After showering and I got dressed. It was one p.m. The guard outside said Leon and the others weren't here so he had to keep me inside my room.

There was a knock on the door and I opened it before coming face to face with Devonte.

“Hey” he said

“Hi”

“Leon wanted me to come get you. We're about to eat” he said.

“I'm not hungry” I said and his eyes trailed to the food they sent me for breakfast and lunch. I had rested the plates on the desk near to the door.

“Are you sure?"

“Yes" I said and he nod.

“How’s my sister, is she okay?”

“I can say she's not dead” he said and I hugged myself.

We are going to die in here and that was a fact.

“Is he feeding her?” I asked and he nod.

"Can I see her?" I asked him

"Sorry Giovanna you'll have to talk to Leon about that" he said and I grabbed on to the door knob.

"Bye Devonte" I said before closing the door

I walked to my bed and laid down. Allowing my tears to fall I thought about what would have happened if we didn’t go to that club.

Few minutes later my door opened. I turned around and my eyes met with Leon's. I wiped my tears and he walked inside before closing the door.

“The contract says you need to eat healthy. Starving yourself isn't health” he said and I turned away.

“I'm not starving myself I'm just not hungry” I said.

“I find that hard to believe” he said

“Believe what you want Leon. I'm not hungry”

He appeared in front of me and I was surprised of how lightly his steps was

“You haven't eaten anything since yesterday so don't tell your not hungry" he said and I closed my eyes.

“Get up and let's go” he said and reopened my eyes.

“I already told you-”

“Giovanna I'm fucking bruised and I'm tired I don't have time for this so get up” he said.

I looked down at his pants and his hands was stuff into his pocket as usual but this time he was forcing his pants away from his bulge.

“I'm not hungry Leon”

“Get up” he said through gritted teeth.

I got up before walking to the door.

I looked up at him and there was this look on his face. When I tried reading it he covered it up and looked away.

He walked passed me and I followed him down to the dinning room. We were the only ones inside.

I sat down and soon maids came in with trays of food.They placed our food down and he started eating.

While playing with my food I looked up at him as he ate.

I didn't think someone could look hot even when their just eating.

“Take a picture angel it will last longer” he said

“I’m sorry but why would I need a picture of you” I said and he looked at me.

“I don't like that smart mouth of yours” he said

“I'm sure you would like it once you learn what it can do” I said and he looked at my lips.

Wait why did I just say that

He grip tightened on his fork and he bit down on his bottom lip before slowly releasing it

“Fuck" he whispered before looking away.

“Eat Giovanna" he said I leaned back into my seat.

“I want to see my sister”

“Is that an order?” he asked while raising an eyebrow

“I want to see her”

“No" he said

“What why not?”

“Because I make the decisions sweetheart and I said no”

“I-”

“Shut up and eat” he said and I glared at him

He can be such an asshole

“Why do you have to be an asshole”

“Watch your fucking mouth” he said while glaring back at me.

Looking away I dropped the fork before folding my arms.

My eyes wondered around the table and I spotted a knife. I looked at it for a while before looking at him.

He wasn't looking at me so he wouldn't-

“Whatever is going on in that pretty head of yours, don't do it” he said as if he was reading my mind.

Ignoring him I grabbed the knife and got up.

“Giovanna put the fucking knife down and sit your ass down” he said while looking up at me.

No I said and he placed his fork down.

“Okay what are going to do with a fucking knife? Huh? Kill me?”

“No not you” I said while holding out my wrists and before I could cut myself the knife was grabbed out of my hand.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He shouted while grabbing my arm.

"Mhm let's see I was kidnapped and raped by two bastards, I'm now a fucking sex toy for an asshole, I'm surrounded by monsters, my father isn't dead and my sister was kidnapped because of me" I said.

He released my arm and I stepped away from him.

“Sit down and eat” he said

“No" I refused before shoving my food off the table.

“No I'm not going to fucking sit down”

The plate fell on his shoes and he looked down at them. His eyes slowly trailed to my face and I stepped back as his eyes darken.

He was about to walked towards but change his mind midway, he closed his eyes before exhaling. He started whispering to himself and I raised an eyebrow.

He placed the knife down and adjust his suit before letting out a sighed.

"Go to your room" he said but I didn't move

“Go to your fucking room Giovanna” he said while looking at me.

His eyes trailed behind me and I turned around to see his mother and father.

She exited the room and since Aaron was outside I knew he would ensure she goes back to her room.

I sighed running my hands through my hair.

I have real anger issues and this girl is not making it easy for me but I guess it was fair because of what I'm doing to her.

"I thought she was dead" Dad said and I shove my hands into my pocket.

"Well you thought wrong because she's not”

“Why?”

“She can be useful to us" I said

"How?"

"Dad just drop it" I said and he removed his hands from his pockets.

“Leon are you serious”

“I’m always serious” he said

"What is going on with you both?" mom asked

"Nothing" we both said and she looked at dad before looking at me.

"Mom, dad" Lily said as she walked in. Dad looked away and I sighed.

"Hello angel" dad said and she hugged both of them

"Mom there's something I wanted to show you" Lily said before pulling her away

“What is going on with you?”

A lot of things

“Nothing” I said while looking away.

“You know you can talk to me son” he said

“I do know that but I have nothing to talk about”

“Do you have feelings for her" he asked and I knew he was talking about Giovanna.

“No plus I'm not capable of having feelings for anyone" I said and he sighed

“Son it's okay to have feelings or love-”

“Love makes you weak you dad”

“No it's doesn't Leon. My father thought that but he was wrong. Love made me stronger- your mother made me stronger-”

“And she can also break you, drive you insane, have you at her mercy. Now that I don't want that so the only love I have to give is my famigla” I said and Sophie walked in meaning that was the end of our conversation.

(Family)

“Hey uncle Leo, Leon” she said

“Hey little one” we said and she pulled me into a side hug me with a smile.

I see Sophie as a little sister more than a cousin. Infact I see all of them as my siblings because that's just the way we grew up to love each other. As siblings

"The mafia's ball is tomorrow and I still don't have a dress" she groan while pulling away.

“That reminds me I need to pick my suit” I said.

“I’m going over to mom and dad's so I'll see you guys tomorrow morning" she said and I nod.

“Bye" she said before leaving.

Dad and I went to my office before calling Sasha and Devonte.

After discussing shipments dad and mom left.

I got up before walking to her room. I knocked on the door before opening it. When I walked in she wasn't inside her room.

“Giovanna” I called out but got no response.

Shit

Please don't be what I'm thinking

"Giovanna" I said before rushing into her bathroom.

Leon ran into the bathroom and I quickly grabbed my towel before wrapping it around my body.

“You know there's something call knocking” I said

“Yea I've never heard of it” he said while looking at my wrists then inside the bubble bath

“There aren't any razors” I said and he looked at me.

“If you kill yourself you'll leave your sister behind you know that right” he said and I looked away.

I'm being selfish I know that but I just can't anymore.

“You’ll die when I want you to die Giovanna” he while walking towards me.

“As soon as I break you I'll kill you” he said while cupping my cheeks.

“I’m already broken” I whispered

“No you still have some pieces I can still break” he smiled while wiping away the tear that ran down my cheek.

“Why are you doing this?” I asked and he released me

“I already told Giovanna” he said

“I’m doing this for revenge” he said while moving the strands of hair from my face and to the back of my ear

“I hate you” I said and he smiled

“Good” he said before placing a kiss on my cheek. He released me before walking out.