Angry tears follow down my eyes. I was stupid. Taking a detour, I drove my way to my secret place. After about 20 minutes, I parked my car on the side of the road.

Getting out I stand and observe my surrounding. The woods.

I wiped my tears and took in the nature around me. Sighing in relief I start to remember the pathway to my secret place and started walking.

Walking took a few minutes before I arrived at my destination. I stop in front of vines having from a tree. I quickly moved the vines that were hanging from the trees apart and gasp at the beautiful scenery infront of me. I will never be able to grasp the beauty of nature. I'll never get over it.

The gorgeous sunflowers blossoming in the grass, a big pond fill with clear blue water. The sun reflecting down , making everything sparkle beautifully.

The birds flying in the sky and resting in the tress. A light breeze making everything just perfect.

Sighing in happiness with a smile upon my face, I removed my shoes and make my way closer to the pond. I laid down closing my eyes, as the bright sun reflect with light and heat on my face. It felt amazing and at least I felt okay. All the negative energy just disappear from earlier. This is my safe place. I wish I could stay here forever.

I basked in the sunlight and breeze of the air. The sounds of chirping birds. It absolutely astonishing.

I remember finding this place when I turned 16. I just took my car and drive aimlessly around. Until I stop by the woods. I don't know what made me get of my car and walk into the woods. But I'm glad I did.

Soon I fell in a dreamless sleep.

I woke up shivering as the wind taint my skin. I sat up and snaked my arms around myself. I collected my shoes and made my way out of the woods. It started getting darker. I looked over the horizon and saw the hues of the sunset. It was beyond breathtaking, but I knew I couldn't stay longer. I wish I could.

I made my way to my car and got in. Slumping in my seat from exhaustion as everything came back to me. All I could do was shake my head at myself. Not wanting to cry again, I stared my way to McDonald's. I ordered myself the Big Mac meal and nuggets. I sat in my car in the parking lot and ate happiness. Yummy.

I wonder if I should get a job. It will happen with being alone at home and a good distraction.

Nodding at myself. I was going to get myself a job

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Standing up the next morning, I dressed myself and made my way to the coffee shop.

I did not think once about Nicole. I need to be strong and stop getting hurt although she is my first. I'll always love her, but enough of that for now.

Stepping in the little bell signal a customer. Rubbing my hands together I made my way to the cashier.

"Hi, I was wondering whether you guys are hiring?"

"Hey, Im not sure, but I can take you to my manager and maybe speak to her." she pointed to the back.

"Sure, that would be great!" I gave her a croaked smile.

"Great, follow. Jerry take over for me please"

I followed behind her as we made our way to the managers office.

"And we here, go right ahead" she kindly smile at me.

"Thank you so much" I smiled genuinely at her.

I knocked at the door and heated a timid come in. I took a deep breath in and open the door and walked inside m.

GOOD ENOUGH TO SAY... I GOT THE JOB!!!!

Walking out of the office, I gently closed the door behind me. I squealed with joy.

I made my way back to the front of the shop.

"Soooo how did it go"

"I got the job!!" I laughed out of happiness.

"Well congrats girl, by the way I'm Emily" she smile and stocked her hand out to me

"Thank you, I'm Eva" I smiled shyly at her as I shook her hand back.

I moved my eyes over her feature and studied her. She is really beautiful. Her hair is red and cut in her neck. Emerald green eyes and a cute pointy nose. Small pink lip and freckles laid across her nose. She looked about 5"5 with tan skin.

"We'll be great friends" she winked at me and smirk before walking away.

I looked down and held my blushing cheeks in my hands. Wow!

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