"Where do you think he'll take you for the honeymoon?" JoJo asked as I breastfeed Elaine, who was looking up at me her big adorable hazel eyes.

I swear I wanted to kiss the ground, mili rock and do a pirouette when she'd opened her eyes the night we'd come home. Her eyes are so golden brown that they're hazel, the prettiest shade of hazel brown that I've ever seen.

Now here we are four weeks later and the latest topic of discussion is Ethan and my wedding.

"No, JoJo. I don't know where Ethan will take me for our honeymoon." I shrugged. "Who knows, maybe we'll just lock ourselves in this house and get nasty for a couple of weeks." I smirked at her.

"Disgusting much?" She scrunched her face.

"Shut up." I rolled my eyes.

Elaine stop sucking and I took that as a sign for me to put my booby away. I put her on my shoulder and started trying to burp her.

"This one doesn't look like she's gonna be sleeping anytime soon." I muttered while patting her back.

"Yeah. They seem extra hyper today." JoJo said and glanced Athena who was lying in front of me on the bed.

"Do you at least know what flavor cake you want?" JoJo asked.

"Maybe a chocolate and vanilla. I don't know what Ethan will want, but I know I want chocolate in that cake."

Elaine finally let out a loud burp.

"Good girl." I cooed at her.

I placed her next to her sister, so I could have my eyes on them the whole time, and give JoJo just enough attention.

"Where's Abby?" I asked

"She's prolly with Jesse. They're almost at yours and Ethan's level." She smiled.

"And what level are Ethan and I on?" I chuckled

"The 'totally a goal' level. You might not see it, but the both of you are just sick a goal." She said in a dreamy tone.

"Well being a 'totally a goal' couple does come with hard work."

"Yeah, you're right."

"I'm nervous JoJo." I said after a moment of silence.

"Why?"

"Because I'm getting married and I just can't help but feel overwhelmed and nervous. Soon we'll start with the whole wedding dress shopping, and mom already started with the venue and everything. It's just ...uhhhhhh." I rushed out.

"Babe. You're getting married to the man you love, you two have two wonderful girls together. He loves you, his family loves you, you love him. You two are happy together. So I don't see why you're stressing about this thing as if it's an arranged marriage or y'all eloping or something." She shook her head.

"Maybe it's the thought of all those people seeing me walk down the aisle. I mean, yes, I'll be walking down the aisle so I can become Mrs Knight, but I don't know it's just kinda overwhelming. Like, do we really have to go through all that. Why can't we just wake up and be married. I don't know.." I trail off.

I have no problem marrying Ethan. He's the love of my life. But I just can't help but feel overwhelmed by all these preparations that are being made.

And think of the devil and the devil walks in.

"Hey Joseline, hey babe." He kissed my forehead, then leans down to place kisses on Elaine and Athena.

"And that's my cue." JoJo stands with her bag.

"Where you going?" I perk up at her

"To find my own Ethan." She giggles and makes her way out.

"Why is she looking for an Ethan?" Ethan chuckles

"Apparently we're the perfect couple." I giggle while pulling him down to the bed.

"Are we now?" He raises an eyebrow with a smirk.

I lean in for a kiss and he immediately kisses back. My hands make their way around his shoulders and I pull him closer as his tongue explores my mouth.

He quickly pulls away when we hear a happy squeal. I look at him questioningly and he eyes our babies.

"I can't believe we just did that in front of them." He says shocked.

"Why you say that?" I question him then turn to the excited duo in front of me. "Aren't you happy babies." I excitedly coo at them.

Elaine let out another squeal while she kicked around and Athena gave me a bright gummy smile.

"Aahhhh.. Ethan they'll kill me with cuteness. Look at those smiles. Ahhhh my heart." I shriek while clutching my heart.

"They're looking all innocent while they just witnessed us eating each other's faces out."

"Don't behave like we just did something explicit in front of them Ethan, it's not like you haven't seen your parents kiss."

"I know but I don't want them learning anything from us. I bet we just scarred them for life with the way we kissed." He said

"We didn't. And if I'm understanding you correctly then what you're saying is that you want them to learn how to kiss from their boyfriends, yes?" I smirk

"No. No boyfriend. No kissing. No nothing." He shakes his head.

"If you say so. But remember Ethan. Puppy love." I smile at him.

He glares at me and I giggle.

I look up at him and see that he's smiling at the twins and I turn his head to me and I give him a big kiss on the lips.

The twins let out loud squeals and I giggle while Ethan is looking at me with wide eyes.

"Don't behave like kissing in front of them is wrong when we'll be doing it often and they seem to enjoy it anyways. But we'll be getting soon and they'll definitely see us kiss at the alter." I smile at him.

"Then it's either they don't attend the wedding, or we don't kiss."

"Then how will it be official if we don't deal it with a kiss?" I pout

"We'll cover with your veil or something." He grunts out.

I surprise kiss him again when he was about to turn his head and I got two more squeals while I giggled.