《Please Love Me (Shy! Yandere! Male x Reader)》Chapter 7 - Yellow Carnations

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The roller coaster ride was definitely not fun. By the time it ended, you had tears in your eyes from squeezing them so tightly. Your hands were still tightly clutched onto the handle and you had a fucking cramp on your toe mid-air from being so stiff. Leon, on the other hand, had lots of fun. He was grinning from ear to ear, and you've never seen him so happy. At least now you know he likes roller coaster rides.

"That was so much fun...! Uhm... Y/N?" He looked at you, only to realize there were tears in your face. "O-oh! You should've told me you didn't enjoy rides. I should've asked... I'm so sorry!" He lowered his head in embarrassment.

You stayed silent, feeling a bit queasy. You were scared that if you let even one word out of your mouth, you'd throw up. Leon took that as a sign of discouragement and whimpered. 'I'm so insensitive. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry-'

You tried saying one word to tell him you didn't offend him, "....No."

That wasn't very clear was it?

Both of you just stood there with you holding Leon tightly, until you felt better. Both of you breathed out a sigh of relief, thankful you didn't vomit. Grabbing your things, you hooked your arm around Leon and started dragging him everywhere again. That was when Leon knew everything was back to normal. It was eight when you guys left, deciding to go somewhere else. The both of you also purchased ice cream on the way, heading towards the botanical garden near the park.

When you guys entered, the pleasant smell of flowers overwhelmed you. There were less people because it was late and the dim lights and fireflies made the scenery all the more romantic. You sat on the bench and talked comfortably about your interests and opinions and when both of you ran out of subjects to talk about, you just silently continued to lick your f/f ice cream.

'Gah! What should I talk about with Y/N? What did Wikihow say? Make them laugh?'

"H-hey Y/N."

"Hm?" You looked at him, still enjoying your ice cream.

"I-I must be in a museum, b-because you are a w-work of art." Leon stammered, thinking of one of the pick-up lines he's memorized. You raised your eyebrow and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Are you okay, Leon?" What! He was perfectly fine if says so himself!

" A-hahah, nevermind...." His bit his lip awkwardly. You giggled. He was so cute! He's never made joke before - you should've recorded it! Grabbing your phone, you told him, "Say it again!"

He covered his face with his sleeves in an embarrassing manner, squeaking out a "N-no!"

You pouted, "Fine." Putting your phone away, you lifted his arms from his face and pecked him on the cheek. His face turned redder than a tomato. Laughing a bit, you pulled away only to have Leon hold your hands tightly. He .

"C-Can you please d-do it again?" Now it was your turn to blush. Still, you complied and kissed his cheek again. Still not satisfied, he looked at you with determined eyes.

"A-again." You obeyed. He squeezed your hands. "I want more." And so you kissed his cheeks again and again, making sure the other cheek gets the same attention. He sighed in pleasure, his hand relaxing in yours. Checking your phone, you realized fifteen minutes already passed.

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"C'mon, let's go look at the flowers." The two of you walked around, arm in arm, and admiring all the beautiful flowers. The first type of flowers you came upon were red tulips.

"Red tulips, a symbol or true or perfect love..." Leon murmured beside you. He also memorized the meanings of flowers just for you, in case you and him ever stumbled upon a botanical garden like this. He should get those flowers for you next time. You blushed but continued to admire the flowers, occasionally taking photos of them. You moved onto the next flowers.

"Lilies. Used to tell someone how beautiful they are..." You gazed at the magnificent shades of colours that filled the lilies with an awestruck expression. Leon looked at you in adoration. One day, if he has enough money, maybe he'd purchase a flower shop just for you.

Walking along the path, you leaned a bit towards Leon, wanting to make the best out of your date with him. The both of you stopped at another patch of flowers. It had narrow white petals and a yellow inside.

"Daisies. Represents purity, love, loyalty and innocence." Leon muttered wrapping his arms around your right arm. His hand lowered to yours and held them tightly, as if you were going to let go. You held his back and continued walking.

Since Leon was practically a walking flower dictionary, you started pointing at different types of flowers to test him. There was a huge patch of carnations, ranging from pink, to red, to yellow, and more.

You pointed at the white carnations. "What does the white ones mean?"

He smiled, "It represents purity and luck."

"And the red ones?"

"Which one? There's light and dark ones."

"The dark ones."

"Love and affection." Leon blushed a bit.

"The light red ones?"

"Admiration."

"How about pink carnations?"

"They symbolize gratitude."

"Oh! And the yellow?" Leon's face darkened.

"You don't need to know." You frowned, assuming it meant something bad. "It's getting late now, let's go." Leon tugged you out, ignoring your protests. You exited the garden, throwing the remaining paper of your finished ice cream in the bin.

"Er... I guess this is it." You smiled at him awkwardly. "I had lots of fun today."

Leon smiled back at you and blushed. He had lots of fun too.

"Uh... I... Uhm..." He didn't know how to express his feelings. He wanted to confess to you. He wanted to tell you he loved you. He wanted to be your boyfriend. But Leon kept that all in, in fear he would ruin this wonderful moment. You giggled, assuming he was trying to say that he had fun.

"I understand. Okay, well, I've got to go now. Goodbye, Leon!" You waved at him before heading the opposite direction of where he was meant to go.

He sighed, knowing that you didn't understand what he meant. "Goodbye."

'I guess this really is goodbye." You looked down at the concrete sidewalk, thinking about just now. Maybe he liked you? Maybe there's hope after all... You shook your head in denial. You'll see about that. It may feel special now, but you knew that by tomorrow, the romantic magic would be gone and probably directed to Lizzy. You've seen this many times before.

You thoughtlessly walked and stopped, realizing you were home. Pulling out the keys from dirt in a potted plant next to your door, you brushed the dirt off and inserted it in the hole. You heard the click and pulled the key out and pushed it in the dirt again before entering. Your mother was there to greet you.

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"Hi honey! How was your date?" She smiled giddily, happy you finally went out for once.

"It was pretty good. Anyways, I'm tired. I'm going to go to bed now." You started unpacking the things you brought with you. They weren't much - your money, phone, F/C teddy bear, headphones - but still.

"Okay, just make sure you tell me tomorrow. Oh! And don't forget to shower and brush your teeth! Your father is already upstairs sleeping so be quiet please." You nodded and went upstairs.

After unpacking everything in making sure everything was in order. You took a quick shower and brushed your teeth like your mother said. You fitted into your snuggly PJs and hopped on bed, cuddling the teddy bear Leon won for you. It was a good day. No interruptions. No disasters. And more importantly, no Lizzy. It's not that you didn't like Lizzy, it just felt like every time you have a close moment with Leon, she would be there.

After you left, Leon simply sat on a nearby bench until he couldn't see you anymore. Then, he texted his mom saying he'd be late tonight. Once Lea gave Leon an okay, he walked towards your house. He just simply couldn't get enough of you. He felt this need to be with you for a long time.

By the time he arrived at your house, you were asleep. At least he assumed you were because the lights were off in your bedroom. Yes, he had once checked your house out when he was 'passing by'. During that time, he thought about which room is which and came to the conclusion that the room facing the backyard is yours. He was lucky; there was a tall tree that reached the window of your room in your backyard.

The light in the living room was on, but the curtains were closed, meaning it was easier to sneak past your mother and to the backyard. Your room was the only room that faced the backyard, excluding the unused guestroom. Leon climbed the tree trunk and started going up by grabbing the branches. Finally getting to your window, he stepped onto the shingles that were placed between the first and second floor.

He peeked through the window, only to see your beautiful sleeping face, cuddling the bear he gave you earlier today.

'I want her so much...'

Silently, he slid your window open and jumped in stealthily. He made sure to take off his shoes so your floor doesn't get dirty. First, he just looked around your room. Then, his eyes came across something...

'It's Y/N's closet!' Leon blushed at all the perverted thought he had the minute he saw it. He tried getting rid of those thoughts. Dirty people don't deserve you. He quietly opened it, admiring and feeling all the clothes you have. Opening the drawers, he found where you kept your blankies. Reaching for one of your blankies, he took a neat one folded at the very back of the drawer and sniffed it. It smelled like you. It smelled like heaven.

'I wonder where her panties are...' Leon's lustful thoughts filled his head. Unable to resist those thoughts, he found your panties drawer and took a pink lacy one out.

'What would she look like with only these on? More importantly, why does she have such alluring undergarments?' You had better not have worn these in front of people. Leon wiped the drool off his mouth as he sniffed those panties like he did with your blankie. He panted in lust and realized there was a bulge in his pants. He wasted too much time. Leon closed the closet, gently placed your panties inside his bag and looked at your sleeping face. It was so pretty, with drool and small snores coming out of your pretty little mouth.

Leon took out his phone and took as many photos as he could. He took many close-up photo of your face, a photo of your whole body, a photo of your room, and a photo of your upper body that was cuddling your blankie and bear.

'If only I would wake up with this face greeting me.' Leon imagined the scenarios of him waking you up for work, cuddling with him in the morning, taking care of him when he was sick, and even kissing you on a bed! That would be his paradise...

Climbing out of the window, he made sure not to leave a trace of him behind. Leon climbed down the tree and sneaked passed the house, just in case your mother saw.

Once he got back, his mother began questioning where he went.

"Did you sleep with her?" Lea started getting angry. "You're only 17 for goodness sake!"

"N-no! We didn't do anything of that sort. W-we just went to the amusement park and botanical garden. That's all."

"Then why were you so late?"

"Y/N left earlier. I decided to go to the library and quickly borrow some textbooks for science tomorrow. Then, I went to a cafe and s-studied there." Leon lied, trying to be smooth. Thankfully, his mother believed it and sighed.

"Thank gosh... Anyways, the dinner is in the fridge, so if you want some, just microwave it and eat it. And then get ready for bed."

His father was just watching the two of them with a neutral expression. Leon gulped. He didn't know what Vince was thinking. Did he know?

"Er, I don't feel hungry so I'll just get ready for bed." Leon scrambled upstairs with his bag. He took out your blankie and placed it on his bed while hiding your panties in his closet. What should he do with it? Can he... sleep with it? Leon smacked himself. That would mean he's a dirty boy! And he's not a dirty boy...

"Ugh, what am I saying?" Leon patted his cheeks, a bit of pink dusting his face.

And so, the brown haired male pulled a blanket over his body, sniffed the blankie that he stole, and cuddled the teddy bear you gave him, knowing that you were holding yours too.

'I think she may like me too,' Leon gleefully thought, 'Today was a wonderful day.'

~~~

Yellow carnations = rejection and disappointment/disdain

Yes, Leon's pretty twisted. His yandere side is coming out...

So did you like this chapter? I tried adding fluff :D

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