neymar nodded and gulped.

"i-i'll talk to her."

i gave him a look and walked away from him, taking my device from him. i entered my car and drove off and in the direction of my house.

i'm not going to school til i get rid of mikayla.

for good this time.

•

i climbed through her window that is left open and closed it after i got in. my eyes fell on her sleeping figure and a sensation ran through my body.

i walked to her and sat down on the bed. i placed my hand on her cheek and rubbed my thumb affectionately on her cheek.

"mm, rosa?"

her doe eyes fluttered open and she stared up at me sleepily.

"you're not supposed to be here."

"i wanted to see you."

lia groaned softly and sat up, rubbing her eyes.

"what for?"

show them to her. it'll spare you.

i opened my phone and went in the chat. i scrolled all the way to the top and showed her the phone.

"why are you showing me this?"

"just read it, baby."

lia gave me a confused look and started reading the conversations.

•

the phone slid from her fingers and her teary eyes fell on me.

"i-"

her face fell in her hands and she let her tears fall.

i moved closer to her and hugged her, bringing her body into mine.

i didn't say anything, letting the silence embrace us, only sniffles coming from her.

when she calmed down, she leaned up from my embrace and her hand fell on my cheeks. lia looked me in the eyes and i started at her intensely.

"say something." i whispered.

lia didn't say anything as she leaned up a bit and connected our lips.

i sighed in content and kissed her back with just as much emotion. my arms went around her waist and i groaned softly in her mouth.

she feels so perfect in my arms. she's perfect.

lia pulled back form the kiss, her hands not lowering from my cheeks and she looked in my eyes again.

"im so—"

"you shouldn't apologize, baby." i said softly.

lia nodded, not arguing with me.

"can you stay for tonight? please?" she sniffles and i nodded.

"anything for my baby girl." i pecked her forehead and we laid down in her bed.

i laid with her until i hear her breathing settling down. lia clung on to me like she was depending on me. my heart broke a bit.

of course she was depending on me.

depending on me not to break her heart.

i know i did when i told her that i slept with someone else. i saw the look in her eyes that said it all. the look of betrayal, anger, sadness, hate and worst of all, disgust.

i didn't want to see her look at me like that again.

it broke some part of me on the inside. it made a painful throb go through me.

i don't know what i'll do without her.

let's just hope nothing bad happens to her before i get to mikayla. because i swear if she gets hurt, im going to make her death slow and painful.

a notification came up on my phone and i pulled it from my pocket, looking at the lock screen.