I'm getting ready in the bathroom cause Apollo is going to take me to an opera concert. I keep looking at myself reflection in the mirror, a girl that hides thousand feelings inside.

I let out a breath trying to not cry, i know I'm going to go back home tomorrow. And tonight is probably going to be our last night before i walk away from his life.

Our relationship is unhealthy, and it seems so close to an end. Holding a tears and faking a smile is the worst thing ever,

"Babe" i heard his voice is calling me from outside of the bathroom.

I take a deep breath before finally talk,

"Yes?" I wish i sound normal.

"Are you ready? We're almost late" he said.

"I'll be ready in 2 minutes" i said.

"Okay" he said.

I looked into myself in the mirror before finally walks out of the bathroom, i see him standing perfectly handsome with his black tuxedo. His tall figure and those beautiful blue eyes are staring at me, his gaze never failed to make me nervous all the time.

How can he be so perfect, i wish he isn't cheating on me. I'll be the luckiest woman alive to have a man like him. His strong jawline flenched as i walk out of the bathroom with my peach long dress. His eyes went from my feet up to my head, i wish i know what is he thinking every time he's looking at me like that.

"You look beautiful" he said.

I wish you said that before i found out that you cheated on me, so it won't make my feelings worse.

"Thank you" i look down to the floor.

His thumb suddenly reach my chin to make me look up at his mesmerizing eyes, those blue eyes that used to be my favorite ocean blue eyes.

"You look sad, are you okay?" He asked.

No, I'm not okay Apollo. I just want to break into tears and hug you while telling you how hurt i am.

"Am i?" I asked him.

"Uhuh" he said.

I smile for no reason,

He leans closer then put his lips on mine, his soft sweet lip kissing mine. It feels good but also wrong.

"Come on We're late" he said holding on my hand leading me into the door.

It may be the last time he takes me on a date, and I'm going to miss everything about him.

The black car is ready right in front of the lobby with some of the bodyguards that keep following us everywhere while we're in Paris. One of them open up the door for us, as always Apollo let me to get in first. He helps me with my dress and it is nice of him to do that.

The rode on the way to the venue was full of silent, i keep staring at the beautiful dark sky out there. My eyes always love the view here in Paris, I've been here before but this time it feels different. I don't know should i feel happy or sad, and I don't even know is my feeling too big for him or am i dumb?

The car entered the venue and stopped right in front of the lobby, one of the security open up the door for us. Apollo walked out first then he helped me to walk out of the car. His arm never left me, he makes sure that i can stand on my own two feet.

We walked into the venue and now we're sitting and waiting for the show, he keeps reading on whatever the stuff gave us. They gave us a piece of maroon paper, i think it is a song list that they're going to play tonight.

His arm is on my shoulder brushing it slowly, he's getting comfortable next to me and it always hurts my feeling to see that he's okay with this whole situation.

A few minutes later the show is finally started, for me watching an opera concert with your love one is one of the best date idea. But i was wrong, it turns out to be one of the worst day of my life.

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The concert was so good, i tried to enjoy every second of it but my mind was literally everywhere.

"It was good" he said.

"Yeah it really was" i said.

"So Lana, do you want to do something fun?" He asked.

"What is it?" I asked trying to smile.

He looks into a black car in front of us, it isn't the car that brought us here. I don't know who's car is this.

"Is that yours?" I asked him.

"Yeap" he said.

"So are we going to take a ride around paris?" I asked her.

"If you want to" he said.

"Of course i want to" i said to him.

"After you Miss Valerie" he said open up the door for me.

I got inside of the car, he started the engine. It took a few minutes before he finally started to drive the car out of the venue. I look into the mirror that showing the black SUV which keep following us and i started to get bothered by them.

"Do they have to follow us everywhere?" I asked him.

"One of my dad's rule" he said.

"Do you want to make them loose us?" He send me his famous mischievous smirk.

"I'm going to be so happy with it but It's all up to you Mister Hamilton they're your dad's people" i said.

"it's a pleasure to make you happy Miss Valerie" he said before smirking and push the pedal.

The sport car is now running so fast, a laugh slipped from my mouth as his car run so fast. I can not lie but I'm having a lot of fun while doing this thing.

I see him is also smiling, his handsome figure is sitting straight next to me with his eyes glued to the street in front of us. I can tell that he also enjoys it, he keeps smiling all the time and it's so cute of him.

At a time like this my heart can't decided how actually my feelings towards him, i still love him so much but i also hate the fact that he cheated on me.

"We lost them" he said while slowing down speed of the car.

I stay in a silent, the feeling of happy suddenly fade away. And i know it must be making him confused.

"Hey are you okay?" He asked.

"I'm okay" i said.

"We're so close to he hotel" he informed me while i keep stay in a silent.

"Babe" he called me.

"Uh? Yeah" i said.

He parked the car at the parking lot, he walked out first and help me to walk out of the car. He also put his outer around my shoulder to keep me stay warm.

"Babe are you okay?" He asked again.

This time he stands in front of me and the moonlight is shining on her perfect figure, i can't handle it I'm going to cry if he keeps staring at me like this.

I lean closer into his face then slowly put my lips on his pink soft lips, i kiss him passionately. He's kissing me back with a passionate kiss, i can feel his arm is slowly slip on my waist, while my hands are on his cheek.

We broke the kiss but we stay in a silent for a moment, our forehead are touching one another. He's eyes are close while my eyes are looking at him.

"I love you" i said, even tho it hurts.

"I love you more" he said.

"Lets get inside it's gettin cold" he said holding onto my arm.

We walked into the hotel and walk into our room, he opens up the door for me then let me walk in first. I let out a breath still trying to control my emotions in front of him, I throw my body onto the couch and lay there.

He walked into the bedroom and came back with a speaker on his hand, he connected his phone to the speaker via Bluetooth. The music began to play with the sound of a Piano at the intro, it is a mellow song.

He puts the speaker next to the Tv, he stands next to it with both of his hands are resting inside of his pocket. I'm here laying on the sofa while only looking at his tall handsome mesmerizing figure.

His hand suddenly slip out from his pocket and seems asking for my hand,

"What?" I asked while smiling.

"Dance with me" he said.

"You hate dancing, what happened to you now?" I asked before sending him a smirk.

"Come one" he said.

I got up from the sofa before putting my hand on his, he pulls me closer then put his hands on my waist. It automatically makes me putting my hands around his neck, our faces are so close to one another i can feel his breath on my cheeks.

We started to dance to a slow music in the living room, complete with a really good view from the balcony. Both of his beautiful blue eyes has its only focus on mine, i liked it when he's staring at me like this but now it doesn't feel the same anymore.

I don't know when is the time when he actually telling me truth or when is the time when he's lying to me. I don't even know and not sure every time he said that he loves me, it all feels not real now.

We dance around the living room, once he successfully spins me around and made me laugh. A smile appeared on his face when he sees me smile,

"beautiful" He said.

I closed my eyes when he said that, once i open it I find his pair of blue eyes are staring at mine. He looks confused and curious, but I just can't talk about it now, I don't want to ruin the moment.

I slowly put my hand on his strong jaw, i feel it's clenching in my hand. My thumb gave it a little brush which makes his eyes blink for a moment.

He let out a breath and this time i can feel a sadness in his eyes, the eyes seems telling me the truth now. He feels guilty when i look deeper into his eyes, I'm trying to understand what's inside of his mind.

The music is keep replaying the same slow music all over again, but this time both of us are only standing in front of one another while staring into each other's eyes.

I keep staring at him until he cannot stare into mine any longer, he looks down to the floor before letting out a breath. I thought it is the right time for him to confess but he didn't.

I touch his chin which making him looking up into my eyes, his eyes seems scared to see mine.

"Are you going to stay forever?" I asked him.

"I want to be with you forever" he said.

"Is that going to happen?" I asked him.

"I promise you i'll stay" he said.

"Can you keep that promise?" I asked him.

Please just look into my eyes and tell me the truth so i can hate you and walk away, my soul seems doesn't want to let him go but my mind keep telling me to walk away from him.

"I will keep my promise to you" he said while looking straight into my eyes.

His thumb is now on my chin lifting it up, he slowly put his soft lip on mine. I feel his lip is kissing me passionately, my eyes are close all i feel is a sparks between us and a touch of his soft lips on mine. He takes a good time to enjoy this moment, he takes it slowly but surely. His lip always feels so soft, and i always want more. His lips moving in a tone, i feel his tongue is slow licking on my bottom lip. One of his hand is on my waist while the other is on my cheek.

He keeps kissing me until my lips feel swollen, we broke the kiss but i still can feel the tip of his lips on mine. I'm going to miss the moment when we're so in love, but my mind keep telling me that i have to walk away cause he's been lying the whole time.

A single lie can break the whole thing.

I know our relationship is started to shattering into pieces of emotions when there's no trust rather than a big lie between us.

"I love you Avalana" he said.

"I love you more" i said with a heavy heart.

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