The feeling of guilty still following me everywhere, even though i tried pushing Kayla away from my life but this girl keeps coming back again and again. I don't understand how can she shows up in my house and sitting on the couch, I didn't even asked her to come cause i promise myself that I won't do that thing again since Floyd and Sarah found out. Both of them seems cutting off any connections between us since they found out.

"What are you doing here kayla? I told you that I don't want to see you anymore" i said while keep making a space between us.

She close her eyes while laughing, she's crossing her legs while laughing where there's nothing funny. I know i made a big mistake since the first time we had this thing.

"No matter how many times you told me to go away i know you're going to need me" she smirks.

"Besides your girlfriend finally wants to give all of her to you" she said.

I really want to push and punch her, the words will hurt lana so much if she heard all of them.

She gets up from the sofa then walk closer into me, I'm trying to ignore her cause i promise myself today is going to be the last time ever she walks into my space.

I stand still while her figure is walking closer to walking around me, lingering her hands around my shoulder.

"I wonder why she doesn't want to give all of her to you?" She ended up with a giggle that sounds like an evil.

She's now standing right in front of me with both of her hands are laying on my shoulder, she gives me that look, a Sorry expression.

"Maybe she doesn't trust you" the back of her hands brush my cheek, i look away from her and feel so guilty to have her too close.

"Come on Apollo it was so normal when she wasn't around" she said with a smile.

Her smile never successfully took my heart, even her appearance isn't important for me.

"I don't want you, i want her" i said.

She raised both of his eyebrows she seemed surprise before finally bursts into laugh.

"So why do you still need me to fulfill your needed babe" she said brushing both of my shoulder with her thumbs.

"Kayla can you just go away from my life, high school is over" i said.

"Of course i know, and i also know that your sweet girl is going to move out of the town" She's still trying to make me fall to the same hole.

"How do-"

"Sshh" she said putting his finger on my lip.

She leaned closer before started to whisper,

"I know everything" she whispered before send me a devious smirk.

"It means we can have a lot of fun" she said and there's the moment where i push her.

"I told you to leave, don't you remember that my dad can destroy anyone on a snap of his finger?" I said to her.

She looked away before laughing, she's leaning on one of the table in the dining room.

"Don't you remember that your dad also can destroy your life in a snap of his finger if he found out about us?" She laughs.

"Kayla this time I'm being serious there's so many men out there, please leave i'll give you anything you want. You want money? Cars? Apartment? Just tell me and i'll give it to you to make you leave" he said.

She stand there with a smile appeared on her face like she got an idea,

"I want a kiss a last kiss" she said.

The words making me feel sick and sweating, i promise myself that I won't do this kind of thing anymore.

She walked closer before slowly lean into me and put her lips on mine, she's trying to explore my mouth until i stop her by pushing her slowly. But she hold my hand which making me stop from stopping her, but thankfully I'm strong enough to stop her.

"That's it, thank you for a great moment on bed Apollo." She said before pack her stuff and finally walks out of the house.

Her car is gone now and i hope it is going to be the last time ever I see that car and especially her, the last thing I have to do is to confess to lana about this whole situation.

My eyes feel so heavy and i feel like i need a sleep, i walk into my room then get in. I crawled onto my bed and see Lana's picture on the night stand, I cannot imagine how is it going to feel like for not having her around.

I don't know what will happen if i tell her the truth, I'm the worst person ever. How could I do that thing to an innocent person like her, what am I thinking.

My phone suddenly rings from the night stand that caught my attention, i pick my phone and unlock it. I got a message from the boys group chat, Justin's inviting us to have a guys night at a bar tonight. Everyone is going to come, and i think i should come maybe it is going to be our last time to meet each other before get busy with our college and things.

Jace Dalton:

Wohoo

Apollo Hamilton :

I'm so down.

Ezra Brooks :

Going to be there

Floyd Williams :

Okay.

~

I parked my car then get inside of the bar, Justin booked a table for us to have some fun. I haven't told lana that I'm going to the bar with the guys but my feelings said that Lana is busy with her college.

I walk to our table and found everyone is here, Justin gets up from his seat and give me a bro hug.

"It's good to see you bro, Harvard right?" He said and looking so happy.

"Yeah congratulation bro" i said.

"Proud of you man" Ezra said.

"You got it man, congrats" Jace said while smiling.

Everyone looks happy except Floyd he's only sitting while drinking on some drink, I sit right next to Justin and began to order some drink.

Floyd keeps stay in a silent all the time, well he's always like that but this time he's different. I can't even looking at him for more than 5 seconds, i still remember the pain when he punched me right on the nose. He's actually the closest one to me but since that time he acts different, well i know it's all my fault.

"Hey look at that girl, looks so nice i wonder what if i smash her" Justin said.

He never change.

The guys are laughing while Justin and jace keep telling us a joke, sometimes they're talking about girls that passed by but it makes me miss Lana more.

I check on my phone and got nothing, i was expecting there's going to be a lot of text messages from her but i got nothing.

Dad :

Son, heard that your going to use the jet next week. What for? And where to?

Apollo Hamilton :

I'm going to go to paris next week is it okay?

Dad :

What for?

Apollo Hamilton :

Having a trip with Lana

Dad :

Isn't she has a lot of things to do with her college? Don't bother her, son.

Apollo Hamilton :

No she's not

Dad :

Okay then.

I close my phone then put it back inside of my pocket, I'm going to have a lot of fun tonight. It's all about us tonight nothing can bother us.

~

An hour has passed and i started to get bored, all of them are now on the dance floor dancing with some random girls except Floyd and i. We stay on our seat,

"Have you tell her?" He finally spoke.

"I haven't" i said.

"Man up bro" he said.

"I'll tell her, just give me some time I'm not ready to loose her" i said.

"If you aren't ready why did you do that at the first place" he said.

"I know you hate me right now but i'll explain to her but in a right time" i said.

"I don't hate you, i just can't believe that you can do that thing to an innocent one" he said.

"I'm sorry" i said.

He said nothing before get up from his seat and leave me alone, i watch him walking away from the table and walk straight to the exit door.

I should call Lana, i should tell her tonight. Whatever happens i should tell her.

I pick my phone from my pocket and dial her number, i called her for so many times but she's not picking up. I started to feel worried maybe she's asleep but she's not a heavy sleeper she'll wake up with a single ringtone.

I make my way into the exit door and walk straight to where i parked my car, i drive into Lana's house right away. I know the bar is pretty far from her house but I'm worried about her.

I enter the highway with a high speed, the fastest i got there is the best way to make myself relieve for knowing that she's alright.

~

I entered the Valerie's mansion and parked my car right at the lobby, i walk out of my car and walk straight into the lobby. The house feels so empty maybe everyone is asleep including her mom.

"Apollo" Someone called my name, i turn around and found Matilda is standing at the hallway.

"Hey Matilda, is Lana here?" I asked her.

"I thought she's with you" she said and my heart started to beating fast.

"Did she tell you something?" I asked her.

"No" she said.

"Do you know where is she?" I asked her.

"I don't know" she said.

"Okay thank you Matilda" i said then walk into the lobby and get into my car.

I'm so worried about her, i begin to call her again but she's not picking up. So i call sarah hoping that she's with her,

"Hello?" Sarah's voice appeared.

"Sarah, god where's Lana?" I asked her.

"I don't know.." she said.

"Why?" She asked.

"I tried to call her but she's not picking up" i said.

"Where is she Sarah?" I asked her cause my feelings said that she knows where Lana is.

"Diana and her are hanging out together but I don't know where, she's actually asked us to hanging out together but I can't i have so many things to do" she said.

"Can you help me to find her? Please" I asked her.

"Okay, i'll try" she said.

"Thank you sarah" i said.

"I'm going to hate you forever Apollo, I help you just because I'm worried about Lana"

"I know" i said.

"She's at one of the bar at the town" she said.

"Can you send me the location?" I asked.

"Okay" she said.

"Thank you sarah" i said.

"Yeah" she said.

"Bye" i said.

She sent me the location and i drive my car straight to the place, I cannot believe Lana went to a club without me. What if a guy like bruce come to her and do something, i drive my car with a high speed to get into the bar faster.

It is so hard for me to get an empty spot to parks my car but after a while I finally got it, i get inside of the bar but one of the security is asking for my id.

I showed him my id then got inside, my eyes were searching for her and it took a while to finally spot her dancing on the dance floor with some guys around.

I reach her and hold her hand, she looks loopy and i know she's drunk. She barely open her eyes and she smells like an alcohol.

"Lana what are you doing?" I asked her bringing her closer to me.

"Hey man stay away from my girlfriend" i said to the guy that keep his gap close to her,

She's wearing a tight black dress that shows her bare back and it makes me so mad at her, what is she thinking.

I bring her out from the dance floor and make her sit on one of the seat, her hair looks messy and all she does is annoyingly smiling.

"Hey hey what are you wearing, and what are you doing here" i said brushing her head.

"Ugh what are you doing here it's supposed to be a girls night!" She said.

"How could you say that" i said while holding her arm while she's trying to stand up,

"I'm going to take you home" i said.

"Oh my god who are you I don't want to go home, i want to have some fun with my girls" she said and trying to walk away but i stop her.

"Your friends are not even here" i said looking into her eyes.

She looks around before broke into tears, oh god now she's crying? Really? I can't understand her drunk side.

"Hey hey why are you crying?" I asked her.

She started to sobbing and crying, a freaking real tears fell from her blue eyes. I can't understand her.

I put my hands around her waist before she pulls me into a hug, she's crying for no reason. I stay in a silent while put my arm around her, i feel her cold body around me and i started to feel sad. I think I'm going to loose her and I'm going to miss hugging her like this, I'm so stupid.

We stay in a silent while she's still crying and hugging me for no reason, but in the other side I'm trying to live in this moment.

Man i love this girl so much, I don't want to loose her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her,

"Why are you crying?" I asked her.

"I'm going to miss everyone" she said.

"Why?" I asked her.

"I'm going to go far far away from my friends and my boyfriend and i know I can't live without them" she said while still hugging me.

What does that mean? Where she wants to go?

"Lana, lets go home" i said to her.