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I'm standing with my coat and my bag on my hand, I'm staring at my room that now so empty. Everything is packed cause this is the day where I'm going to leave everything here behind, getting over and moving on.

I can't believe I'm going to leave my families and friends here, even though we have technology now. But i know I'm going to miss them a lot. Especially Mom, Gabriel, Laura and Jacob. I can't believe Sarah, Diana and I are going to be separate with one Another. Diana is going to New York, I'm going to England while Sarah is staying here in LA. I wish we will never forget one another.

Jace, he said he's going to Europe or maybe Australia one day, Justin he's probably going to be anywhere around the world cause he's going to be a model. Ezra and Floyd they're staying here, and Apollo he's going to Harvard. I'm going to miss them so much, I don't know if I can live without them or not. We've been spending most of our time together for the past 4 years and they've been coloring my days since the very first day of school.

I suddenly hear a footsteps entering my room which makes me turn around and found Gabriel, standing on the door.

"Hey sis" he said.

"Gabe" i said.

"So this is the day right? You're going to leave me"

"Mom"

"Laura and Jacob"

"Actually not trying to be emotional today, but I've prepared for mom's crazy reactions" i said joking and it makes him laugh.

I'm going to miss Gabriel, a big brother that I could've asked for. He's always be there when i need him since i was a little.

"So you know, i opened one of dad's Letter last night" he said.

"And he said that he wants me to taking a good care of our family"

"And the company?"

"No he didn't mention it"

"He wants me to makes sure that everyone is happy and get what's best for them, so I'm here i just want to make sure, are you sure and happy about this?" He asked and it makes me laugh.

"I'm sure and happy Gabe" i laugh.

"So whatever happens with you and Apollo, just forget about it. I know you're going to be an amazing woman that learns from her problem" he said.

"Thanks Gabe" i said while walking closer to him.

I pull him into a hug, i missed this big brother hug. And i probably going to miss it.

"I'm going to miss you sis" he said.

"I'm going to miss you too" i said to him.

"Everyone is ready downstairs, your stuff and everyone is ready" he said and i started to feel emotional.

"Okay lets go" i said.

He walks out my room first, leave me alone in my room. I look around for the last time then walk out and close the door behind me.

I'm going to miss this house.

I found my mom, Laura and Jacob is standing at the lobby. A few cars is ready to drop me to the airport, mom has a tear in her eyes. This kind of thing makes it harder for me to leave.

"Sweetheart, I'm going to miss you" my mom said.

"Me too" i said as she started to pull me into a hug.

"Lets go, everything is ready" Gabriel said.

Mom and i get into the same car while Gabriel, Laura and Jacob are in the other car.

"Sweetheart" she broke the silent.

"Yes mom?" I said.

"I know something must be happened between you and Apollo, but whatever it is. I just want you to know that you're a lovely girl, everyone will love you" She said and it drawn a smile on my face.

"Thank you mom" i said.

After a few minutes the car finally stop right in front of the plane, i see Sarah and Diana are here. They didn't tell me that they're coming, once the car stops i open up the door and run into them. They pull me into a hug,

"Oh girls, I'm going to miss you so so much" Diana said while we're hugging one another.

"I'm going to miss our Friday night, girls night everything about us" Sarah said and this time the three of us started to cry.

We broke the hug then look into one another eyes that has a tear on them, i hate to leave them. I just want them to come with me and stay by my side forever.

"There's technology okay guys, stay in touch" i said trying to make the situation okay but it just makes me cry more.

"You're the best girls that I've ever known in my life" i said to them.

"I'm going to miss both of you" Diana said while smiling holding a tears in her eyes.

"Besides all of us are going to be a successful woman right" sarah trying to make a joke but it turns out for us can't stop crying.

I hear the sound of a few cars entering the private airport, and i see his car. It's probably the boys, they're coming to say bye.

"Lana, are you okay?" Diana suddenly asked me which makes me turn around to face both of my best friend.

"It's okay, it's just Apollo and i broke up so yeah now he's here" i said to them.

"Oh my why?" She asked.

"Just a long distance things" i lied to her.

The cars finally stop and each of them walk out of the car one by one, Jace is the first person who walks into me then hug me.

"I'm going to miss my best friend so much" he said while hugging me.

"Me too jace, thanks for always being there since middle school." I said broking the hug.

"Stay in touch okay, you're like my own sister" he said.

"I will" i smile.

The next person is Ezra, he pulls me into a hug and give a little brush on my back.

"Going to miss you so much Lana, don't forget to stay in touch" he said with a smile on his face.

"Going to miss you too, take a good care of Diana" i said to him.

"We're not together anymore actually, but we're still friends though" he said with a smile.

And I can't believe it after so many drama they've been through they finally broke up.

"I'm sorry" i said.

"It's okay, take care Lana" he said.

The next person is Justin who looks so sad and has a tears and a red eyes, I don't know if he's drunk or not cause he looks funny.

"Justin what happened to you?" I asked with a little laugh.

"Oh lana, don't you see I'm sad, my little bean is going to leave us far far away" he said then started to cry but it doesn't make me sad, it makes me laugh. He looks so funny when he cry.

"Why are you laughing" he asked.

"You look funny Justin, and I probably going to miss you and your Joke obviously" i said while pulling him into a hug.

"I wish i can be with you but that jerk face had you first" Justin jokes while pointing to Apollo's face which makes all of us laughing.

"Just kidding bro, I'm going to miss you so much" he said.

"Going to miss you too, take care and don't forget about me once you're famous" i said and he laughs.

"I will not" he said before walking away.

The next person is Floyd, he walks closer then pull me into a hug.

"Hey whatever happens just remember that everything's happened for a reason okay, i know his a jerk but knowing that you forgive him is the most i expectable thing." Floyd said while hugging me and I'm sure I'm the only one that can hear him.

I can't believe he knows about it,

"Thanks Floyd, take care of sarah" i said.

"Going to miss you, i will" he said.

"Me too" i said.

And this is the last person that standing in the row, she's wearing a navy shirt. He's standing there looking so handsome as always.

"Guys why don't we say hi to Avalana's mom?" Diana suddenly said.

"Cool" Justin said then all of them begin to left both of us.

It's only me and him now, his blue eyes still have an effect to make me nervous all the time. Bis strong stares always make me nervous, that pink plump lip that used to be interesting to kiss.

"Hey" is the first word he said.

"Hey" i said.

"You're leaving now" he said.

"As you can see, yeah" i said trying to be normal.

"I'm going to miss you" he said.

And there's a silent between us.

"I still do love you" he said and a tear suddenly slip from my eyes, i look away while whipping it up.

"I'm sorry for everything that I've done" he said.

"I feel so dumb and I don't get it why you forgive me" he said and it only makes the tears keep falling.

His hand suddenly moving and stops on my head, he gives a little brush down to my cheek. I missed him so much, I wish we could turn back time and stop him for doing that thing that causes the problem.

"I don't deserve you" he said.

"I love you so much Avalana Valerie, and i will always love you." He said.

It is so hard for me to say it back and I don't know why I can't say that back to him.

"I will stay here waiting for you to come back, i promise that" He said.

"Don't" i said.

"Don't wait for me" i said to him.

"I don't want you to stay" i said.

"I want you to live your life without me" i said.

"I won't be there as a lover, but i'll always be there as a friend to you" i said to him.

He pulls me into a hug , i feel his hands are brushing my head and my back. I missed this hug and I'm going to miss it so much.

"I love you" he keeps saying that again and again.

I wish i can say that i love him more but my lip seems doesn't want to say it back, but I'm not lying I'm going to miss this guy a lot.

"I think i should go" i said then broke the hug.

"Take care Avalana"

"Goodbye Apollo" i said before turning around and walk into Laura who's holding Jacob.

"Sarah can you hold Jacob for a minute" she asked sarah to hold jacob.

"Oh of course" sarah said then began to pick jacob from Laura's arm.

She walks into me while fixing her shirt,

"So sis, this is the day I'm going to miss you so much" she said hugging me.

"What did he say to you?" She asked.

"Going to miss you more, he said he's going to wait for me but i told her I don't want him to stay" i said brushing a tears from my cheek.

"Oh girl, everything will be alright once you get there. You'll get a new life, you'll started everything from zero" she said while brushing my arm.

"Thank you, you're the best sister ever" i hug her once again.

"Don't forget to always pick up my call okay?" I asked her.

"I won't forget" she said smiling.

Gabriel suddenly walk into us and inform that it is time to go, mom hugs me one more time then gave me a kiss on the forehead.

"Bye Lana"

"Going to miss you girl"

"Stay in touch"

Some of them said as i began to walk into the jet plane, i walk inside and sit on one of the seat. I look into the window and see them are waving at me before started to walking sway from the plane, the plane started to moves leaving them behind.

I see Apollo is sitting on his car with both of his hand rest in his pocket, I'm going to miss him so much. And i still do love him, i do love him. But he hurts me,

So bye LA

Bye Mom, Gabe, Laura and Jacob.

Bye Friends.

And Goodbye Apollo Hamilton.

"Good morning Miss Valerie, please kindly put on your seatbelt cause we're ready to take off"

College life here we go.