《Dear Heart... Why Me?》Chapter 15
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The day moved slowly, yet that did not stop me from feeling giddy. My heart was beating so loudly, I could hear it in my hears.
I just hoped she was not going to avoid me. But I had a feeling that that is exactly what she will do. Soon the bell rang for the last period of the day. The last seven periods went pass like a breeze.
Checking my timetable, lucky me, I had English as my last subject for the day. Once again, sweating palms and fidgeting hands. I'm always a nervous wreck.Walking to her classroom felt quickly.
Upon entering the classroom, murmurs going around as they whisper in their friends ear and looked at me with grins. Ducking my head I moved to my seat in the back of the classroom.
Honestly I just did not have the enjoy to entertain these idiots.
Sighing, I sat and took my books out.
"Okay everyone that is enough, books out and ears open."she spoke while taking out her notes.
I kept my eyes on her. Throughout the lesson I tried to catch her eyes, but it never landed on me. I came to the conclusion that she is avoiding me and with what happen.
I am going to talk to her about what happen, I need to make things right. It's tell her I'm sorry or kissing her, but not without consent.
The bell rang signalling the end of the day. Everyone hurriedly pack their books away and made their way out the door. Slowly I packed my things away. I just needed the courage to talk to her.
I finally made my way halfway through the classroom
"Enjoy your day further and don't forget to do your homework" she chanted after the hustling learners.
Turn around she jumped a bit with shock, eyes wide open.
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"Oh Eva, you scared me" she chuckle, placing her hand over her racing heart.
"Sorry about that, I just wanted to talk to you about..."
"If this is about what happen in the hallway, please just forget about it, it was a mistake" she spit venomously.
I felt a stake go through my heart, i knew this was going to happen but I did not prepare for it to feel this bad. Subconsciously I place my hand over my heart and rubbed. Furrowing my eyes brows at the pain.
"Hey, you okay there?" her voice lace with worry. Moving closer to me.
"Yea...ah, I'm fine" i whimper
"No I'm not fine, my heart hurts and it feel like it's breaking. I need to get everything off my chest..."
"Eva, darling..." she came closer and touched my arm.
Jerking away from her touch, it burn me. She looked at me with confusion and sadness.
"Please don't touch me, I can't stand it. It makes me want you more and more, and it hurts so bad that I can't have you. Being in love with you hurts. I never meant to fall for you. You caring and looking out for me makes me fall deeper" i looked at her, tears stinging my eyes.
"And I can never stop crying, and it so stupid and it just makes me hate myself more and more" I voiced cracked.
"I don't know what to say Eva, I...I never thought about it like that, I'm your teacher"
"You think I don't know that, I tried so hard to avoid you but you keep on caring and being nice and being so beautiful that I can't think about anything else but you. Believe I really tried to stop, pleas believe me" i whimper.
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"Oh sweetheart, come here" she whispered, pulling me into a hug.
I collapsed and completely broke down. Sobbing, I cling to her tightly while is whispered sweet nothings in my ear. I want her love that's all I ever wanted.
Pulling me away, she cupped my face in her hands and looked into my eyes. Everything felt in slow motion. Her lips crashing into mine. Her soft lips slowly moving against mine. In shock I stood immobile. Feeling her staring to pull away. Gain my senses..
My hand grabbed the back of her neck, bring her close for another kiss. My lips parted, kissing her with everything in me. Swiping my tongue against her lips for access. Moaning she opened her mouth for our tonged to meet.
I was finally tasting her lips. My inside quiver with lust and desire. My stomach clench, as we both fought for dominance. Pulling her in tighter, my hands roam around her body. Moving my hands to her stomach, feeling it clench.
"A..ahhhhh" she gasp and moan in my mouth.
The vibration send shiver down my body. Kissing her roughly and our lips clash faster together.
This was absolutely exhilarating!!
My core throbbing from the overwhelming desire. I became a moaning mess. Her hands gripped my hair, tugging it.
Her teeth nibbling on my bottom lip.
"Aaahh" I moaned in her mouth.
Slowly the heated kiss came to a slower pace. I've dreamed of kissing her and it was finally happening. Reluctantly I began pulling away for air. I never wanted this to end. I stared at her with hooded eyes.
Her eyes glistening with desire. Her lips swollen and wet. Her breast move up and down as she breathe breathlessly.
Never letting going of one another. Nipples erected through the fabric of our clothes.
Heat spread throughout my face. We stood chest to chest heaving gently. That kisss... that kiss stole the life out of me.
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