I woke up in a dark gray room with black silk sheets. It was quiet and peaceful. I liked the silence but what I didn't like was that I was alone. I quickly got up running out the door looking down a long hallway. I looked around and saw a door ajar. I quickly ran through it not bothering to knock. Alasdair was there looking at his computer. I relaxed a bit as he looked up at me "bunny what wrong?"

Bunny, thats new. Well maybe not. I like it, it makes me feel warm.

Wait no Rayn shut up.

I netted my fingers together while putting my head down, he made me nervous. "Cold and you weren't there when I woke up, I was lonely" I most definitely could've kept all of that to myself, but it seemed like impulse to be completely honest with him. He stared at me with an emotionless expression, I couldn't tell what he was thinking. "Come" he said and my feet moved on their own. I stopped by his chair and he turned towards me.

His hands made their way to my hips as he slouched in his chair more pulling me into him, hooking one of his hand to the back of one of my knees and pulling me down. Straddling him, he pulled me closer and pulled my head to the crook of his neck. "You loved sitting like this when you would visit me baby" I cold see why, he was comfortable. I let out a hum and slowly inhaled, taking his scent through my nostrils.

This felt so right, his scent is so familiar. I got as close as I possibly could wanting to be swallowed by him. I felt his hand go underneath my polo and slowly rubbed my back. It felt nice, really nice. His hand is big and warm and I slowly fell back asleep.

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Before waking up I tried my hardest to remember and came up with nothing. It was quite bothersome and it was difficult. I woke up surrounded by the smell of wood and mint. Whatever cologne Alasdair was using smelled good, really really good. I woke up and rolled over. The big spot was warm letting me know Alasdair was here not to long ago. I got up from the bed taking in that I slept the whole day away yesterday.

I observed the room not noticing the windows and the black nightstands. The opposite wall of the windows were two doors I assume one is the bathroom and closet. The bed was on the back wall and the door was right across further to the right and directly across was a Tv with an console underneath it. Every furniture was black the walls a gray color and the sheets a navy blue with a cream carpet.

I walked to one of the doors opening it to be the bathroom, I opened the other one further down to the left closet to the main door of the room. I walked in wondering how far the closet went. There were a lot of black shirts maybe a fee white and gray. I turned to the other side and saw more colorful clothing. So these are mine?

Yes, whose else would they be his mothers?

Maybe you may never know.

Under my row of clothes were two dressers, well one was and the other one had two drawers which held my underwear and socks, I didn't have to open it to see since the top was glass. The bottoms were like cubbies and the held my shoes. I grabbed the simplest outfit. Sweats and a tank top as well as my socks and other things.

Walking into the bathroom there were two toothbrushes by the sink in a holder. The bathroom was nice. A big tub to the left the opposite wall of the sink and across from me at the door was a glass shower. I discarded my clothes into the hamper by the door and quickly took a shower before getting dressed snd brushing my teeth.

Im currently at the door that leads out of the room. Thinking to myself really. This man outside the door how can I trust him? He just came and claimed to know me, how can I trust him? I follower him out without even questioning for proof but he felt so familiar and I don't even know why. If my body remembers, should I go with it.

Turning back around I went to the nightstand that was on the side of the bed I woke up on. The first thing I see are condoms. My eyes widening at the XL on them. Quickly discarding that I saw a phone. Picking it up I turned it on staring at the apple logo before my lock-screen came to view. It was a picture of Alasdair eating pasta. He looked so graceful it's good to know he's photogenic.

My phone was already unlocked I'm guessing face ID? I went through my messages

Mom: your father and I just got home!

Dad: what channel is fox?

Alasdair: where are you?

The messages go on but I didn't bother to read them. I went to my photos. A whole bunch of me and Alasdair. I can see that I didn't have trouble being spotted since all my clothes are so bright a contrast to Alasdair, whose choice in clothes were black. These photos were going back two years, before that were basic selfies and pics of random people. Putting my phone in my pocket I leave the room. The hall to be honest wasn't as ling as it was last night, maybe I panicked.

There were four doors all on one side before you reach the stairs to the right of the carpeted. I walked downstairs to be met with a little platform before the last three steps faced the right. The front door was to my left and the living room was right in front of me so I was facing the tv and the back of the black couches. I took a left and walked into the kitchen to see Alasdair putting what looks like two omelettes on two plates. I waled to the island to say good morning and he instructed me to sit at the table. Alasdair put a plate in front of me before sitting across from me.

"So we've been together for 2 years" I stated. Alasdair paused before putting his food in his mouth. "What happened" I asked cautiously.

He looked at me straight, not anywhere else but mean and the words he said next had so much intensity, I froze.

"A car accident"

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