"Of course i'll be back maybe in a few days" gabriel is talking on the phone.

He's been receiving so many calls since the first day of our vacation, i know he must be very busy with all of those things. I know he's trying his best to divide his time between his work and family. I hope he's going to stay like this and won't get stressed over this new crazy situation at the office, however i hope he won't forget that whatever happens we always got his back to help and support him.

Mom, Laura, Jacob and I are having a breakfast in the dining room. We're having a simple breakfast this morning. I always love the food here, it is always taste good and pretty interesting to eat.

This is Jacob's very first vacation, all of us are so excited to see him experiencing a new thing in his life. It was also his first experience in a private jet, Laura was scared to bring Jacob on this vacation, cause he's too small to travel across the country.

We took him to the beach for the first time and he cried when Laura hold her while Gabe trying to make Jacob's hand touch and feel the waves. I recorded the moment of it and it turns out to be all of us laughing over his cute reaction. Including mom, she seems having a lot of fun here and i successfully brought that smile again.

This family vacation is a real stress reliever for me, dad is gone but life must go on. Talking about Apollo he said that he's getting better and I couldn't be more thankful for that.

Gabriel finally done with whatever on the phone, he's walking into his seat before continue to finish his breakfast.

"Is everything okay in the office?" Mom asked.

"Everything's fine, it's just there's so many thing that i have to handle after this vacation" Gabriel said before flashing a smile.

All of us stay in a silent for a moment,

"Lana, Gabriel, Laura. first of all i wanna thank all of you for this amazing vacation it is a stress reliever for me" mom said.

"But i think it is time for us to go back home?" She asked us.

"No mom, I seriously can handle everything in the office from here" gabriel said.

"Not just that Gabe" mom said stopping gabriel from talking and babbling.

"A week is more than enough, work is also another stress reliever to forget all the pain for me" she said while I'm only stay in a silent.

"Are you sure?" I asked her.

"Yes I'm 100% sure" she said, mom is always confident with her choice.

"You sure you're going to go back to work?" Laura finally speak.

"Yes but not as active as before" she said.

"Beside there's so many things that you have to prepare for your medical school Lana" mom said.

"You haven't even-" Gabriel said.

"Yeah it is a really hard thing for me, can you please give me a suggestion" i asked them.

"Dad always prefer Oxford so I'm going to agree with his suggestion" Gabriel said.

"I have plenty of time to visit you whenever i want now so it's okay for you to choose wherever you want to choose." Mom said.

"You Laura?" I asked her.

"I'm always going to follow whatever Gabe's suggestion" She smiles.

Okay i think that's it I'm going to choose oxford, and i can stay with my grandma, i also have so many family there.

"You can stay with grandma too" Gabriel said.

"Yeah" i said.

"Okay then I'm going to prepare the private jet to get ready for tonight" Gabriel said before getting up to call them.

"I miss home" mom smiles.

"Me too" i said.

~

Thankfully we arrived back in LA Yesterday, Gabriel is back to work while mom still taking her time to get back to work. And I'm here trying to contact my grandma to talk about my plan to move to England.

I talked to Ariana this morning about the plan and she seems very excited, but it also makes her confuse. Cause she's already plan to move to paris, but she told me that Alec is going to stay there in England. He got a good university right there so he doesn't need to move anywhere. At least i have my grandma who always going to stay there. I'm 100% sure with my decision and i hope everyone around me is going to support me.

The big window on the other side of the wall seems so bright showing the clear blue sky, the weather is perfect to have a relaxing time at the pool. It's been a long time since the last time Justin throw me to my own pool.

I walk into my closet and pick my swimsuit that exposing my back, i wear it then cover it up with a rub that wrapped around my body. I make my way into the pool before jump into the pool and started to swim.

It ended up with me laying on the unicorn floaties with a pair of sunglasses,

"The queen is back to the castle" i heard a low voice said.

I take off my glasses and see Apollo is looking down at me who's laying on the freaking floating unicorn.

"Who told you that I'm back?" I flash him a smile which return by his famous mischievous smirk.

"I know everything about my girl" he said trying to follow wherever the floaties float.

"I was about to surprise you tonight but look who got surprised first" i said.

He stands still with both of his hand stay inside of his pocket, i can see his dimple because of his sweet smile that reflect the real him.

"Come here I cannot just jump and get wet just to kiss you" he said with a smile on his face.

I send him a smile before jump into the water and swim to the edge of the pool, he helps me to get out from the pool before wrapping the towel around me as he begins to put his arm around me. He pulls me closer into a hug before putting his lips onto mine giving me a long passionate kiss. I missed his sweet soft lips, it feels like there's a magnetic connection between our lips.

"I missed you" I whispered while our lips are only an inch away from one another.

"I've been craving" his low voice said, i look up at him and found both of his dark blue eyes are looking down at me.

"There's something i want to talk to you" He said before i push my lips into his then begin to kiss him slowly.

His hands traveled down to my waist to keep me stable, while my right hand is messing up with his dark brown hair and the other one is stay on his neck brushing it slowly with my thumb.

"Something really-"

"Can you please just,- enjoy the moment" i said with my eyes closed, i feel his warm breath is blowing my cheek.

I put my lips back on his, kissing his bottom lip slowly while tasting his sweet soft lips. The towel that wrapped around my body slowly leaving my back and fall to the ground, i feel his hands are traveling my bare back.

He deepened the kiss and begins to brush my cheekbone to my collarbone, i put my head on his neck and smell his familiar perfume. My eyes are still close feeling his soft lips brushing on my jaw down to my neck.

"Avalana Sweetheart" i heard my mom's voice is calling me from the dining room.

He broke the kiss before our eyes met then lock with one another, a blush appeared on his cheek before we broke into a laugh. I turn around to grab my towel that fell to the ground through our make out session, i wrapped it around me before started to walk inside to meet my mom.

I walk inside and found her entering the dining room with a shirt and a pajama pants, i think this lady over here is finally back to the reality.

"There you are" she said.

"Oh hi Apollo" my mom said.

"Hi Mrs Valerie" He said.

"Tatjana is okay" my mom said before sitting on one of the chair in the dining room.

I wrapped the towel around my body and walking into the dining room, gladly Matilda made a french fries for me.

"By the way I'm going to go to the office this evening gabriel needs a little help in the office" mom said while eating my fries.

"Okay" i said.

"And i want you to come with me" mom said.

I stay in a silent, while keep eating my fries. Mom never asked me to accompany her to the office, i know she isn't really get over it.

"Is it okay if i take her tonight Apollo?" Mom breaks the silent.

"Oh of course it's alright" he said while still standing behind me.

I actually have a plan to do with him tonight but my mom needs me to stay by her side so i guess I'm going to choose to be by her side.

"You okay with that sweetheart?" She asked me.

"Of course, but let me drive the car" i said.

"It's all up to you" she said before getting up from her seat and walk away leaving us two.

Apollo pull out one of the chair and begin to sit next to me, i keep eating my fries without giving him a glance. I haven't told him about oxford and I kinda feel nervous about it, I'm scared that he's going to get disappointed by my decision. I'm scared that he cannot stand a long distance relationship that'll make him to walk away and leave me.

"Hey" his voice bringing me back from my daydream.

"Huh?"

"How's the vacation?" He asked then it makes my eyes lock with his.

"It was fun, Jacob had his first experience at the beach" i said to him.

"Oh yeah?" His crystal blue eyes plus his features are hypnotizing for a moment.

His phone ringtone suddenly ringing from his jeans pocket,

"Wait" he smiles before picking his phone up.

"Hello" he said with his phone on his ear.

"Congrats man" he said to the phone and i know it must be a call from one of the boys.

"Yes she's here with me, i'll tell her" he said with his eyes lock with mine.

"Okay bye" he said then ended up the phone call.

I wait for him to say something and it took a while for him to put his phone back to his pocket.

"Guess what?"

"What?" I said.

"Justin is following her sister's footsteps" he said and I still don't get it.

"Huh?" I asked.

"Yeah he signed a contract with one of the modeling agency" He said and it really surprised me.

"Woah stop, i mean, how?" I asked him.

"I don't know, never thought he wants to be a model" he said then begin to open one of the jar that has a cookies in it.

"Yeah me too, i mean he's not as good as you" i mumble while chewing a piece of fries.

"What?" He asked.

"Nothing" i said.

"Hey remember when i asked you about a place that you want to go?" He suddenly bringing up the topic.

"Uhm yes" i said they my eyes finally meet his.

"Do you want to go with me like maybe next week?" He asked.

Oh my god i just landed here like yesterday now a person just asked me to have another vacation with him, a vacation that makes me have to be on a plane. Well it's been a quite long time since the tragedy but i still have a bad memories deep inside, i still have a feeling of worried and scared to be on a plane but I'm working on it.

"Hey" his hand touch my cheek.

My eyes are locked with his beautiful mesmerizing blue eyes that can make every girl melt just because of a single blink from his eyes,

"I know you're scared, but trust me everything is going to be alright" he said.

I keep looking up at his features, a smile appeared on my face with his hand is still on my left cheek.

"Where do you want to take me?"

He smiles when I say that, i do want to have a vacation with him and i think it'll be fun.

"Paris?" He said.