Should I make you something?" I asked almost instantly after his answer. I can do that much, cook for my husband. He just let out a scoff and had a slight smirk on his face. Instead of an answer I recieved a kiss. The kiss was giving me a foreign feeling I recieved whenever Sebestian touched me. He was kissing me so hard that I thought I would fall back on the floor, but thankfully he had his right hand supporting my back. It was hard to keep pace with his lips but I managed. I tightened my grip on his shoulders and gasped when I felt his errection poking my inner thighs. He took that as a chance and slid his tounge inside my mouth devouring it. I didn't want to end up sore again, my body is still recovering from last night. I don't have the energy to repeat it all over again. He finally pulled apart.

"You're too good to be true" he said caressing my cheek placing me on the bed and heading to the shower before giving me a peck on my lips.

I didn't really know how to answer to that. I heard the sound of water running, which broke my thoughts. I noticed I was still in the bed between the messed sheets, the book I was reading was beneath the sheets, my face was flushed, my body was still recovering from the electrical shocks he and his touch gave, I managed to pull myself together and I decided to sleep. I was just laying down on the bed when I felt the bed dipping down from the other side, I thought Sebestian was there. I was laying still and my thoughts were proven right when I felt a strong arm snake arounfld my waist and pull me closer which resulted in my back hitting a hard surface which I assume is his chest.

I closed my eyes trying to sleep and ignore the handsome man behind me, caging me and with his head dipped in the crook of my neck. I let out a gasp when Sebestian turned me towards him, making my head collide with his bare chest, lightly. I looked up to him and saw his usual smirk on his face which just made me blush harder. I tried to contain myself and stop the stupid blush which covered my neck, ears and my cheeks but I failed miserably. I took time to take his appearance in. He wore nothing but boxers. His perfect abs and chiseled chest were full on display and I couldn't stop my eyes from staring at the view.

I blinked my eyes regaining my senses when I heard him say, "Quit staring, I know you wouldn't get enough." He said with the smirk on and I couldn't help but feel embarrassed. He just caught me staring at him, I wanted nothing more than this baed to swallow me.

"S-sorry" I said focussing my eyes everywhere but not at him. He brought his hand up to my jaw, cupping it gently so I could look at him. He just gave me a quick kiss before sliding his hand down from my jaw to my lower back, caressing the exposed skin there which was a result of my shirt sliding up. I could feel goosebumps and a shiver run down my spine as his cold hand came in contact with my skin. He seemed to be aware of my reaction to his touch as I noticed his smirk just got wider.

"You don't need to be sorry, babygirl. It's all yours." He said dipping his head in neck and placing kisses all over my neck. He was kissing, biting, and then licking some certain spots which made me moan like crazy. I just wanted a peaceful sleep, was that a crime? But at the same time I wanted him to continue whatever he was doing, it was like he was hypnotising me, he was hovering above me and I wasn't protesting, he was kissing me and I was kissing him back, he was kissing my neck making hickey's and I was tilting my neck giving him more access, he was making me his and I was letting him.

He told me to love him and I did.

While kissing my neck and making me moan his name, his lips made thier way down stopping at my collarbone. He was kissing and biting my collarbone, hurting me and pleasuring me at the same time. His lips were continuing thier work on my collerbone while I felt his hands sliding inside my tank top and it was not long before my top was off leaving me in my bra and shorts. Sebestian didn't wait before sliding off my shorts throwing them somewhere in the room, while he unclasped my bra and tore of my panties doing the same with the them. I was bare beneath Sebestian and he was staring at my body like he was seeing it for the first time. That's something about Sebestian he always stares at me like he saw my body for the first, he treasured me. He made me feel valuable, but he had the quality to make me feel like crap at the same time.

His head traveled down, after placing a lot of kisses on my chest, I let out a short gasp when I felt his mouth on me. His tounge was moving back and forth of me while his fingers did the same, it was not long before I could feel him inside me and I may be a slut to enjoy all of this, and give in, all of this.

I felt like a slut. I was enjoying having pleasure from a man who has murdered thousand of people. He threatened me, forcefully married me, shot my ex-fianceè, didn't care about anybody else's feelings. He was a cold blooded devil I find myself having feeling for. All of these thoughts were making me feel so low of myself. I felt hot tears down, as a result.

"Padgett! Are you crying?" Sebestian's voice brought me back to reality. I didn't know what to do, Sebestian was hovering above me cupping my face using his big hands and gently wiping my tears using his thumb.

"Did I hurt you?" He asked and pulled out of me. I just shook my head while he laid down besides me again. He laid down facing me while his left hand was on resting on my waist caressing the skin there and his right hand was beneath my neck and our legs were tangled together. Whatever the position was it was very comfortable, exept the tears which were not stopping. I felt a disgust for myself, this time I didn't blame anyone but me.

"Padgett, what's wrong?" He asked me while bringing my head towards his warm chest. I didn't know what to tell him, I just sobbed into his chest while he continued to caress my waist which surprisingly was calming.

I was thinking about all the things, which resulted in my head aching. My sobs were slowly dying and I let sleep take over me.