《Dear Heart... Why Me?》Chapter 15
Advertisement
The day moved slowly, yet that did not stop me from feeling giddy. My heart was beating so loudly, I could hear it in my hears.
I just hoped she was not going to avoid me. But I had a feeling that that is exactly what she will do. Soon the bell rang for the last period of the day. The last seven periods went pass like a breeze.
Checking my timetable, lucky me, I had English as my last subject for the day. Once again, sweating palms and fidgeting hands. I'm always a nervous wreck.Walking to her classroom felt quickly.
Upon entering the classroom, murmurs going around as they whisper in their friends ear and looked at me with grins. Ducking my head I moved to my seat in the back of the classroom.
Honestly I just did not have the enjoy to entertain these idiots.
Sighing, I sat and took my books out.
"Okay everyone that is enough, books out and ears open."she spoke while taking out her notes.
I kept my eyes on her. Throughout the lesson I tried to catch her eyes, but it never landed on me. I came to the conclusion that she is avoiding me and with what happen.
I am going to talk to her about what happen, I need to make things right. It's tell her I'm sorry or kissing her, but not without consent.
The bell rang signalling the end of the day. Everyone hurriedly pack their books away and made their way out the door. Slowly I packed my things away. I just needed the courage to talk to her.
I finally made my way halfway through the classroom
"Enjoy your day further and don't forget to do your homework" she chanted after the hustling learners.
Turn around she jumped a bit with shock, eyes wide open.
Advertisement
"Oh Eva, you scared me" she chuckle, placing her hand over her racing heart.
"Sorry about that, I just wanted to talk to you about..."
"If this is about what happen in the hallway, please just forget about it, it was a mistake" she spit venomously.
I felt a stake go through my heart, i knew this was going to happen but I did not prepare for it to feel this bad. Subconsciously I place my hand over my heart and rubbed. Furrowing my eyes brows at the pain.
"Hey, you okay there?" her voice lace with worry. Moving closer to me.
"Yea...ah, I'm fine" i whimper
"No I'm not fine, my heart hurts and it feel like it's breaking. I need to get everything off my chest..."
"Eva, darling..." she came closer and touched my arm.
Jerking away from her touch, it burn me. She looked at me with confusion and sadness.
"Please don't touch me, I can't stand it. It makes me want you more and more, and it hurts so bad that I can't have you. Being in love with you hurts. I never meant to fall for you. You caring and looking out for me makes me fall deeper" i looked at her, tears stinging my eyes.
"And I can never stop crying, and it so stupid and it just makes me hate myself more and more" I voiced cracked.
"I don't know what to say Eva, I...I never thought about it like that, I'm your teacher"
"You think I don't know that, I tried so hard to avoid you but you keep on caring and being nice and being so beautiful that I can't think about anything else but you. Believe I really tried to stop, pleas believe me" i whimper.
Advertisement
"Oh sweetheart, come here" she whispered, pulling me into a hug.
I collapsed and completely broke down. Sobbing, I cling to her tightly while is whispered sweet nothings in my ear. I want her love that's all I ever wanted.
Pulling me away, she cupped my face in her hands and looked into my eyes. Everything felt in slow motion. Her lips crashing into mine. Her soft lips slowly moving against mine. In shock I stood immobile. Feeling her staring to pull away. Gain my senses..
My hand grabbed the back of her neck, bring her close for another kiss. My lips parted, kissing her with everything in me. Swiping my tongue against her lips for access. Moaning she opened her mouth for our tonged to meet.
I was finally tasting her lips. My inside quiver with lust and desire. My stomach clench, as we both fought for dominance. Pulling her in tighter, my hands roam around her body. Moving my hands to her stomach, feeling it clench.
"A..ahhhhh" she gasp and moan in my mouth.
The vibration send shiver down my body. Kissing her roughly and our lips clash faster together.
This was absolutely exhilarating!!
My core throbbing from the overwhelming desire. I became a moaning mess. Her hands gripped my hair, tugging it.
Her teeth nibbling on my bottom lip.
"Aaahh" I moaned in her mouth.
Slowly the heated kiss came to a slower pace. I've dreamed of kissing her and it was finally happening. Reluctantly I began pulling away for air. I never wanted this to end. I stared at her with hooded eyes.
Her eyes glistening with desire. Her lips swollen and wet. Her breast move up and down as she breathe breathlessly.
Never letting going of one another. Nipples erected through the fabric of our clothes.
Heat spread throughout my face. We stood chest to chest heaving gently. That kisss... that kiss stole the life out of me.
_____________________________
Advertisement
- In Serial46 Chapters
floating | ✓
Gwen Bradbury has seen the end. Gwen Bradbury has learned fighting again. ******Gwen Bradbury's life is torture to her. She is floating above everyone else. Her existence is like a void, eating her up from the inside, little by little every day. Gwen wants freedom. She wants to escape. But she is not one to give up. The darkness and demons can't do anything to her, not again. She will fight till she can't take it anymore.Oliver Carlson isn't your typical boy next door. He isn't the popular bad boy with a dark past you will find in every book. Oliver is not cocky, not famous, not one with eight pack abs. He is quiet, silent, hiding in shadows, away from everyone else, on his own. He has learned to keep to himself, build his suits of armors up, and shut everyone out. Nobody really knows him. He doesn't care. What hurts is that when his popular brother Owen Carlson gets everything he wants, leaving Oliver nothing.So when Gwen Bradbury unintentionally unexpectedly crashes into Oliver Carlson's life, she tries to convince him that life is beautiful with her broad smile and crazy endeavors. Oliver does quite the opposite by shutting her out on the outside but maybe secretly slowly letting her own a piece of his heart.But what happens when both Oliver and Gwen are faced with disasters that make their second skin fall apart in front of their eyes abandoning only the truth?Completed.@girlofthetrees is the editor of this book."How is it possible for someone already have written such an amazing book and on top of it write another one," - @Nani2096, A reader of 'In Too Deep' about Floating."I love you and your books so muchh. The recent Floating chapter almost made me cry because it was so beautiful. I hope one day your books will get published and I'll be sure to buy them." - @sel__hHighest Ranking:#1 in depression#1 in hot#1 in slowburn#1 in friends#1 in sarcasm#1 in sad#1 in loneliness
8 219 - In Serial27 Chapters
A. Speckhart.
In a world similar to the one you know, where Mythical creatures have just been discovered, twenty-one-year-old Ana is left questioning her identity after her parents reveal a family secret. In attempting to escape her new reality the only way a university student knows how, by partying, a chance meeting leaves her entangled with someone is also hiding part of their identity.
8 181 - In Serial34 Chapters
Corrupt
Savannah Stone gets more than she bargains for when she literally falls onto an attractive cop.Jace Carter Kingston - attractive, wealthy, and overconfident - wasn't expecting a loud, defiant girl to land clumsily on his foot, yet when she does he can't seem to get away from her. Suddenly, she's enveloped into his secrets, most of which aren't exactly legal.As Savannah struggles to survive in a world which wants nothing more than to see her demise, she's at a loss at what to fight for. With her chance of survival diminishing and her trust for those slowly failing around her, the one person she thought she could turn to seems to be fading away from her too. Savannah has only two options left - save herself or die trying.
8 89 - In Serial22 Chapters
The Brotherhood
Follow Jacob as he heads off to begin his academic career as a freshman at Kingsland University. Although KU is one of the country's most prestigious institutions for higher learning, a school where many of the world's elite send their sons and daughter, it was not why Jacob picked Kingsland. Like many of the young men attending KU for the first time, his sole desire, above all else, was to become a member of The Brotherhood. He's heard the many stories and rumors surrounding this mysterious and secretive organization. Jacob is eager to peel back the layers and discover The Brotherhood's secrets, to wield its power, but will he be able to handle the truth that is their reality? Can he step thru that door and never look back? Those are just some questions he will face on his journey of self-discovery. Will Jacob be strong enough to see it thru to the end? Are you? _______________________ ***Content Warning*** This story focuses on gay characters and places them in sexual situations. Although the sexual content is not the story’s main focus, it does appear throughout, especially in the earlier chapters. Feel free to give The Brotherhood a pass if it's not your cup of tea. But if you give it a chance, it might surprise you. The story is not what you expect. I first posted The Brotherhood online in 2001 and finished it in 2013. Over the years, it developed a loyal following that has been waiting for a sequel for many moons. That time has finally come. I want to release a more updated version of TBH before dropping the new chapters for the sequel. I hope you enjoy it!
8 68 - In Serial17 Chapters
Love sting's
(First time writing a story here so plz don't judge me to bad ;-; ) ~a StingXnatsu fan Fiction~When natsu is transferred to sabertooth school for gifted mages he meets a strange new boy named sting! As they talk more things start to get crazy for the two!(>~
8 93 - In Serial24 Chapters
We Aren't Different [ BoyxBoy+ ]
[ Gay polyamory/polyfidelity ]I'm currently editing this book and trying to finish it. Please keep in mind that this was originally written like 5 years ago. Avery's parents motivated him to love everyone, no matter their differences. Gay? That's cool. Different Race? Sweet. Different ways of life? Awesome. But when he gets sent off to be housed in Canada with other boys similar to him for being gay you could probably guess he was rather shocked. Sent off without another goodbye, he's left to battle his own internal war of self hate, addiction, love and acceptance. His parents left him for good, and it only gets worse the longer he stays in his now forever home.Can his housemates just maybe help him from spiraling downward? ⚠️ Warning! ⚠️There may be some triggering subjects in this book including;Body Image issues DepressionThoughts of SuicideCover Created By - @1-800-get-yeeted
8 147

